Bad as New

Chapter 8

"Ted, thanks for dinner," Hunter said as he cleaned his plate. He was sitting at the dining table with Ted in Ted and Allen's loft. "Claire sent some food with me but this was a nice change."

"Thanks, I'm glad you enjoyed it. Allen decided to go out and grab a bite with some guys from the orchestra. Do you think you're going to enjoy setting up this clinic?"

"I think so. It won't be easy."

"I guess it will take a while to gain the trust of the hustlers."

"Yeah, but I think I made a step in the right direction this afternoon."

"Why? What happened?"

"I went to scope out the bathhouse and I met that Frank kid that sort of started all this."

"Did you now? What's he like?"

Hunter hesitated for a moment. "He's like all the rest of them. He's like I used to be. They're all running away from something. They need to start running towards something instead. Anyway I made contact with him and told him a little of what we're planning to do there."

"I got the go ahead from Bobby this afternoon. The papers will be filed tomorrow. The clinic is a go."

"That's great," Hunter smiled. "I'll soon be official."

"What's your first move?"

"There won't be an actual clinic for a while yet, but Frank will start to spread the word for me. I want them to see my presence around the area, get to know me. They have to learn that I'm on the up and up, that I'm not screwing with them or turning them in to the cops."

"That's true. I think that's a good idea. You know, I've seen the plans for the renovations. I think we might be able to find you an office space while the changes are being made. It would give you a base to work from. I'll talk to Brian tomorrow."

"That would be great, now let's go see this furniture you don't need anymore."

*****

Ben was sitting in the dark living room when Michael came in having stayed late to complete his inventory at the comic book store.

"Why are you sitting in the dark?" Michael asked.

"It seemed appropriate."

"Why? What's wrong?"

Ben let out a long sigh. "Everything."

"Are you sick? Ben, oh no. What's going on?"

"I'm not sick. I saw Hunter today."

"You went to the Farm?"

"No, he's here in Pittsburgh."

"He is? Why didn't he let us know?"

"Because we've failed him," Ben said choking back tears.

"Failed him? What are you talking about?"

"He's gone back to hustling," Ben said wearily as he wiped at his eyes.

"Don't say crazy stuff like that," Michael replied his voice full of fear. "He wouldn't do that."

"I saw him."

"Saw him? Saw him where?"

"Near Terry's bathhouse. He was with a kid who tried to hustle me a few weeks ago."

"That … that can't be true," Michael said desperately. "It just can't be."

"Well, it fucking is, Michael! Do you think I'd make something like this up? I saw them together with my own two eyes. Our son has turned back to the streets."

"No, it can't be," Michael said sitting down beside Ben and holding his head in his hands. "It can't be true," Michael whimpered. He looked up at the pain written all over Ben's face and then he knew it was true.

*****

The next day a very enraged Ben stormed through the doors of Kinnetik and stalked towards Brian's office. His was met by Cynthia who was about to go in, carrying Brian's lunch in a bag.

"Hi Ben."

"He in?" Ben asked curtly.

"Yes, I was about to take in his lunch," Cynthia raised the bag. Ben snatched the bag out of Cynthia's hand.

"I'll deliver it to the son of a bitch." Before Cynthia could say or do anything, Ben was through the doors.

Brian was sitting at his desk pouring over the permits and licenses that Bobby had faxed over. Ted was looking over his shoulder and they were discussing when to start the renovations on the bathhouse. They both looked up as the freight train known as Ben Bruckner threw the bag down on Brian's desk and proceeded to get ready to throttle him.

"You fucking son of a bitch! First you fuck up your own life and now you're messing with mine. I could, could..." Ben hadn't felt this angry since the time he had 'roid-rage' and slammed Brian into the locker. His fists were balled up ready to strike.

"Ben!" Teddy threw himself in front of the big man. He knew that Ben could tear him in two but he needed that time to get Ben to calm so they could get to the bottom of this. "Ben, stop. You have to get a hold of yourself. What do you think Brian's done?"

"That fucking whore has been seen with that little hustler and now I saw Hunter with him last night. Why Brian? Why can't you keep your dick in your pants and away from my family?" Ben broke down and fell to his knees. Everything he believed in was crashing around him and he had no idea how to stop it.

