Unbrotherly Love

Part 7

Coming Clean

Justin awoke early the next morning to a warm body cuddling up to him from behind. He smiled, his eyes still closed, as he pressed himself back into the body spooning him. It wasn't the first time he had woken in Brian's arms, but this time was different. This time, he ached in places he never had before. It was a good ache, though; it brought back the memory of the night they shared, in full color in his mind. Just thinking about his and Brian's incredible evening, made him smile even bigger, and he felt his cock come to life. On cue, he felt Brian's erection pressing against his ass, which made him even harder.

"Morning," Brian whispered against Justin's ear, his warm breath causing the blond to shiver.

"Mmm, morning," Justin replied back, his smile still plastered on his face. He felt Brian's arms tighten around him, and then give him an open mouthed kiss on his neck.

"How did you sleep?" he asked softly, between small licks and kisses along Justin's neck, knowing it was an erogenous zone.

"I don't think I've ever slept so good," Justin chuckled, and then moaned, loving the feel of Brian's wet mouth on his neck. "That feels good," he whispered.

"I know something that would feel even better," Brian said hoarsely, and pressed his cock more firmly against Justin's ass. Justin's breath caught in his throat. Before he had a chance to say anything, Brian already had him turned over onto his stomach and was trailing his tongue down Justin's back, stopping to kiss or lick on the way down to his goal.

When he reached Justin's ass, he let his tongue slide down in between the beautiful porcelain cheeks in front of him, and licked the waiting hole, causing Justin's whole body to shake.

"Brian," he moaned in pleasure.

Brian let his tongue work its magic on Justin's hole, teasing it, lapping at it and finally plunging into it. Justin bucked his hips back, needing to feel Brian's tongue deeper inside of him. There was a part of him that couldn't believe that they were really here and doing this. The thought of Brian eating his ass had never even crossed his mind before the previous night, and now he was doing it again, and Justin couldn't get enough of it. He loved it.

"You taste so sweet, Sunshine," Brian whispered.

Justin's cock was leaking profusely, and he desperately wanted Brian inside of him. He needed more of him.

"Brian, fuck me," Justin begged.

Brian smiled. Justin had never said those words to him before and he wasn't expecting it, but he liked hearing them. Justin talking dirty to him was a huge turn on. This was just the beginning. They were just starting to discover all about themselves and each other, sexually. He got even more excited thinking of all the experimenting the two of them would get to do. They had so much to look forward to.

Brian decided to take it up a notch. He turned Justin over quickly again so that he was on his back. The blond was breathing heavily, and his eyes were dilated. There was a look of need and confusion on his face.

"Bri... why did you --" he started to ask but Brian put his index finger to Justin's lips, shushing him.

"You want me?" the brunet asked teasingly, and dragged his finger slowly down Justin's chest.

Justin nodded, not sure if he should speak.

Brian brought his hand up to Justin's left nipple and gave it a little squeeze, making the blond gasp.

"I didn't hear you, Sunshine," he told him.

"Yes," Justin pleaded.

"Yes, what?" Brian asked, and leaned forward to lick the nipple he had just pinched. He felt Justin's cock twitch against his stomach in response, making the warm precum wet his skin, and he smiled.

"Yes, I want you," Justin said, in between labored breaths.

"You want me to fuck your tight little ass?" Brian asked as he grabbed hold of Justin's cock and started to stroke it tortuously slow.

"Ahhh," Justin moaned. "Do it."

Brian quickly grabbed a condom and the tube of lube from his nightstand, and sheathed his dick. He looked down at the lust-filled eyes of his lover who awaited with anxious anticipation. Justin looked so hot like this.

Brian was careful entering Justin, knowing that the other boy was probably still a little sore from the previous night. He waited for Justin to adjust to his size before beginning his slow thrusts.

Justin fought to keep his eyes open. He loved the way Brian looked when they made love. His eyes were half closed, with sort of a smile. With each thrust, the corners of his mouth would curl up more. He looked like he was in a beautiful and heavenly place. Justin smiled as he thought, "And that place is me."

