Should Old Acquaintance

Chapter 1

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"I'm going to miss you," Justin whimpered as Brian carefully withdrew from him. The lovers had been spending their last few days together fucking, sucking and making love every minute they could, as Brian was preparing for his trip to Panama.

It was mid-May. The Rage movie was still going strong. The bowling alley was already in the black and Hunter's clinic was making a difference in their corner of the world. It was decided that Brian and Bobby would make the trip to Panama, leaving John and Justin home with the children. Justin was preparing a 'Rage' show for the Bloom gallery. And as the result of the magnificent work John's construction company did on the bathhouse, theater and bowling alley, he was spending a lot of time in Pittsburgh with new clients. It made sense for them to stay behind, even though none of them were very pleased about the whole idea. But practicality won out. There was no way the dads were going to put the kids through all the vaccinations they would need to go out of the country. End of discussion.

"I know, Justin. I'm going to miss you and the kids, but it can't be helped. Bobby spoke to Miguel. Edna must have carried on the search for more Kinney's. He said she made a significant find but then she got sick and quickly made arrangements for us to take possession of them. I wish there was another way to do this but we have to bring documentation that we're, I mean me, that I'm the rightful owner. Aside from our names being similar, Miguel said the portraits themselves would leave little doubt that I'm related to Kinney."

"I realize all this, Brian, and it makes sense that Bobby goes with you. You may need a lawyer, and he speaks Spanish well enough to get you through the red tape. Bobby said he cabled Mr. Perez and he's willing to help too."

"Maybe that will make things go faster. I hope we can wrap things up within two weeks."

Brian gathered Justin in his arms as they rested after their heated round of lovemaking. After a long silence Justin whispered softly something that was pressing on his mind.

"Bri?"

"Hmm?"

"You and Bobby..."

"What about him?"

"You care a lot about him."

"Of course, I do! I love him."

"And he loves you, but..."

"Justin, what's going on in that little blond brain of yours?"

"You're going to be far from home and we loved Edna so much and he's so beautiful and..."

"And your gerbil is going to die from over-exhaustion if you don't stop this nonsense. Justin, I haven't been with anyone else in over eight years, I'm not going back on my vow and neither will Bobby. You have to believe that."

"I do. In my head, I do, but..."

"Justin, you and John will be spending a lot of time here alone too. And I know he's attracted to you, anyone who sees you is attracted to you, but I know my brother and I trust you. Please trust me," Brian whispered, almost pleading.

"I do trust you. But if something happens between you two, if you need his comfort, I'll understand."

"Jus, all the comfort I expect from Big Red, is a peck on the cheek and maybe a hug. And that's as far as the comfort will go. That's all the understanding I need you to have," Brian said emphatically.

"Okay," Justin murmured against Brian's chest as Brian rolled Justin on top of him.

Patting Justin's well-fucked butt, Brian made a suggestion.

"Justin, I think I wore you out. You sore?"

"A little, but it's a nice sore."

"Then how about you wear out my butt."

"You mean it?"

"Yeah, I want to feel you all the way to Panama," Brian purred into Justin's blond mane.

"Your wish is my command," Justin purred back as he reached for the lube to prepare his spouse.

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Bobby rolled off his husband then found himself crushed against John's strong broad chest.

"God! I'm going to miss you," John exclaimed into Bobby's red hair.

"Not anymore than I'm going to miss you but we all can't go."

"I realize that but knowing doesn't make it any easier."

"Yeah," Bobby softly agreed. "You guys going to be okay while we're gone?"

"Yes. Grandma Claire has rallied the troops. Justin, the kids and I will be fine. He has a show to work on and I have a dozen new clients in Pittsburgh to keep me busy. We'll be fine."

"John, you and Justin..."

"What about him?"

"He's very attractive and you could be Brian's twin."

"And Justin's so in love with my brother, and I'm not stupid," John chuckled, trying to lighten the mood. Ever since they learned of Edna's death and they had decided who was going to go to Panama, there was a dark cloud lingering above both cottages.

"No, you're not, but you're human and I completely understand if you find yourself in need of some human contact with him. And I'd rather it be him than some stranger."

