I Want You to Know

Part 6

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Anxious to be out of the office, I am looking forward to spending time with Justin.  A whole week with just the two of us, I can taste him already. With another hour of work left to go, I check my email one last time before our vacation officially starts.  Glancing at my messages, I immediately open the one from Justin.

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To: BKinney@Vanguard.org
From: KingofBabylon2000@Pitts.net
Subject: I love you
Date: 17 March 2003

Bri

I'll see you soon. I love you.:)
FOREVER
J

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I smiled at the thought of him in my arms, my bed and my life. I couldn't wait to get him in the hotel room and make love to him over and over. Grabbing the phone, I dialed the number of the Millennium Broadway hotel in NYC and double checked to make sure the arrangements were in place for the room. I had booked it for an additional night to make sure they had time to prepare it for us. When they confirmed my arrangements I gathered my briefcase and headed home to finish packing.

"Cynthia, have a nice week off and you have the number where I can be reached, but don't give it to anyone unless someone dies. Someone IMPORTANT."

"Don't worry Boss, no one will get the number. Have a good time with Justin, and if you leave the hotel room could you bring me back a NYPD shirt?"

"Anything for you, IF you keep all the wolves at bay while I'm gone. And Cynthia, thanks."

"Yeah, whatever, get out of here and go get your man, Mr. Kinney. AND don't come back until you've made him love you."

"He already loves me, I just need to convince him I love him."

I stopped to say goodbye to Mikey and Gus on my way to the loft and by the time I got there Justin was sitting on the couch waiting for me. I tripped over his luggage trying to get to him, and after catching myself from falling, I kissed him.

"Hey Sunshine, ready to go?"

"More than you it appears, have you not packed?" He was looking at me like I had two heads, which wouldn't be a bad thing if they were the right heads.

"Most of my stuff is already packed, it's just sitting in the closet, I only have a few essentials  left to pack." I took the stairs two at a time and pulled out the toy chest, much to his disbelief.

"You're not seriously going to take toys with us are you?"

"Yep, why not? We need them, don't we?" I watched the various expressions cross his face, until he just shook his head and sat on the bed.

"Brian you have to go through security with those and they will show up on the X-ray."

"So when they ask, I'll tell them I'm getting old and I have to please my young hot stud, so he won't leave me. What's the big deal? Afraid they might think I'm gonna fuck you?"

"Oh, they'll know you're going to fuck me," he laughed and I reveled in the sound. I loved when Justin laughed, it was like angels singing. Finishing up with the toys, and locking the chest I slid it back in its special spot. Grabbing his hand and the tickets, I led him to the couch, where I pushed him down after pulling his cargos down around his ankles. I still had his cock in my mouth when the limo driver buzzed, leaving him for just a second and buzzing our driver in telling him there was an extra thousand dollars in it for him if he walked real slow up the steps. Ten minutes later, I handed him a stack of hundreds as he smiled at Justin's extremely satisfied expression. Jim, the driver, took our luggage down a few bags at a time to give my lover an extra few minutes to adjust himself.

On the drive to the airport, Justin raised the privacy glass and blew me. I hit the intercom button, giving our driver another thrill. By the time he opened our door at the airport he had a boner under his pants and had pulled out his shirt to hide it. Justin looked at me, laughter in his eyes, and hit me.

"What did you do?" Justin asked.

"I may have accidently hit the intercom button or something when you were busy with my dick in your mouth," I replied innocently.

"No, you didn't. Brian Kinney, you are just pure evil."

I laughed at how serious he seemed and smiled evilly at him causing him to laugh hysterically. As Jim loaded our bags onto a cart, he embarrassingly returned a smile to us. I pressed another handful of bills in his hand, and thanked him for the best ride I had ever had.

We boarded the plane, settled into our seats and ordered a drink. Justin was acting like a kid in a candy store, having never been in first class before. I shifted in my seat and ran my hand up his thigh, stroking his cock through his pants. He tried to push my hand away to no avail, as I continued my assault on his rapidly hardening member. Just as he was about to cream his pants, the flight attendant walked over. Embarrassment flashed across her face, as she discreetly handed us a blanket, smiling shyly at Justin. Grabbing the blanket, I thanked her, watching her make a hasty retreat. Pulling the soft cotton over his lap, I looked around the cabin before
ducking under to take him in my mouth. It was just seconds before he shot his load down my throat and I emerged licking my lips like a cat.

I called her back over and asked for a towel and when she returned, she asked my lover if he was ok now.

"I'm fine thanks, and I'm sorry," Justin replied.

