"You know, I didn't think I believed in love," I hear Brian whisper against my lips. "Now I'm so deep in it I can't breathe. Not bad for a day's work."

"I guess you just never met the right boy." I say cockily, sticking my tongue out at him. His tongue reaches out to meet mine playfully.

Thirty seconds later his hand is down my pants and I'm trying my hardest to crawl inside of his mouth and live there forever.

I'm kissing my boyfriend, my lover. God, this is intense. This morning I couldn't commit to a pair of socks, and now I'm in love with this gorgeous boy. It's unreal.

Oh god.

"I'm close," I whisper harshly after pulling away from his lips to moan. He smiles wickedly and before I know it, he's under the covers pulling my pants down.

His fucking parents are right downstairs. We can't do this. My dick slides into his mouth and my eyes roll back.

Oh, suddenly don't care anymore. Suck away, sweetheart.

I slide my hands into his hair and bite my lip hard to keep from moaning. The pleasure his mouth creates is too intense. A loud groan escapes my lips before I can stop it.

I can't stop whimpering. Shit.

Brian's hand slides up my body and covers my mouth. His hand muffles my moans and he sucks my dick harder. I bite and suck on his palm, trying my hardest not to moan.

This is really fucking hot.

He deep throats me and I shoot into his mouth. He swallows it all and slowly pulls his hand away from my mouth and he softly cleans me up. I breathe heavily, my eyes following the patterns the shadows make on the ceiling.

I had no idea I could cum so many times in one day.

Well, I had no idea I could fall in love in a day either, but I did.

I feel Brian's lips traveling up my body to my neck. He licks and sucks softly on the skin there until he finally raises his head to meet my lips. As he kisses me softly, I feel him pull my pants back up over my ass and I lift my hips to help.

I am so tired.

I look into Brian's eyes, and I can see he is tired too. He shifts his body so he is lying next to me and he gathers my body up in his arms. I pull the blanket over us and bury my face in his neck.

"So this is love?" I ask him as I trace undefined patterns on his stomach under his tank. I breathe in his scent. I want to bottle it.

"I'd say so," he replies. "I've never been in love. But I've never felt like this either. I just know that I've never seen anyone more beautiful than you. I know that I never want to leave your side, and that you have complete control of my heart."

Shit, he's going to make me cry.

I cup his cheek in my hand and stroke the skin with my thumb. I know he can see the tears in my eyes. I lean forward and kiss him softly.

"I feel the same way," I whisper. He smiles and holds me tighter. I relax against him, relishing in his warm embrace. He lightly strokes my hair, and within minutes I fall asleep.


I watch my boyfriend sleep. I watch his eyelashes flutter as he dreams, and I watch his chest rise and fall with each breath. It's like if I look away from him, he'll just disappear.

I have no clue how long I watch him in the pale moonlight. He looks so gorgeous. I kiss his forehead, his cheeks, and his lips. I know I won't wake him. He sleeps like the dead, if our nap this afternoon was any indication.

I hear my door creak open and yellow light floods my room. I look over Justin's shoulder to see my mom walking in.

"Shh," I whisper. She nods and walks closer.

"Are you guys sleeping here?" She asks.

"It looks that way. I don't want to wake him." She smiles and looks down at Justin.

"He's really handsome."

"I know. I think," I pause and look up at her. "I love him, mom."

"Wow." She looks surprised, but she smiles and nods. "Already?"

"Yeah, it's insane." I smile at Justin's sleeping face fondly.

"It's not insane. Maybe you guys were meant to be together." I smile up at her adoringly.

"I think maybe we were." She smiles and leans over to kiss my forehead. She only gets away with that because she's so awesome. She then kisses the top of Justin's head and leaves my room. The door clicks shut softly.

I look back at my boyfriend. That word still gets me. We've come full circle in one day.

I kiss his lips one more time and rest my head on the pillow facing him. I'm not sure when my eyes finally close and sleep takes over.

This is it. My forever is in him.

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