Ted looked at the hapless Ben sobbing on the floor then looked at Brian who was completely stunned into silence.

"Brian, do something! You've got to tell him and NOW!"

"Oh for fuck's sake. Ted, help me get him up off the floor. Damn he's big. Shit, probably banged his knees up bad." Ted and Brian were able to get Ben up and to the sofa. "Go get me some water, no, tea. Someone should have some herbal shit tea around here." Ted went for the door. "No, stay here with me. Get Cynthia to do it. Ben may not believe what I have to say." Ted nodded, went out to Cynthia then quickly returned. Who would ever believe that Brian Kinney needed Ted Schmidt to protect him?

"Ben, if I explain what you saw, will you promise to listen and not break my neck?" Ben nodded slightly. "Ben, I swear on Briana and Gus' heads that I have not been tricking and Hunter is not turning tricks." Brian waited to see Ben's reaction.

"Then why did Michael say he saw you give that hustler money? And why didn't Hunter tell anyone he was in town?"

"Because, my brawny friend, I've been giving the kid money to keep him off the streets. He was hitting on half the men in the neighborhood. I took him to Terry's and got him a real job but you know Terry's a cheap bastard."

Ben looked up at Brian with a 'duh' look.

"Okay, maybe not. The bathhouse is so not you. I've been matching what the kid's been earning at the bathhouse. He passes out towels, cleans up..."

"The place has gotten so much nicer ever since..." Ben and Brian turned to glare at Ted. "Um, so I've heard."

"Anyway, I give the kid a few bucks as long as he stays clean."

"And Hunter?"

"Hunter will be the head counselor of the drop-in center," Brian said proudly.

"What drop-in center?"

"The one we just got the license and permits to open. We're going to renovate the bathhouse and use part of it as the clinic. Next will be that old theater next door and last but not least the bowling alley at the end of the block. With any luck, we'll have that end of Liberty looking pretty damn skippy by this time next year. Sooner if John moves his ass quicker. That's if my money holds out."

"You? You're funding all of this?"

"Brian's putting up the initial costs. We've applied for city and government funding and we've redirected some of Brian's charitable contributions to the new clinic. John and Bobby have donated their expertise to the cause. And your son, Hunter..."

"The new Master of Social Work," Brian smiled warmly as he spoke that phrase, "has been trying to scope out the territory. Get to know the new kids on the block, so to speak. The kids he used to hang with are all gone. But there's always a new crop to take their place."

"Ben, the plan is to offer as many kids as we can a real job, get them training, and tested. Maybe get them back in school," Ted continued from where Brian left off. "That's why we decided to try to clean up the whole street."

"I understand," Ben finally said something. "What good is getting a kid off the street if he doesn't have a job?"

"Correct thinking, Professor. Now, you still want to hit me?"

"No, but I think I owe you lunch."

"Okay, but not at the diner. I don't think I'm Debbie's favorite person right now."

"She doesn't know?"

"Not yet, but Carl does. We've been trying to keep this quiet because we weren't sure if we'd get the permits from the city. I don't make promises I can't keep."

"I should have realized that. Brian, I'm so sorry," Ben said very contritely. "But I still don't understand why all the secrecy about Hunter."

"It was a difficult decision for him to make. Everything's so clean and fresh up at the Farm, and neat. All he had to do was get up, muck out a barn, say a few words to some kids then go home. Don't look at me that way, I know it was so much more but think about it. He left this life so long ago. I don't think he knew if he could come back here. So he needed a little time to figure things out."

"He's a lot like you." Ben made his revelation.

"Me?" Brian was almost horrified at the thought.

"You're both very complicated men, many layers and you both tend to keep things to yourself. And it's only the people you love and trust that get to see all the layers. And you've both worked very hard to achieve your accomplishments." Things were getting way too emotional when Cynthia came in with a cup of herbal tea.

"It's peppermint, I hope that's okay," Cynthia stated, handing the cup to Ben and hoping all the shouting was over for the day.

"Thank you, its fine and I'm sorry if I frightened you."

"You get away with it only once and that's because you're cute. Next time, I wipe the floor with your ass. This is my shop, mister, and no one shouts around here but me." Brian cleared his throat a little and arched a brow. "Oh, and Brian too, but we tend to ignore him," she said in a loud whisper to Ben that she knew Brian and Ted could hear. Then Cynthia left the office. Ted giggled until a Kinney death glare stopped him.

