If It's Broke Then Fix it
Chapter 6
Day 3 (continued)
The taxi pulled up in front of Lindsay and Melanie's house. Brian stepped
out after paying the driver. Rather than having John pick him up, Brian
decided to meet John at the house. He walked up to the front door. Just as
he arrived there, it swung open and JR came charging out. She ran up to
Brian and threw her arms around his waist.
"Whoa! What's going on?" Brian demanded, as he tried to prevent himself from
staggering backwards from the force of the onslaught.
"Can I come home with you, Uncle Brian?" she asked.
"Home? With me? What's going on?"
"I want to go home with you and Gus. Gus says he's going to your place if we
don't have any water, and I want to go too."
"Easy, Jenny Rebecca," Brian said gently. "Gus is not coming to Edna's
Treasures. He has school, and the cottage is too far away for him to commute
every day. It would be too far for you too."
"But we have to go somewhere. Grandpa Danny says we can go to his place, but
I'd rather go to your place," JR replied. "Please!"
"Um … let's go inside and talk to the others about this. Maybe you won't
have to go anywhere."
Brian and JR walked inside the house.
"Hey, Mr. Kinney," Ronny said with that winning smile, as he came down the
stairs.
"What's going on with the plumbing?" Brian demanded.
"We found some really old pipes that are either leaking or on the verge of
leaking. John and I have been talking about upgrading all the plumbing. It
would make this house much more solid and prevent some future disasters."
Brian groaned. This was getting to be way bigger than anything he had ever
imagined. He just wanted to fix the fucking knob in the shower.
"Where's my brother?" he demanded.
"In the basement, I think."
Brian headed for the basement with JR dogging his steps. "Jenny Rebecca, you
need to stay up here while I talk to John."
"But I want to hear," JR pouted.
"Stay. Here," Brian said forcefully.
JR looked like she wanted to cry but she went into the living room, flopped
down on the couch and crossed her arms in that defiant, annoyed way that
mimicked Michael so well. Brian had to smile.
"I'll take your wishes under advisement," Brian said gently. JR stared at
him. "Okay?" he asked.
JR sighed. "Okay, Uncle Brian."
Brian made his way down to the basement where he found John studying some
pipes and wires. "Don't tell me the electrical system is all shot to hell
and needs to be replaced too," Brian said with a groan.
"It could stand to be, but there's nothing pressing about it at the moment,"
John chuckled, as the relief on Brian's face was evident.
"Thank the fucking gods!"
"Did Ronny tell you the good news about the plumbing?"
"I didn't hear any good news," Brian said surprised.
"I was being facetious," John laughed. "Really, we do need to replace these
pipes. They could blow at any moment. The work to clean that up and fix the
house will be triple what it will cost to replace them right now."
Brian sighed. "Fuck," he muttered. "Okay, if that's what you think," he
added in a resigned voice.
"It's what I know, not what I think, and it would definitely be the right
decision to make the improvements now."
"But what about having this all fixed before Lindsay and Melanie come back?"
"I think that's still doable. One of my crews is just finishing up a job.
They could start day after tomorrow. If Ronny and his guys start today, we
can have everything back to normal by the time the girls return."
Brian looked thoughtfully at his brother. "Do it," was all he said.
"Yes, sir," John chuckled.
"JR tells me that there won't be any water, and Danny wants them all to live
at his place for a few days."
"That's right. Things will go faster and easier if they aren't living here
while we're doing the renovations."
"But how are we going to keep this from Lindz when she calls every night?"
John thought for a minute. "Have JR call to wish them good night. If the
kids call and beat the girls to the punch, they won't know where the call is
coming from."
"I guess that could work," Brian said slowly.
"Why don't you just tell them?" John asked. "Since you're so worried they're
going to find out."
"Because they would want to pay, and then they'd say they can't afford their
vacation and the renovations, and then they'd be on the next plane home, and
then it would all be my fault that they didn't get the time away together
that they needed."
John chuckled because he knew Brian was right. "And whose fault will it be
when they find out about the renovations."
"Mine."
John laughed louder. "So what's the difference?"
"It's easier to get forgiveness than permission," Brian said with a straight
face.
"Yeah, it is. I've learned that the hard way."