"No problem sir, it happens all the time, just usually in the bathroom. Your partner is the first to do it out here in the open. But hey I'm glad he did cause it made me $100."

"Oh?" my curiosity piqued at that last statement. "And just how did that happen?" I inquired.

"There was some discussion when you boarded about whether or not you were gay. Looks like I won, again."

Laughter escaped me when she put a hand to her mouth, shocked by what she had just said. As she stammered out an apology, I couldn't help but be nice to her.

"What's your name?"

"Maya. I'm so sorry, I didn't mean it to sound the way it came out."

"Maya, it's all good, you're right I'm gay, now if I could just convince Sunshine here that he is too."

"Damn you Brian, quit teasing her." He turned back to Maya after punching me in the arm, "Don't listen to him, he doesn't get out much. I hope you put the money to good use."

"Thank you sir, I will, I have a baby back home, a little girl. Do you have any children?"

"TOGETHER?" I said incredulously. "NO, no ankle biters for us yet. Do we really come across as parents? Fuck I gotta work on that."

"BRIAN, stop it. I'm always apologizing for his behavior, Maya, pay no attention to him. But no we don't have any children yet, Brian has a son with his best friend and her lover, but we just got back together so I think we'll wait on having kids for a bit. So tell me about your daughter."

I sat back in my seat and listened to Justin and his new friend chat about kids for the rest of the flight when all I really wanted to do was blow him again. By the time we finally landed, Justin had gotten her number and made promises to call her when we got back into town next week. As we deplaned I pressed a handful of bills in Maya's hand.

"Buy your daughter something nice from us. Thanks for making him so happy on the flight."

"Thank you sir. I hope you two have a great time in the city and don't let him get away again."

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Brian led Justin into the hotel and checked them in, holding his breath that everything was ready. The desk clerk discreetly informed him that it was all prepared per his orders and handed over the key. As they stood touching in the elevator, Justin's nerves were getting the better of him by the time they reached their floor. The bellboy opened the door and sat the bags in the bedroom while Justin went to check out the view of the city. Brian stood behind him, arms wrapped tightly around his waist, kissing the top of his head before pulling away slowly.

"Hey Sunshine, you should check out the bathroom, maybe shower before we head out to visit the Museum of Modern Art. Waiting nervously as Justin walked towards the bedroom to gather his clothes, following closely, Brian watched him catch his breath as he caught sight of the room.

"Brian, did you do this?" his gaze taking in every detail with an artist's eye. The bed was made up in a pale blue silk duvet with mosquito netting around the canopy, rose petals covered the bed, waiting for the lovers. Placed throughout the room were soft flickering candles that gave the room a hint of vanilla and a beautiful glow. Champagne sat waiting, chilled, in the bucket with crystal flutes and chocolate dipped strawberries.

"Guilty," he said handing his young lover a blue box tied with a silk ivory  ribbon. Justin took the box and looked up into desire filled hazel eyes, eyes he could get lost in if he let himself. "Open it."

Justin untied the ribbon with shaking hands and pulled the top off to reveal a beautifully engraved key ring, with the words FOREVER on it. Brian lifted it from it's box and held it out to the blonde man in front of him.

"You once told me that you're forever, I just want you to know that I'm forever as well. I love you Justin, for today, for tomorrow, forever."

Justin kissed him and Brian pulled him up into his arms, carrying him to the bed, where he lay him gently down on the rose petals, undressing him slowly, leaving a trail of hot moist kisses in their place. He lingered at Justin's thighs, teasing him relentlessly until the younger man had a full erection. Taking the engorged member into his mouth he slowly licked him, flicking his tongue over the slit, and tasting the precum that was starting to seep out.

Justin wove his hands through his auburn hair, pulling him closer, eyes closed, moaning loudly at the sensations that coursed through his body. Brian looked up to see the ecstasy on his lover's face and gently rolled him over. He trailed kisses down Justin's back, letting his tongue linger just at the crack of his firm ass.  Taking his time he ran his tongue down the crack and pushed gently into the tight pucker with a stiffened tongue. Justin gasped with pleasure and arched his back trying to get closer to Brian. Continuing to devour his ass, Justin squirmed on the bed until Brian let up his assault and reached for the lube and condom. Rolling the condom
on, he pressed the head of his thick cock to his lover's hole and slowly pushed in, an inch at a time, until he had Justin begging for him to hurry up.

"BRIAN. OH god Brian, you're killing me here, I need you, NOW!."