"Now, did I hear you say something about lunch?" Brian very quickly changed the subject.

"Sure, how about that Italian place a few blocks over?"

"Sounds good. If you have the time, we can cut through near Terry's. I'll give you the quick tour. Ted, you want to join us? It's the least I can do for you throwing yourself in front an on-coming truck."

"What truck?" Ted asked in all ignorance.

"That truck," Brian nodded toward Ben who was now blushing from head to toe.

"Thank you, Brian, but I think I should start working on setting up the special account for the clinic. I can transfer the money, we can collect interest while..."

"Ted, Ted, all that money stuff is giving me a headache. Just do what you do and give me the bottom line later." Brian regally waved his arm.

"Sure thing, boss," Ted said as he waved goodbye at his two friends as they walked out.

Ted sat at Brian's desk to study the clinic papers, opened the brown paper bag and pulled out Brian's sandwich. As he took a bite out of the dry turkey on whole wheat, he mumbled, "Needs mayo." Then he continued to do what he did so well.

*****

Brian and Ben walked along the street from the restaurant where they had had lunch. Ben's good humor had returned and he had apologized profusely for jumping to the wrong conclusions. Brian was beginning to wish the big man would just shut up about it and things could return to normal. Maybe the tour of the bathhouse would take both their minds off the earlier drama.

As they turned into the street where the bathhouse was located Brian started his explanation of what the renovations would entail. He became very animated as he pointed to the various buildings and the long term plans for each. When they arrived at the entrance to the bathhouse, Ben was about to start up the steps when Brian stopped him.

"Not that way, Ben. We don't actually need to go into the bathhouse."

"And here I was kind of looking forward to it," Ben grinned.

"A trip down memory lane?"

"Just wanted to see if anything had changed."

"It hasn't." Ben grinned. "And this time of day it's hardly worth looking."

"I don't really want to go in there," Ben admitted. "I'm in a committed relationship. Anything we might find in there is of no interest to me."

"Michael's very lucky."

"I hope he sees it that way. What am I going to tell him about Hunter?"

"Don't tell him anything until I give you the go ahead. There's just a few more papers to sign and i's to dot and then the whole thing will come out."

"I don't know if I can keep it from him. He was very upset. You saw how I was."

"If you have to tell him, then do. Ask him to keep it between you two. Okay?"

Ben smiled. "I'll handle it."

"Thanks Ben," Brian said pulling the big man into a hug.

Just as that happened Michael crossed the street heading for the diner to grab some late lunch. He stopped dead in his tracks when he saw Ben and Brian hugging. All he could think was what the fuck was going on. He stepped back behind the building so they wouldn't see him but he could peer out at them.

"I should be thanking you, Brian," Ben said as he released Brian from the hug. "So should a lot of other people when you get this up and running."

"I don't want thanks. I want it to work."

"It will," Ben said confidently patting Brian on the shoulder.

"Then come," Brian said loudly. "Let me show you the entrance to the place that will change our world." Brian gestured to a doorway a little farther along the building.

"You have your own entrance?" Ben asked with a big smile and a shake of his head.

"This will be Hunter's entrance," Brian said. "Come in." He used his key and unlocked the door.

"I can't believe my little boy will have his own office and in the back of a bathhouse," Ben laughed.

The two men went inside letting the door lock behind them. Michael stood rooted to the spot. His fists clenched and unclenched. Now it seemed that Ben was going along with some weird plan involving their son, Brian and the bathhouse. How had the world gotten so screwed up?

Michael turned slowly and started across the street not paying any attention to where he was going or what was happening around him. His head was full of images of Brian and Ben together and Hunter with men all over him. Everything was so wrong.

Michael never heard the horn as the street sweeper approached him. He just kept walking. The first time he realized how close he was to the street and what was about to happen was when the first wave of water hit his shoes and lower legs. As the rest of the street sweeper passed him by and he stood stock still, the water shot higher and higher drenching him from head to toe. He looked like a drowned rat as he seemed unable to move.

Finally he got his soggy shoes to start moving and he ran in the direction of the diner. "Ma," he whined forlornly. "Ma!"

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