"So, figure out what the fuck needs to be done, and get this demolition job
moving."
"Bite your tongue, little brother. I don't do demolitions," John pronounced
indignantly. "I do restorations, just like I did for your cottage."
"I didn't mean to insult you," Brian said, genuinely sorry for insulting his
brother. "It's just that this whole thing makes me want to tear the whole
fucking place down and put up something from this century."
"And it wouldn't have half the charm this place does."
"It would if you designed it," Brian said with all sincerity.
"Thank you, little brother. You are now officially forgiven."
Brian grinned. "I meant that, you know."
"I know."
John pulled his brother into a hug.
*****
"Let's take a walk on the beach," Lindsay suggested. The beach was just
outside of the Shark House and Lindsay wanted to walk off the meal they just
had.
The January Florida sun was warm enough for just a sweatshirt or sweater.
"Beach? It's fucking freezing out, Lindz," Melanie groused.
"No, twenty degrees with minus five wind chills is freezing and that's what
we left two days ago. Sixty-five in the sun is positively balmy. Now I'm
going for a walk. You can wait at the bar for me if you like."
Lindsay turned to take the wooden stairs down to the beach. Melanie stood at
the rail watching her go down.
"Lindz, wait for me," Mel called. She didn't want to further antagonize her
partner.
Lindsay waited patiently with a smile. "Thank you," Lindsay said as she gave
Mel a discreet peck on the cheek. They were quite alone on the beach so
after walking a short distance, they felt free to hold hands.
"Lindsay, I don't want to fight anymore. What can I do to make our
relationship better?"
Lindsay stopped to gaze out at the water. The surf was a little rough,
making sport for windsurfers. A few daring surfers were trying their luck.
"Our lives have gotten to be like those surfers out there. Trying to ride
the waves, but when the surf gets too rough, we back down, or rather I back
down. Instead of telling you how I feel, I keep it all inside and our kids
are suffering for it."
"I don't see them suffering. They're healthy, doing well in school."
"I imagine you don't see them suffering because you don't see them at all.
When I had 'the talk' with Gus, he laughed because he said Grandma Debbie
beat me to it. She didn't say much to him but instructed him regarding
condoms and made him promise to wait until he turned eighteen. JR is
obsessed with cleanliness. When she had a first period she was afraid to
shower. You weren't around at the time so we had a nice chat, although it
took her a while to decide that age old question."
"What age old question?"
"Tampons versus pads."
Melanie groaned. "My God, she is growing up. That never occurred to me."
"Mel, don't you remember when you were that young?"
"Yes, but I used whatever my mother told me to use. I was never really given
a choice. My mother was a little strict about certain things. Lindz, how
much more have I missed?"
"I'm not sure, but you can fix it. There's still time. Just take the time to
spend with us. Come with us when JR and I go to the salon. And spend some
time with Gus when he's doing his projects on the computer. Did you know
he's seriously considering following in his father's footsteps."
"What, he wants to be a whore?"
"I won't stand for it if you continue to go on like this, Melanie. He hasn't
been a whore, as you put it for over ten years. He's been a faithful, loving
partner and a good father, to both our children. He's not competing for Gus'
affections or JR's. They love him because he makes time for them and is
honest with them. And I for one am very proud if Gus wants to join his
father in his business. Kinnetik is very successful. I see nothing wrong
with Gus emulating Brian."
Lindsay turned to walk away.
"Lindz, I'm sorry; you're right. Brian built that business from practically
nothing. He's a generous and fair employer. Both Cynthia and Ted have joined
the local business associates organization. They can't say enough good
things about Kinnetik and the branches. And many of the execs are members of
the GLC. They all have good things to say. I guess Gus couldn't do any
better than following Brian's work ethics. I just can't believe a leopard
can truly change his spots."
"Perhaps we all were looking at the wrong spots. We saw in Brian what we
wanted to see and not the real Brian. I'm not saying he was perfect back
then, far from it. But that was our fault. We never allowed him to change,
and we put him down when he was changing."
"Except for Justin."
"True, Justin encouraged Brian's personal growth. As did Ben, Ted, Cynthia
and even Emmett and Hunter. Mel, I know you love our children, I know you
love me but sometimes you must put us first. It's not all work."
"I can't work from home like Brian does."