Justin was so overcome with love and need, and the slow thrusts Brian was giving to him, though they felt wonderful, didn't seem to be enough. He needed more. Justin knew Brian was being gentle with him because he was afraid of hurting him. He didn't want Brian to hold back, though. He wanted him to just let go and fuck him senseless. He knew exactly what to do to turn the heat up.

As Brian continued to thrust into him gently and slowly, Justin pulled his head to him so their lips could meet. Justin kissed his man the way he knew he loved to be kissed, penetrating his mouth with his tongue sensually to the point where Brian started to lose himself in the kiss and almost completely stopped his thrusting.

"God, I love your mouth," Brian whispered as they kissed.

"That's not the only thing you love," Justin said lustfully, as he ran his fingers through Brian's hair, gently massaging his scalp, causing tingles to go down the other boy's spine. He then ran his hands down Brian's sides, and stopped at his waste. He let them rest there a moment.

He broke away from Brian's mouth, and started to kiss and lick a trail from Brian's neck to his ear. He could feel Brian's heart thumping against his chest faster, and knew that the brunet was more excited. He then started sucking and nibbling on Brian's earlobe, and then blew hot against against his ear, causing Brian to shudder.

"Brian, let go. Fuck me the way I need you to right now," he whispered, and squeezed Brian's waist with his hands, for encouragement.

Brian's whole body trembled at Justin's request. He loved this new side of him. The surprises just kept coming. He took a moment to look deep into Justin's beautiful baby blues, and smiled. "You got it," he told him, and thrust into the blond hard and deep.

Justin's eyes shot open wide with surprise, and he cried out in pleasure.

"Is this what you wanted?" Brian asked, and thrust into him again the same way.

"Yes!" Justin cried out again, as he felt Brian plunging into him, hard.

Brian picked up the pace, and started fucking Justin faster, harder and deeper, while kissing, sucking and biting anywhere he could get his mouth on. Their bodies were slick with sweat as they moved together, and Brian's heart was beating like a rabbit. He'd never felt an intensity such as this before, and he was gone. The both of them were gone, lost in each other, the only conceivable thing being their love and need for one another.

When they finally came together it was as though their hearts melted into one, and they felt completely whole. There was nothing else in the world that mattered or even existed at that moment except the two of them.

They breathed heavily as they held each other, trying to come down from their high.

"Oh. My. God, Brian," was all Justin could say as he tried to catch his breath. Brian turned to look at Justin and smiled at him broadly.

"It's never been like this with anyone else," Brian told him. "I've never felt this connected to a single person. It's - just amazing. You're amazing," Brian said happily, and then kissed his blond gently on the lips.

"I love you," Justin whispered, and closed his eyes. He was exhausted.

"I love you too," Brian replied softly, and knew that Justin was already asleep. "I always will," he added, and then closed his eyes, and let sleep take over him as well.

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This time when Justin woke up, Brian was not there. He frowned, immediately feeling a loss as he looked over at the empty side of the bed where his lover had been sleeping. He sat up and pulled on a pair of boxers before setting out to search the house for Brian. As soon as he opened the door to the bedroom, he knew where Brian was. He let his nose lead the way to the kitchen, as he heard his stomach growl on cue.

Brian was at the stove scrambling some eggs in one pan while keeping an eye on the bacon that was frying in another. Justin smiled, and walked up behind his boyfriend, wrapping his arms around his waist and hugging him from behind.

"You're finally up," Brian smiled, as he arched his head back to look at Justin.

"Yeah, I missed you," Justin said.

Brian turned around and kissed Justin softly. "I was starving, so I thought I'd make us a little breakfast," he explained.

"Mmm, it's smells good," Justin said, eying the cooking food on the stove.

"Why don't you butter some toast and pour us some orange juice. This is almost finished," Brian said.

"Okay," Justin said happily, and gave Brian a little kiss on the tip of his nose.

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After breakfast they had a long shower together. As they got dressed Brian decided to bring up what he had been wanting to talk about for a while now.

"So, what did you want to do today?" he asked Justin, who was slipping on a pair of cargo pants.