"No, you wouldn't and nothing's going to happen. Bobby, as beautiful and sexy as Justin is, he's also young enough to be my son. And that's how I think of him. So get any thoughts of me and Justin 'contacting' out of that red head of yours. You get me?"

"I get you, and I want you in me. Now!" Bobby demanded as he maneuvered himself under his spouse.

"Mmm, my fiery red-head," John whispered as he reached for the lube.

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The next afternoon, John, Bobby and Patrick drove to Brian and Justin's cottage. It was decided Brian and Bobby would leave from there, drive to Brian's loft, leave the car there then take a cab to the airport. It was all neat and well orchestrated. And none of them were very happy about it.

When Bobby and John arrived they found Brian sitting in the kitchen brushing the Squirt's hair. The slow methodical brushing seemed to be pleasing to both of them.

"What's going on?" Bobby asked staring at Brian.

"He doesn't want to leave Bree. He's afraid she'll grow up and forget him while he's away," Justin replied.

"He'll only be gone for a few days," John replied.

"Um … John, I know how he feels," Bobby said softly. "Quite frankly I'm worried about leaving our little guy. Bobby leaned over and chucked Patrick's cheek. Patrick giggled and hid behind John's leg. "I hate the thought of leaving Patrick behind. There's something about not being the biological parent that makes me want to be near him all the time. It's like he'll lose his connection with me if I'm not there for him."

"That's crazy, Bobby," John said giving his husband a gentle hug.

"I know it is, but it doesn't stop me from feeling it. I can't help myself, and I bet Brian can't either."

They all stood in the doorway watching Brian continue the slow brushing of his daughter's hair. Then his fingers twined in the golden locks and he buried his nose in Bree's fine, soft hair. He began to murmur to his daughter too low for the others to hear.

"I love you, Squirt. I'll miss you like crazy. Will you miss me, or will your little life go on just like normal? I want you to remember me. I'm coming back. I promise."

Bree turned her head and looked up into her father's sad eyes. "Sad, Daddy?" she asked and patted his cheek.

"Just a bit," Brian replied and leaned down to kiss her forehead.

"Brian," Justin interrupted. "Bobby and John are here. It's time to go."

Justin watched Brian's arms tighten around Bree. He was afraid Brian was going to break down completely. They held their breath as Brian straightened his back and stood up. He kissed Bree again and handed her to Justin.

"I'm ready," he said.

"Let's go," Bobby responded immediately, thinking that he should get Brian out of there as fast as possible.

John grabbed Brian's suitcase and took it out to the car. Brian checked that he had his passport and money and cell phone. He crushed Justin and Bree in a final hug.

"Look after Bree and Gus until I get back."

"I will," Justin promised as he kissed his husband.

John returned and Brian pulled him into a fiery hug. "Look after my family, big brother."

"You got it. We'll be fine, Brian. Hurry back. And take care of the man I love."

"I will."

Brian and Bobby climbed into the car and with a final wave to Justin holding Bree and John holding Patrick, they set off on their adventure to Panama. Bobby was driving, but he couldn't help looking over at Brian to make sure the man was all right as they headed down the road.

"I'm fine," Brian said after a few miles.

"I know you are," Bobby stated.

"Then stop looking at me."

"I … I've never seen you so emotional," Bobby admitted.

"It doesn't happen often."

"I had a meltdown earlier today at the thought of leaving Patrick, like somehow I'd be forgotten because Patrick isn't totally my blood. Is that how you were feeling?"

"Sort of. I've never been away from Bree since she was born, not for more than a day or two. I need to protect her and look after her."

"Justin will do that."

"I know … but it's not the same."

"Where's the big, bad Brian Kinney who's supposed to look after me on this trip?" Bobby joked.

"Oh, he's here, but where the Squirt's concerned, I'm a bag of mush."

Bobby laughed. "That's for sure."

Brian glared but then smiled and they set off on their trip with less emotion. The trip to the loft was soon over and then they were on the plane waiting to taxi down the runway.

"I never thought I'd be going back to Panama," Bobby said.

"Neither did I."