"Slow down Sunshine, I want you to always remember this." Brian was breathless as he thrust deep into Justin, pressing against his prostate, his hole tightened around Brian's cock as he let himself be carried over the edge to orgasm. Sensing his release Brian gave in to his own need and whispered over and over into his lovers ear, "I love you Justin."

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I sat on the edge of the bed watching him dress, he always took longer than me and that annoyed me at times, but not tonight. Tonight I enjoyed watching the way he moved as he buttoned his shirt or ran a comb through his hair. Justin was dressed casually, as was I, since we had spent most of the afternoon in bed we had to rearrange our schedule a little and decided to go to the Hard Rock Cafe for dinner before spending the evening walking around the city. I could feel the excitement radiating from him, this was only his second time in the city and the first time he never left the hole in a wall he called a hotel.

We had a leisurely dinner, afterwards spent time wandering around the restaurant and gift shop. Justin was thrilled to see all the Beatles items that were hung up around our table. Justin bought a HRC t-shirt and bear for Gus and Molly and I picked up a shirt for Mikey as well. Leaving our packages in care of the concierge, we hit the streets again. Justin decided he HAD to see the Empire State building tonight, so off we went. I of course wanted to hail a cab, but Justin was having none of that, so we walked. I protested often, but I really didn't mind, since it gave me a chance to hold his hand, and see the city through his eyes.

When we reached the top of the Empire State Building I thought for sure he would keel over from excitement. His artist's instincts took over and he commented on the light and shadows that filled the city at night. I stood back and watched him with love, which must have been obvious to the little girl next to me. I looked down when I felt a tug on my pants leg and found a beautiful little blonde haired blue eyed angel staring up at me.

"Hey mister, is he your boyfriend?" she asked pointing towards Justin. I looked around for her mother only to find myself looking into a reflection of the little girl, only older. She smiled at me and nodded for me to answer her daughter.

"Yes, he is my boyfriend, his name's Justin. I'm Brian, what's your name?"

She shook my hand and I was slightly taken aback at how adult she acted when she was just a whisper of a human being. "My name's Thea, that's my mommy, Julie, she brought me here so that I could go to heaven happy. Are you married to Justin?"

"No honey, he's not married to me, YET," Justin answered squatting down to join me in conversation with this angel. "Are you having fun? I hear they have this huge Toys R Us store here with a Ferris wheel in it, would you like to go ride with me?"

Her mother stepped back and motioned for me to follow. "I'm sorry about that, she just seems to have a way of seeing the love in people."

"No problem, she's beautiful. If you don't mind me asking, is she sick?"

I caught the tears welling up in her eyes, but she remained strong and would not allow them to fall. "Yes, she is sick, very sick as a matter of fact. She has AIDS. This trip is my way of giving her some measure of happiness before she starts to suffer. The doctors told me a month ago that she is no longer responding to any of the cocktails or protocols. It's only a matter of time before she gets sick and doesn't get better."

"She's lucky to have a mom like you."

"I'm not really her mom, I've had her since birth, when her real mother abandoned her in a dumpster outside of my apartment building. She just seemed to need me so I petitioned for custody of her and here we are five years later." She looked over at her daughter and smiled to see her having such a good time with Justin. "He's great with kids, do you have any?"

"I have a son, Gus, he's two, but Justin and I don't have any children together yet. We are taking this relationship thing slow this time around."

"I wish you well, and thank you for being honest with Thea, you're a good man Brian."

"We're in town all week," I said handing her a card with our room number and address of the hotel, "Call us, I would love to take Thea to FAO Schwartz and buy her anything she wants."

"She would love that, I'll call you tomorrow afternoon. Is around two okay?"

"That would be great, I know Justin will be excited."

We spent the next morning in Central Park, where Justin sat and sketched the IMAGINE circle in Strawberry Fields. Afterwards we lit a candle for John and George and walked around the area just feeling the sadness that emanated from it. After a quick lunch of hot dogs from Gray's Papaya, we went back to the hotel just in time to answer Julie's call. Justin spoke with her, agreeing to meet at the toy store and later for dinner at Mars 2120 for dinner.

I watched him with Thea and knew that he would be a great dad. For the first time I really wanted to have kids with him. I wanted to see our children grow up, I wanted to be an active father and I wanted to be with Justin. The two of them ran around the store playing and laughing until both fell to the ground in hysterics, barely able to breathe. Julie and I stood back watching their joy and discussing Thea's illness. It was hard to look at the active happy little girl and know that any day she could get sick and not get better.