"Uh, I don't know, whatever. I don't care what we do as long as we do it together," he smiled.

"Well, I was thinking that we could call up the gang and ask them to hang out at the mall, or possibly over here. We could maybe watch a movie and order pizza or something," Brian suggested.

"Yeah, that sounds good," Justin said, as he searched his closet for a shirt to wear.

"Hey, Justin..."

"Yeah?" Justin turned around and saw the look on Brian's face and knew there was something on Brian's mind. "Okay, what's wrong?" he asked.

"Nothing is wrong. I just wanted to run something by you," he said. Justin watched Brian's expression carefully to see if he could tell whether this "something" was good or bad.

"What?" he asked, not able to read his boyfriend's expression.

"Well, what do you think about telling our friends about us?" he asked.

Justin frowned. Daphne was the only person who knew about their relationship. They had kept everything tight-lipped because they were afraid that somehow it would get out to everyone and their parents would hear about it. They didn't want their parents to find out that way. If Jennifer and Jack were going to know that their sons were in a relationship, they wanted them to hear it straight from them, and not by word of mouth.

"Brian, I'm not sure that's a good idea," Justin said doubtfully. Brian sat on Justin's bed and looked at him and nodded.

"I know what you're thinking. It's just that I hate hiding my relationship with you. If we hang out with our friends, I would like to hold your hand and hang on you like when we're alone. I don't like pretending we're just friends," Brian told him.

Justin sighed and walked over to the bed and sat down next to his boyfriend, and took his hand in his.

"I don't like hiding either, Brian, trust me. But what if someone sees us and says something to my mom or your dad? People are going to freak out," Justin said.

"I understand that, but Justin, it's summer. We're not in school. We can at least tell just our closest friends. If you want, we'll still keep our distance out in public. But when we hang out with the gang, I'd like to be able to be affectionate with you," Brian told him.

Justin looked at Brian. He knew that he felt strongly about this. He didn't want to deny him, even though he was nervous about the whole thing. He wasn't sure how their friends would react, and then there was the possibility that their relationship could be leaked out to the wrong person.

Justin also had to admit that there was sort of a thrill to having a secret, that with the exception of Daphne, only belonged to them. In a way, it felt more special. As he looked into his lover's eyes, though, he couldn't say no. He knew how important this was to him, and he wanted to at least give this to him.

"Okay," he finally said. Brian's face broke out in a huge smile. "But we only tell Michael, Ted, and Emmett - nobody else," Justin told him.

"Nobody else," Brian agreed. "Thanks," Brian told him, and captured the blond's lip with his own.

"And we swear them to secrecy," Justin added, breaking their kiss.

"They'll be told that our relationship cannot be mentioned to anyone outside of our circle of friends," Brian said.

"All right. So, why don't you call Michael and tell him to call the others," Justin said.

"Okay," Brian said, already getting up to grab his cell phone in his bedroom.

A few minutes later, Brian walked back into Justin's room to find his blond fixing his hair.

"They'll be here around 6:00, tonight," Brian said.

"Great," Justin replied with a smile that didn't quite reach his eyes. Brian walked up to him and gave him a kiss.

"Justin, it's going to be fine," he told him, knowing that he was still nervous about telling their friends about them.

"I know. But what if --"

Brian cut him off and gave him another kiss. "Don't worry," he answered. Justin sighed and nodded. He would just have to trust that everything would be okay.

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The whole gang was sitting in the living room, eating pizza and talking. It had been a while since they all got together like this. Brian and Justin spent a lot of their time alone, since they only had precious time they knew they could have without being discovered by anyone.

"I still can't believe you guys are like brothers now," Michael said, as he ate.

"Well, not really..." Justin told him.

"We don't really think of it like that," Brian added.

"At least you guys have your own rooms now. I don't think I could take sharing my room with another person - let alone, another gay person," Emmett chuckled.

"It wasn't so bad, right Jus?" Brian asked quietly and then winked at him. Justin blushed at the comment.