"I wish we were going to visit Edna, instead of seeing what she has left us."

"It won't be the same without her there," Brian admitted.

The plane started to taxi into position. "Well, this is it. It will be interesting to see what Miguel has for us."

Brian nodded and leaned back as the plane started to lift off.

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"Why haven't we heard from them? It's been hours. They should be at Edna's by now!" John was nervously pacing the cottage. He had tracked Brian and Bobby's flight and it appeared to have landed on time. He had half expected his phone to ring the minute the plane hit the tarmac.

"John, maybe they can't get a signal. Who knows how powerful cell towers are down there," Justin offered by way of an explanation.

John nodded at Justin's logic. "You're right, of course, and I'm acting like an overly dramatic drama queen." John sighed loudly as he checked the chicken in the oven. John and Justin were preparing their evening meal. John and Patrick planned to stay at Brian and Justin's cottage while Brian and Bobby were away. It was the practical thing to do since he and Justin were spending most of their time in Pittsburgh.

"Yeah, well, you can count me in on feeling like a drama queen. I keep looking at my phone too, wishing it would ring. Mmm, the chicken smells good," Justin commented as his stomach gave an appreciative growl.

"I think your stomach agrees. We have some time till dinner. I'll get the kids washed up and they can help us make the salad. Okay?" As Claire had taught him well, there would be little time for idle hands.

"Okay. I want to clean up my brushes before they ruin."

John went for the children as Justin went to clean up his studio. No idle hands.

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"A-llooo! Mr. Brian and Mr. Bobby! It is sooo good to see you again. And muy bonito!" Brian and Bobby were expecting Miguel to pick them up at the airport but this was not Edna's Miguel. This was the Miguel who reminded them all of Agador from "The Birdcage". And he was standing on the other side of customs, waving frantically at them.

"Miguel? What are you doing here?" Bobby asked quickly as an inspector was rifling through his carry-on bag.

"My Juan has sent me to bring you to Senora Galloway's house. Edna's Miguel, very sad, very, very sad. Too sad and sick to drive. It will be my pleasure to drive you and to attend to every need while you visit." Miguel had a mischievous grin on his face.

Bobby made it through to the other side and was engulfed in the long arms of the flaming Miguel.

"Miguel," Brian growled as he pried his red-headed brother-in-law out of Miguel's roaming hands.

"Forgive me, Mr. Brian. It is so good to see you again." Miguel gave Brian a chaste hug. Looking around, Miguel gave the men a curious look.

"My brother and Justin aren't with us. They had to stay home with our children," Brian explained.

"Children?" Miguel was very surprised.

"Yes, John and I have a son, Patrick, and Brian and Justin have a little girl named Briana," Bobby stated proudly. Miguel looked at both men who beamed back with pride and shook his head.

"Adios Mio!" Miguel stated loudly.

"Miguel, we'll show you pictures of the children, later. Can we go to Edna's now? It was a long flight and we're tired."

"Excusa me, Mr. Brian. Si, of course. We go now. So sorry." Miguel continued to mutter away quietly as he grabbed both their bags and showed Brian and Bobby to Juan's car.

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"God, I'm stuffed. I didn't think I was that hungry," Justin commented as he patted his full belly. John softly chuckled. It was one of the comforting constants in his life, Justin's hearty appetite. The children appeared to be full too. Patrick and Bree were rubbing their full bellies too.

"I'm happy everyone liked my chicken. And we have plenty to make sandwiches and salads," John said as he started to clear the dinner table. "Justin, can you clean up the kids? I want to put the kettle on. I can use a cup of tea."

"Me too!" Justin agreed as he spirited the children away towards the bathroom.

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"Mr. Perez?" Bobby started to question the gentleman who was so helpful to them all when they visited Costa Rico eight years prior.

"Juan, por favor."

"Juan. I don't understand. Why are you here in Panama? Please don't misunderstand me. Brian and I are grateful to see familiar faces but when did you meet Edna? How did you meet Edna?"

Miguel had driven Brian and Bobby to Edna's home and they were met by Juan Perez, their savior, while in Costa Rico. And it appeared that Miguel and Juan were still in a relationship.