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Justin and Thea became fast friends, and were inseparable from the moment they met up in the street outside of the hotel. Justin held her hand as they walked, stopping along the way at the at sidewalk vendors, watching the artists draw or eating pretzels and peanuts that Brian bought them from the street carts. Justin seemed so happy with the little girl and Brian was happy just to watch him with her. They took the little girl to the Museum of Modern Art and she listened intently as Justin explained the different artists and their history. He had found a student who was just as interested in art as he was.

Brian and Julie spent most of the afternoon talking and he learned that she was a graduate of MIT and had taken a leave of absence from her own computer graphics company to take care of Thea. Brian couldn't imagine giving up his work to take care of a sick child, especially a child that wasn't his, and he gained a new respect for the woman who sat next to him on the bench. Julie looked at Thea with such love and devotion that Brian's heart was already breaking for his new friend at the thought of Thea not growing up.

They were still sitting on the same bench when Justin and Thea came bounding up to them, both whining they were starving and falling to the floor in pure drama queen form. Laughter filled the cavernous museum as they ran for the exit and dinner. As they sat eating cheese fries, Thea looked up at Justin with her pale blue eyes and asked him if he wanted to be her best friend. "Yes of course" came Justin's enthusiastic reply, deciding best friends got to share dessert. As the newly appointed best friends ate their hot fudge sundae, Brian thought about what the next step in their relationship should be.

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As we said our goodnights to Julie and Thea we finally slipped into the elevator to go upstairs. This was the first time all night I had my lover alone and I pulled him in for a kiss, pressing him close to me so he could feel my arousal. When the elevator doors opened, we heard a loud gasp and broke from our kiss to see an older couple waiting on the other side of the door. Cocking an eyebrow at them I picked Justin up and carried him to our door, setting him down only long enough to find the keycard. Carrying him into the room under the watchful gaze of our audience, kissing him for good measure one last time before slamming the door behind me.

"I have wanted to do this all night," he said jumping into my arms, his legs wrapping tightly around my waist, his already erect dick rubbing against my own. I carried him to the bed dropping him on it with a thud. "Cool it lover boy, I have plans for tonight. Sit back and undress and I'll be with you in just a minute."

Closing and locking the bathroom door,  I filled the large tub with steaming water and floated rose petals.. I lit the many candles that had been set up around the edge of the tub and called for Justin to join me. He walked in like something out of my dreams and joined me in the water, settling against my chest. Kissing the top of his head, I relaxed and let myself just enjoy being with him. After soaping and rinsing him off I ran my hands over his body, tracing every muscle and lingering at his cock. He grew under my touch and I knew that it was only a matter of minutes before he would want to feel me inside of him. We kissed and touched until we were both at the point of no return. Justin turned to face me, grabbing a condom he rolled it on my hard dick and then lowered himself until I was completely inside of him. He took control and moved his hips in a rhythm that about drove me insane with desire. He would take me to the brink and then pull back, making me wait, torturing me.

"Justin, I can't wait anymore. I have to cum now. God Please baby, I need to," I begged him, watching a smile play across his beautiful face as he sank down on me completely and once again we came together. We made love again in the tub before the water turned cold and we retired to the bed to continue our lovemaking.

I awoke the next morning knowing that I was with this man forever, I knew that I would always love him and I would never leave him. Watching him sleep for about an hour before he stirred and then we made love again. After a quick room service breakfast we spent another day playing tourist in the city, touring the statue of Liberty and Ellis Island, theTradeCenter site, Battery Park, and spent sometime feeding the squirrels. We took Julie and Thea to dinner again and afterwards we treated them to a carriage ride through the park. Justin had become very attached to the little girl and I could see the sadness in his eyes when he thought about her leaving the next morning. Making sure he had her address and phone number, he kissed her goodbye one last time as we made our way back to the hotel.

The next night was our last night in the city before we had to return to the realities of life in the Pitts. I had scored tickets to Les Mis, Justin loved the book and I couldn't wait to see his face as he watched the show. We were planning on having dinner at Tavern on the Green before the show and then back to the hotel for one last night of love in the city. As we ate, the music played and couples danced around us. Justin stood, asking me to dance, we hit the floor as the first strains of Save the Last Dance for Me began to play. Pulling him close to me, we moved in perfect unison around the dance floor. I held him close, kissing him, whispering to him how much I loved him, unaware that everyone was watching us as we danced. When the applause began as the song ended, we both noticed that we were the only ones left dancing. Taking a bow, I held his hand as we walked back to our table.

Justin sat in the darkness and watched Les Mis with tears in his eyes. It made me happy to know that I had given him something he had wanted for a long time. I would do anything to make him happy. When the play ended we took a cab back to the hotel and made love for the rest of the night.

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