The gang was used to seeing the two boys flirt and joke around, so they didn't notice the exchange - well except for Ted, who was an expert at observing people. As always though, he remained quiet and continued to watch them.

"So, where have you guys been, anyway? We hardly see you anymore," Michael said.

"We've been... busy," Brian told him.

"I'll bet," Ted said quietly with a small smile. Justin caught the comment right away, and stared at Ted with wide eyes. Was it possible he knew about him and Brian?

Michael looked at Ted and laughed. "Yeah, right," he said, knowing what Ted was insinuating.

Justin and Brian looked at each other, and decided that this was probably a good time to spill the beans. Brian took Justin's hand in his, and gave it a squeeze and smiled at him, before turning to their friends.

"Actually, guys, one of the reasons we asked you to come over was because --"

Emmett saw the two boys holding hands and smiling, and cut Brian off mid-sentence.

"Oh my God, I knew it! You guys were pretty good at hiding it, but I had this feeling something was going on between you two. Didn't I tell you, Michael?" Emmett said enthusiastically.

Michael didn't answer him, he just stared at Brian and Justin with his mouth open.  "Wait - you guys are together - like boyfriends?" he asked incredulously, seemingly in shock.

Brian and Justin smiled at each other and then at him and nodded their heads.

"Surprise, surprise," Ted said sarcastically.

"Ted - you knew too?" Brian asked with a laugh.

"Duh," he replied with a smirk.

Justin rolled his eyes at the boy but smiled. Ted was kind of quiet, but he liked him. He wondered when he had first picked up on his and Brian's relationship. He guessed it really didn't matter; he was just grateful for Ted's discretion.

"But... you guys are brothers," Michael said with a grossed out look on his face.

Brian rolled his eyes at his best friend. "Step-brothers, Mikey, as in, non-blood related," Brian told him. He couldn't believe how stupid Michael really was, sometimes.

"Still. You guys are like, a family and shit. It's weird," Michael said, shaking his head.

"It's not that weird, Michael," Justin stepped in.

"I think you guys make a cute couple," Emmett said with a smile.

"Thanks, Em," Justin said. He looked back at Michael, who was looking at them strangely.

"Mikey, Justin and I are in a serious relationship now, so you'll just have to get used to it," Brian said, noticing the look on his friend's face.

"Whatever," he pouted, as he shook his head. Brian frowned at his friend.

"If you don't like it, you can leave," Brian added.

"Brian," Justin said nervously.

"No, Justin, he's being a complete dick," Brian told him.

"I am not. I'm just being honest," Michael said, crossing his arms in the defensive position.

"Okay, why don't we all just calm down a bit," Emmett said, always the one to try to neutralize things when there an altercation within their group of friends.

"I'm going outside to smoke," Michael said, grumpily, and left.

"I guess I'll join him," Brian sighed, and then got up to go outside as well, but not before giving Justin a reassuring kiss right in front of Ted and Emmett. Justin smiled. Brian was right. It was nice to be affectionate with each other around others if they wanted to.

"Oh, my GOD! You guys are so cute!" Emmet squealed once Brian had left.

Justin blushed. "Thanks," he laughed.

"So... DISH! How long has this been going on? Have you two fucked yet? Are you in love? Tell us everything!" Emmett said all at once. Ted nodded as well with interest, and they waited for Justin to answer.

"Okay, first before I say anything, you guys have to promise that this stays between us. Brian and I don't want anyone else to know yet. Daphne is the only one who knows besides you three now," Justin cautioned them.

"Our lips are sealed. Right Teddy?" Emmett asked. Ted nodded at Justin.

"We know we can trust you guys," Justin said.

"Of course, honey. Your situation is complicated and it could be a very bad thing if it were to get out to certain people. So you have our word," Emmett promised.

Just then Brian and Michael came back into the house. Michael didn't look too happy and he gathered his jacket.

"I'll see you guys," he mumbled, and left without saying another word.

Justin looked at Brian questioningly. "It's fine," he told Justin, softly. "I just had to set him straight on a couple of things. He'll get over it in a couple of days," Brian reassured him.