"Senora Galloway contacted me, she contacted all of us."

"All of you? I don't understand." Brian scanned Juan and both Miguels. Edna's Miguel was clearly tired and weakened by the loss of his mistress and friend.

"Mr. Brian, did you not know that your Justin wrote to Edna and spoke of the Kinney journal and paintings? And he sent Senora Edna copies of newspapers about what you did with the paintings and of how they helped children. He sent many pictures including the final resting place of Kinney and Patrick. Mr. Justin wrote many details. My Juan and Senora Edna were able to contact all those you met during your sojourn. We had taken up your cause to find evidence of the artist and his love. Each in our own homeland, and we kept in contact with the good Senora. It was her plan to have the four of you come here to see what we accomplished."

Brian stood silent, gaping at Miguel's words. Juan and Edna's Miguel smiled through their grief.

"Even Father Paul?" Bobby asked with astonishment.

"Si," Edna's Miguel said softly.

"Well, fuck me!" Brian exclaimed.

"It would be my pleasure, Mr. Brian," Miguel laughed. And then they all laughed as Edna's Miguel passed around small glasses filled with rum and they all toasted Edna and the lives she touched.

After some time Bobby remarked, "Miguel, may I use your phone. We must call home; John and Justin must be worried sick."

"Of course, Senor Bobby, please, this way." The elder Miguel showed Brian and Bobby the phone.

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"Hello?" A sleepy Justin answered the phone.

"Hey."

"Hey, yourself. You guys okay?" Justin yawned as he heard his husband's voice.

"We're fine. You okay? How's the Squirt?" Brian asked, his heart aching to be home with Justin and his family.

"She's fine, Bri. It hasn't even been twenty-four hours."

"I know but I miss her, miss you."

"We miss you too. How's Miguel and Marta?"

"Justin, it's a very long story, something for your Sunshine File and your journal, but go get John. I have one anxious red-head here wanting to speak to his husband."

"Okay." Brian heard some fumbling and then John came on the line.

"Bobby?"

"No, it's me, big bro. You looking out for my family?"

"Yes, I am. Not a blond hair out of place. You looking out for my man?"

"Yes, hold on before he rips the phone from my hand." John softly chuckled as he heard Brian grumble and Bobby demand the phone.

"Give me that! John?"

"I'm here, baby. I miss you."

"Miss you too."

"You at Edna's?"

"Yes, and you wouldn't believe who else is here."

"Who?"

"Juan Perez and his Miguel!"

"Agador, Miguel?"

"The very same."

"How?"

"Long story. Look, we're tired. The old man's about to drop."

"Hey, watch it with the old shit!" Brian was heard in the background.

"Then take the old man to bed and e-mail us in the morning. Bobby, I love you, hurry up home."

"God, John, I miss you so much. I love you. Kiss Patrick for me. Put Justin back on before Brian has a cow." Brian grabbed the phone and gave Bobby a weary glare.

"Brian?" Justin said into the phone.

"I'm here, Sunshine, I'm here," Brian whispered, his voice cracking with emotion.

"I love you, come home soon."

"As soon as we can."

"Promise?"

"I promise. Give Bree a kiss for me and let Gus know what's going on. We'll e-mail you tomorrow with the details. Now go to sleep. I know Sidney's been keeping you busy."

"Yes, you big smoosh."

"Justin..."

"I know, you sooo love me. Take care of Bobby. Later, Bri."

"Later, Sunshine." Brian cut the connection then drew Bobby into a hug, Brian's chin resting on top of the red head.

"You all right, big guy?" Bobby asked into Brian's chest. Brian only grunted, unable to speak at the moment. "Come on, let's go to bed."

Brian pushed Bobby away so that he could look into the gray blue eyes and arched an eyebrow.

"If you promise to behave yourself, I'll guard your virtue while we sleep. I don't think either one of us will sleep if we're alone. And I think Miguel has designs on your killer body," Bobby said with almost a straight face.

"Uh, um..." Brian sputtered.

"I, on the other hand, can resist your charms," Bobby stated with confidence. Brian nodded and followed the red-head back to the others to say their goodnights.

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