"I'm not asking you to. But you could come home by seven three or four days
a week instead of after nine every night. Start small, have dinner with us
some time."
Melanie nodded as some of what Lindsay was trying to say sunk in.
"Let's head back; I'd like to see the Lightener Museum if it's still open."
The girls returned to the parking lot of the Shark House to drive back to
St. Augustine.
*****
"You're awfully quiet," John said as he drove the Navigator back toward
Edna's Treasures.
"Just thinking," Brian said with a sigh.
"About?"
"The girls' house, JR and Gus. Things."
"Is Justin included in those 'things'?"
"Always, number one on the list."
"Brian, whatever it is, you'll work it out. You always do."
"Yeah, we will," Brian said with a small smile. They would work it out,
whatever it was. "Now, if we can only work out getting that house in shape
before the bitch comes home."
"Brian, that 'bitch' is JR's mother and you love JR. Cut her some slack."
"If I have to."
"Big baby."
"Am not."
"Are too."
"Not."
"Too!"
The brothers broke out in very unmanly giggles as they managed to get home
to the cottage in time for dinner.
*****
Dinner was a rather quiet affair for Brian, Justin and Bree. The little girl
did most of the talking, telling them about her day at school.
"Sally and me," Bree started her next part of the story.
"Sally and I," Brian corrected.
"Sally and I played hide and seek at recess. All those big piles of snow are
really good places to hide," Bree explained knowledgeably.
"Are they?" Brian asked. He watched Justin who was picking at his food,
pushing it around the plate and eating very little. Obviously whatever had
bothered Justin that morning was still bothering him. Brian held back a
sigh. They were going to have to talk, and he still hated talking when it
involved emotions and upset feelings and all that kind of shit. He was no
good at it, never had been. And it was probably all his fault.
"Dada, Dada," Bree repeated, trying to get Brian's attention.
"Yes, Squirt." Brian tried to focus on his daughter, when his brain was
shifting away to what he had to deal with as far as Justin was concerned.
"Are you listening?"
"Yes."
Bree frowned. "Then, Sally can come over to play this weekend?"
"Who's Sally?"
Bree let out a long suffering sigh, so much like her Dada was wont to do.
"My friend."
"Oh?" Brian said still staring at Justin who was staring at his plate.
"So, Sally can come over?"
"Um … why don't you ask Daddy?" Brian suggested, hoping to draw Justin into
what was going on, and stop him from pushing the small piece of potato
around and around on his plate. The noise of the fork scraping on the
porcelain surface had put Brian's teeth on edge. He was going to say
something really vile if it didn't stop and soon.
"Daddy?"
"Yes, sweetheart," Justin said absently.
"Can Sally come over to play this weekend?"
"Who's Sally?"
Bree sighed once again. "My friend?" She looked from one father to the
other. Something was definitely going on. They usually talked and laughed at
dinner. Tonight nobody was saying nothing and they weren't even listening to
her. She was used to being the center of attention.
"We'll see," Justin said non-committally.
"But I need to know, Daddy," Bree wheedled.
"Later," Justin said.
"Pleeeeeeeeeease," Bree said stretching it out for many syllables.
"Stop that! NOW!" Justin ordered in a testy voice.
Bree sat up straight and stared in disbelief at her father. He never talked
to her like that. "Dada," she cried, looking for support from her other
father.
"Justin, that was uncalled for," Brian said softly.
"Of course, it was. Everything I do is wrong. When I try to discipline our
daughter, you take her side. No wonder she thinks the sun rises and sets on
you, and I'm just the fucking hired help." Justin stood up and threw his
napkin on the table. He went towards the front door where Brian heard him
scrabbling around. A moment later the front door slammed.
"Justin," Brian called, but he knew it was too late. Justin had left the
house. He waited to see if the car started, but there was no sound from any
vehicle. Justin must have decided to walk off his mad.
"Dada," Bree whimpered. "I sorry."
"It's not your fault, Squirt. It's mine."
"Where's Daddy going?"
"For a walk."
Bree slid off her chair and climbed onto Brian's lap. "When will he be
back?"
"In a while," Brian said as he gave her a hug. He hoped it would be just a
while. He hated when they fought, and he was now one hundred percent sure
that a fight was brewing.
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