I Want You to Know

Part 5

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"Hi, you must be Justin, I'm Joshua Sax; I'll be your physical therapist. Before we start I thought we could spend a little time discussing what we're going to do here and any concerns you and your friend have. So if you'll follow me, we can get started."

I watched Justin closely, annoyed at the way he smiled at the other man. Following them, I took a seat and watched Justin across the desk from Joshua and listened as he questioned Justin about his injury.

"I've looked over your chart and your previous therapy sessions, but I like to get a feel for my patients, so if you could just fill me in on the nature of your injury and any symptoms you have."

"Umm, a little over a year ago, I got hit in the head with a baseball bat and since waking from the coma, I've had tremors and numbness in my right hand and wrist. Sometimes it's so bad I can't even hold a pencil."

"I understand you are an artist, is that correct?"

"Yes I am."

"So you spend a lot of time using your hand, and these tremors and numbness are not conducive to the creation of great masterpieces are they? I just want you to know that there is no miracle cure Justin.  You're going to have to work very hard and probably have to endure considerable pain before you see any real improvement. Do you have any questions before I outline our sessions?"

"Not really."

"How about you Mr. Kinney, any questions?"

I was impressed that he even knew I was still in the room, from the way he was looking at Justin I wondered if he thought he stood a chance with him. "Yes, I do have a few questions. Will the treatment affect his art and how long can he expect to be out of commission?"

"Well, it will affect the quality of his work for a while but I think that once he is on a regular schedule he should see a vast improvement in small motor control. As for the amount of time it's going to take, that I can't tell you exactly, it all depends on how well he responds to the treatment."

He turned back to Justin and made sure to ignore me for the rest of the session. "Now let's get started, first we are going to work on grasping small objects and holding onto them for a few minutes. This will help you gain some control and also better prepare you for the more intense workout later on. Mr. Kinney if you watch closely you can help him with this at home."

I spent the next hour watching Justin and his gorgeous therapist hold hands and smile at each other. I had to physically stop myself from hurting Joshua several times. It broke my heart to see him smile at someone else like that and I felt myself starting to withdraw back into the famous Brian Kinney shell again.

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Justin sat letting Joshua massage his hand at the end of their session and both men could feel the electricity flowing through their touch. Looking back at Brian he saw indifference on his face and Justin could only hope that meant he hadn't noticed the attraction he felt towards Joshua. At this point in their relationship he didn't think Brian could handle Justin feeling anything for another man.

As he sat there making small talk with Joshua, he could feel Brian's eyes on him and decided he had to do something to make Brian understand just how much he loved him. Justin didn't want Brian to start thinking he would leave for the first cute man who showed him any attention. When he finished he stood, walking over to Brian, he pulled the older man to his feet and kissed him deeply in front of Joshua. He wanted Brian to know how much it meant to him that he was there, but he also wanted Joshua to see the love they felt for each other and to make no mistake Justin only wanted Brian.

Brian closed his eyes allowing himself to pour all of his heart into the kiss he was sharing with Justin. When the two broke, breathless, Brian looked at Joshua with a cocked eyebrow and an evil smile, noticing the erection straining against the blonde's pants. Pulling Justin closer, they walked out the door, leaving behind an aroused therapist with no hope of getting what he desired.

They rode in silence to the diner and it was only when they were seated across from each other that either of them spoke. Brian was holding Justin's hand that was encased in a brace, and the blonde could see the emotions running through his dark eyes and waited until he spoke first.

"What was that last little scene all about?"

"Just my way of thanking you for being so patient today."

"And it had nothing to do with the obvious attraction your therapist felt for you?"

"What are you talking about, Bri?"

"Quit with the innocent act Sunshine, I'm not blind. I could feel the heat across the room, so I know you felt it too. What gives?"

"He's hot, but not as hot as you. I love you Brian. YOU. No one else. I may find him attractive, and I may even want to fuck him, but I'm with you, totally and completely. Nothing is going to happen with Joshua. I don't want anyone else."