"I was afraid he would react this way," Justin said.

"Honey, Brian's right. He'll get over it. He's just got his own issues to deal with, is all," Emmett told him.

"Yeah, like he's no longer number one in Brian's life," Ted said.

"Brian, did you tell him not to --" Justin started, but Brian, already knowing what he was going to ask, nodded and answered.

"He knows he's not to say anything to anyone, or else," Brian said. Justin nodded.

"Okay, enough about Michael. You still haven't answered any of my questions," Emmett said.

Brian looked at Justin curiously.

"Emmett wants to know how long this has been going on, if we've fucked, and are we in love," Justin relayed.

"Okay," Brian laughed. "4 months, yes we have, although it's much more than that, and we sure are," he answered in order.

"Oh, my God!" Emmett shrieked again.

"Geez, Em. Could you say that any more tonight?" Ted smirked.

"Teddy, this is big news! How could I not be excited about this?" Emmett said excitedly.

The night went on with Emmett asking a ton of questions, and Brian and Justin answering them the best they could without giving too much away. They still wanted to keep some of the details to themselves.

They were so happy that their friends with the exception of Michael, were happy for them. Justin was still bothered about Michael's attitude towards them that night. He knew that Michael had kind of clung to Brian over the years, and though Justin considered Michael a friend, he knew that Michael would turn on him in a second if it meant his friendship with Brian might be threatened.

What Michael didn't seem to know though, was that Justin had already become Brian's best friend, even before they fell into their relationship as boyfriends. Brian and Michael weren't as close as they once were. Brian had more in common with Justin, and he was more at the same level as he was, intellectually and definitely more mature. They could talk about anything. Michael's idea of a good conversation would be to debate why Spiderman was better than Superman.

Later that night Brian and Justin were in Brian's room making out on the bed, when Brian suddenly felt a mood change in Justin, and pulled away.

"Hey."

"Hmm?" Justin asked looking up at him.

"Where did you just go?" Brian asked.

"What do you mean?"

"Well, you just don't seem like you're really into this. Is there something wrong?" he asked.

Justin sighed, but kept quiet.

"Is this about Michael?" Brian asked.

"Brian, he seemed upset when he left," Justin told him.

"Yeah, he was. So?"

"So... I don't know. It just bothers me. I consider Michael a friend, but I think this is going to put a damper on things. You know how territorial he is of you. I just wish that he could be happy for us," Justin admitted.

"I made sure he knows that I love you, and that you come first before anything else. I told him that if he can't handle the fact that we're together, and if he doesn't check his pissy attitude at the door, he's going to be left out in the cold. I'm not going to waste my time worried about whether or not he approves of our relationship. If he can't can't do that, well then fuck him," Brian said.

"But Brian, he's your best friend. You guys have been friends, since you were like, in diapers," Justin pointed out. "I don't want to come between you two," Justin said sadly.

"Justin, listen. Mikey and I haven't been best friends for a while now. Yes, we've been friends since we were toddlers, but as we have gotten older, we've had less and less in common. It's like, I move forward and mature and grow, and he stays exactly the same. He still wears Captain Astro pajamas, for crying out loud," Brian said, causing Justin to laugh. Brian soon joined him in the laughter.

"I'm serious, he does," Brian said.

"He's still your friend though, regardless," Justin told him.

"Of course. But he's not my best friend, anymore. You became that soon after we met. That is the way it is now, that is how I like it, and that is how I want it to stay."

Justin smiled at Brian's words.

"So can we please get back to what we were doing before you ruined the mood?" Brian teased.

"Asshole," Justin giggled, and pulled Brian in for a kiss.

They spent the next few hours just mostly kissing. They used to spend a lot of their time making out, and they still loved it. Just because they now had sex didn't mean that they couldn't enjoy just being together. Kissing was one of their favorite pastimes.

Justin tried to feel more at ease about the Michael situation, but he couldn't help the nagging feeling that something bad might happen. He knew he might just be acting paranoid, since he often did that, but he couldn't help it. Brian was the most important thing to him in the world, and he was scared shitless of losing him.