Through
the Eyes
of Love
Watching
him
sleep is
my
favorite
pastime
these
days.
Guess
I’m
getting
old if
this is
what
excites
me. But
man is
he
beautiful.
Those
lips,
that
smile as
he
dreams,
how he
looks so
peaceful,
all make
me feel
as
though
I’m
witnessing
perfection.
I’d
never
tell
him,
though.
Not
because
he’d
laugh at
me,
which
I’m sure
he
would,
but
because
this is
my
special
time to
just
love him
without
having
to deal
with the
bullshit
that
comes
with it
all.
Yeah,
I’m not
big on
showing
my
feelings,
so sue
me. My
family
and
friends
know
that I
love
them.
And
isn’t
that
what
matters
in life?
I can’t
change
who I am
and he’s
finally
learned
to trust
that I
care for
and love
him
deeply.
It only
took ten
fucking
years,
but he
knows
it. He’s
who I
come
home to,
because
I want
to.
In fact,
I love
that
he’s
here. I
love
walking
in the
door and
seeing
him in
the
kitchen.
Even if
he’s
made it
look
like a
tornado’s
blown
through
the
loft.
He isn’t
the most
organized
soul,
but he
is
perfect
in my
eyes.
Hell, I
can even
put up
with the
chaos he
creates
because
out of
it
usually
comes
brilliance.
And he
makes me
happy.
Happier
than I
ever
thought
possible.
Fuck, I
don’t do
happy,
right?
Well
guess
what,
I’ve
learned
to just
enjoy
it. To
just let
him love
me and
love him
in
return.
Took a
long
damn
time for
me to
realize
that
he’s
important
in my
life. Or
at least
to admit
it to
myself.
He
claims
to have
known it
all this
time.
I’m
still
not
convinced
he’s not
insane.
I mean
let’s
think
about
it, he
fell in
love
with
someone
who
didn’t
know how
to love.
And he
stuck
around
after
all the
bullshit.
Even
when he
was with
that
fiddler,
he was
still
here.
He’s the
one
who’s
never
let me
down.
The one
who’s
always
there
when
times
are good
and when
they’re
bad.
Do I
love
him? Of
course I
do. I
love him
more
than my
own
life.
I’d lay
it down
for him
without
question.
He has
given me
a joy I
never
knew
existed.
And I
know
beyond a
shadow
of a
doubt
that he
loves
me.
So,
where
does
this
leave
us?
Right
where we
belong.
With
each
other,
facing
life as
partners.
Just
taking
it one
day at a
time.
Now if
you’ll
excuse
me, I
have a
beautiful
set of
lips to
kiss
awake.
Finis
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