Part 3

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"Justin." Brian was relieved to see him standing there but when he got no response he began to worry about why he was really here. Justin pushed past his lover and scanned the room to see if anyone else was there. When he was satisfied they were alone, he turned back to face Brian.

"Who the fuck do you think you are?"

"Justin sit down, we need to talk about this but first you need to calm down."

"I'm sick of you telling me what to do. From now on I will do exactly what I want to do. So shut the fuck up Brian."

"Justin please just listen to me. I'm sorry about what I said."

"No you aren't. You're never sorry for anything you do Brian. And I for one am sick of it. It's high time you own up to everything you have ever done."

"Justin come on, just sit down."

Justin interrupted him and casually said, "And I'm going to make sure you get everything you deserve. I think I'll start with Michael."

There was a knock on the door and Brian opened it to find all of his friend's there. "What are you doing here?"

"Justin called and asked us to meet him here," Emmett said pushing past Brian and kissing Justin on the cheek before sitting down. Justin looked around at the all people gathered around and began to laugh. They all stared at the younger man until he began to speak.

"I called you all here because I have a few things I want to tell you about Brian Kinney. I think you will all find this interesting so sit back and shut up." Justin walked over to Michael and shook his head in disgust.

"You make me sick, Michael. With your immature behavior and your constant disapproval of my relationship with Brian. It's high time you grew up and got over your sick delusions that Brian will ever be anything more than your friend. He loves me you idiot."

"Wait a damn minute Sunshine," Debbie snapped. Justin turned to her and laughed.

"Oh you fucking know it's true. Your precious little Mikey is still hung up on Brian. Has been for years. Let me tell you a few things about precious Mikey. He is always making Brian feel like shit about himself. And he is always depending on Brian to make his life ok. Well you know what Deb, it's over. Michael can take care of his own fucking self."

Justin turned to face Ben adding, "And Ben, you'll never measure up. Michael wants Brian. Funny thing is Brian offered it to him right after he found out about the time you two fucked, but Mikey got scared and said NO. But that never stopped his pitiful ass from trying to break me and Brian up. I hate to tell you this but no amount of prayer or meditation will help you when he decides that you are not Brian therefore you aren't good enough. Just ask Dr. Dave."

"Justin, honey, stop this and come home."

"No mom, I'm right where I belong. WITH BRIAN. You acted like you were all in support of my life but then you go and tell Brian to stay away from me.  What the fuck were you thinking? Mom, he watched me get hit in the fucking head with a bat, and HE was the one to hold me as I lay there bleeding to death. It was Brian who gave me the strength to get past it and live. And you have the nerve to tell him to stay away from me. You bitch."

Brian stepped in front of Justin and looked him in the eyes, "Stop this while you still can, Justin."

"No. I'm just telling the truth. And I'm not done yet. So move." Brian sat down on the couch and watched as Justin went on. Justin turned to Ted next.

"As for you, Mr. Porn, how dare you look down on Brian. You want to be him so damn bad you can taste it. It kills you that he gets any man he wants and you can't even get a fucking date. No wonder you have to fucking sell porn."

Ted shook his head and did not respond. Justin looked around the room, he saw Debbie and Jennifer sitting in a corner crying softly, while Michael looked ready to kill him. His eyes landed on Lindsay and he smiled at her before the attack began.

"As for you Lindsay, you're probably the worst. You say you love and support Brian but you are the first one to push him away. He wanted to stay for your wedding and you sent him to the White Party. Couldn't you see that he was begging you to see him differently? He gave you a son, a son you forced him to give up. I saw how hard it was for him to do that. He loves Gus more than any of you can imagine. And you made him give him up. Brian has always given you anything you wanted or needed. It was Brian who sacrificed so that you and Melanie would get back together. It was Brian who made your wedding happen. It was Brian who loved you and let you know that it wasn't you who needed approval but your parents."

Turning to Melanie he shot her a dirty look and added, "and you self-righteous, sanctimonious bitch, you don't even deserve to be in the same airspace as Brian Kinney. You are always putting him down and badmouthing him, when you are no better than he is. At least Brian never told me he would never fuck someone else. You cheated on Lindsay. And even after every bad thing you said about him, Brian  still gave his parental rights over to you. Even when you helped him with Kip, you treated him like a second rate citizen. Brian is the one who gave up something special and important for you. It was Brian who stood up for you at the hospital when Gus was sick. Yet you keep living in this world where Brian is the enemy."

Justin took a deep breath and looked at Brian. As he stared at Brian he added to no one in particular," Brian Kinney loves you all so much he would give up the world for you and you don't even appreciate it. He gave up so much for all of you. Debbie when you got sick Brian offered to pay your mortgage, and Michael it was Brian who helped you buy the store. Hell Brian has done more for you than he does for himself. It's no wonder he is afraid to let himself love me. If this was the love I knew I would be scared to death of love as well. All of you make me sick. Get the fuck out. And don't come back until you realize just who Brian really is. And don't ever let me hear you say another bad thing about him again."

Justin pulled the door open and the gang all left in silence, still stunned by what had just happened. Brian waited til the door closed before speaking.

"You DID NOT have to do that."

"Yes I did. But this doesn't change anything. I'm still pissed at you."

"And how do I get you to forgive me? Justin I would do anything for you. Just tell me what to do."  Brian watched as Justin walked to the window and stared out in silence.

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