I Want You to Know

Part 69

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I sat on the edge of the bed and ran a hand through my loose hair. I wasn't caught off guard that Carrie had never been with a woman before, but nothing could have prepared me for her being a virgin. Fuck, how the hell was I supposed to handle this. Instantly my mind ran to the story of how dad and daddy met. Shit maybe I really had found my Justin.


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We walked into Lindsay's living room and I felt such relief at being home. When she hugged me, it felt right. Lindsay had always held a special place in my heart and even Justin couldn't change that. Hell she knew me better than anyone.


She told me that I loved him before I even knew it myself. I'll never forget the things she's done for me over the years. Hell she put up with almost as much as Justin and she's still around.


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I stood back watching them together and once again I felt that sharp pain of being left out of something in his life. They shared a bond that I could only guess at how deep it went. I knew that they had been lovers in college and that Lindsay was one of the very few people Brian allowed into his inner sanctuary. Still I felt left out.


He kissed her cheek and held her a little too long for my liking. I was starting to get jealous when he sauntered across the room and sank into the couch, pulling me into his lap once settled. His hand caressed my inner thigh and his breath was hot on my neck. I could feel my erection starting to form. Shifting uncomfortably I struggled to control the urge to fuck him then and there.


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Thea hadn't said anything in a long time and I was beginning to think she regretted what had almost happened. How could I just blurt it out like that? I should have waited until we were done before telling her. What if she didn't want to anymore? Fuck, what had I done?


All I had wanted for the last year was in my grasp and I had to go and open my big fucking mouth.


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Dylan sat next to Sascha's bed, alone at last the two held hands and talked. He had been there everyday since she was placed in ICU. Justin had told his daughter of Dylan's devotion and perseverance even though Brian had been really hard on him. Sascha smiled to herself thinking about the arguments that she had missed between her father and the man she found herself falling in love with.


"Its nice to have you back baby."


"I missed you too, Dylan. So tell me how awful it was having to put up with my dad."


His smile made her heart skip a beat. "It wasn't that bad. I do work for him, you know. Brian can be tough but he loves you."


"I know."


"OK enough about your old man.."


"You better never let him hear you say that," she interrupted.


"Shhhhhh, promise not to tell?" He waited for her laughter to subside before continuing. " You know Sascha, I really want to take you out. This meeting in the hospital is getting old real fast."


"Very funny Mr. McKinley. Someday you'll regret that remark."


"I can't wait. I have it all planned. A romantic, candlelit dinner for two, a walk through the park, and then back to my place."


"Hold it right there, there will be no going back to your place unless you're going alone."


"Come on Sascha, I only meant for dessert."


"And it better be the kind with your clothes all still on."


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After three torturous hours at Lindsay's we walked into our bedroom ripping at each other's clothes as the door shut behind us. I heard the buttons of my shirt bounce off the floor as my shirt fell off my back. My hands were at the buttons of his 501s, pulling at them until his stiff cock was free.


Falling to my knees I took it into my mouth, savoring the taste of him. I caught Brian watching me with a smile and devious look in his eye. His hands held my head steady as he thrust into my mouth. The taste of his precum prompted me to push against his hips stopping his thrusts.


"Not yet."


He pulled me to my feet and caressed the muscles in my back as he devoured my mouth with his. In one swift motion he picked me and hurried for the bed. I fell back into the softness of the pillows and watched as he towered over me, licking his lips and smiling devilishly.


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I was at the door when I felt her hand on my shoulder, stopping me. I turned and went into her arms, fully conscious of what I was about to do. There was no turning back when I felt her body pressed against mine. Thea Kinney was mine, if only for tonight.


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A nurse stood just outside the door and watched the young cancer patient and the handsome young man who obviously adored her. Silently she watched the first kiss and smiled to herself at the love that was blossoming before her very eyes. Turning she left them alone, vitals could wait, love could not.

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