I Touch Myself

Author's note: Inspired by the music of The Divinyls

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I love myself I want you to love me

When I feel down I want you above me

I search myself I want you to find me

I forget myself I want you to remind me

We're staying at the loft for a few days, Kinnetik business and a new art show bring us here to the Pitts. I look around and see us in every nook and cranny. Years together and I still want him, only him....till we're old and grey.

I don't want anybody else

When I think about you I touch myself

Ooh I don't want anybody else oh no, oh no, oh no

We're due at the gallery soon for one of those meet and greets, so he's taking a shower. In my mind's eye I can see the soapy sponge in his hand running languidly over his skin. His arms, his chest, and down to his cock. I grow hard just by thinking of it.

You're the one who makes me come running

You're the sun who makes me shine

When you're around I'm always laughing

I want to make you mine

His clothes are all laid out ready to be draped upon him. Family and friends await us. Art critics and patrons, waiting to be impressed. And none of it matters. All that matters is the two of us, together. Together in whatever we do. Being parents, owning our home, day to day living, together.

I close my eyes and see you before me

Think I would die if you were to ignore me

A fool could see just how much I adore you

I get down on my knees I do anything for you

It's quiet now, the shower has stopped. I can see him with a towel, drying himself and I find myself envying the towel. Warm and fluffy as he passes it over his skin, absorbing the moisture. If we had the time, I'd lick away each droplet from the tip of his nose down to his toes. And if I'm not careful, I'll ruin these pants.

I don't want anybody else

When I think about you I touch myself

Ooh I don't want anybody else

Oh no, oh no, oh no

He walks out of the bathroom, naked, the towel unnecessary, we are quite alone in our own little world. He sees me adjusting myself and smiles, he knows what I'm thinking and his smile broadens. We both sigh as we realize that we don't have the time. Maybe in our younger more carefree days when the concept of responsibility didn't weigh as heavily as it does now. So we kiss, fondle and grope, silently promising that after tonight we bar the doors and have a proper shower, together.

I want you I don't want anybody else

And when I think about you I touch myself

Ooh, ooh, oo, oo ahh

And make love, together.

I don't want anybody else when I think about you

I touch myself ooh I don't want anybody else

Oh no, oh no, oh no

And touch, together.

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