"Are you sure?"

"I'm more sure than anything else about this. You are the one I want.  I love you. So can we forget about Joshua and have lunch?"

"Yeah, we can. Does it hurt baby?"

"A little, but nothing a night with you can't fix."

Brian laughed, as they settled in to eat lunch, making plans to have dinner later that night at the loft. Dropping Justin off at school, he headed to the office. Justin was walking across campus when his cell rang, assuming it was Brian he answered without looking.

"Miss me already?"

"Yeah. Justin?" the voice on the other end wasn't one he was familiar with.

"Yes, who is this?"

"Joshua Sax, sorry to bother you but I just couldn't get you out of my thoughts. I called to find out how your hand feels."

"It's fine Joshua, but I doubt that's why you really called."

"Okay, so you caught me, like I said, I couldn't get you out of my thoughts, and I was wondering if maybe we could have dinner tonight."

Justin sighed audibly and answered, "I'm sorry Joshua, I can't, I'm having dinner with Brian tonight."

Joshua pressed on relentlessly, "Okay, I understand, how about a cup of coffee then? I just want to see you."

"Joshua, I'm flattered, really I am, but Brian and I just got back together and I don't think it would be a good idea for me to have coffee with you."

"Justin I'm not asking you to cheat on him, I just want to spend some time with you and get to know you."

Justin was amazed at how relentless this young man was and tried his best to let him down easy. "I'm sorry I just can't. I hope you understand Joshua. I have class now, I'll see you on Thursday for our session." Justin closed the phone and disconnected the call, his thoughts on how Brian would react if he told him and decided it was best to keep this to himself for now.

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I'm sitting here in this uncomfortable fucking chair again watching Justin with Joshua. It's been a little over a month now, since he started these therapy sessions, and this kid seems more determined  than ever to steal him from me. I've tried to keep my jealousy and anger in check but every time he's ignored my presence or slipped his little come-ons into the conversation, I have wanted to strangle the little bastard. Justin always made it perfectly clear that we were a couple and that nothing was going to change that, but this kid just didn't seem to get it.

Justin had gone to the bathroom and I decided to make it clear to Joshua that he was playing with fire and he needed to stop before he got burned.

"Joshua, I think we need to have a little chat. It's obvious you would like a chance with Justin, and it's even more obvious that he and I are together. He's made it clear that he isn't interested in you, so stop the outright come-ons. NOW. I love him and I'll be damned if I'll let you come between us, others have tried.  Hell, better have tried, and not succeeded, so save yourself some embarrassment and pain and let it go."

He was about to respond when Justin walked back into the room. I slipped my arm around him, kissing him, "Let's go Sunshine."

Once we were in the jeep he turned to me, "Okay, so what the hell was that all about in there?"

"No idea what you're talking about Sunshine, Joshua and I were just having a little chat."

"I just bet it was only a little chat."

"Nothing for you to worry your pretty little head over baby. Now come on we gotta get you to school."

I was sitting at my desk two hours later, trying to figure out how I was going to get Justin into bed. This had gone on long enough and I had needs. Buzzing Cynthia I asked her to check on some information, and waited while she got back to me. Within ten minutes she had booked us on a flight and in a hotel for a week. Now all I had to do was convince Justin he wanted to go. Knowing his phone was off during class but he checked his email often, I decided it was best to send him an  email instead.

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To: KingofBabylon2000@Pitts.net
From: BKinney@Vangaurd.org
Subject: Spring Break
Date: 18 March 2003

Hey Stud

Clear your calendar next week, we're going away for Spring Break. Pack lightly, you won't need many clothes. This is not your typical spring break. More details tonight at dinner. I love you.......Bri

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Justin stopped by the computer lab on his way out to check his email and was just about to log in when he felt a hand on his shoulder. Turning he was surprised to find Joshua smiling down at him.

"Joshua, what are you doing here?"

"I told you I wanted to see you, and since you wouldn't come to me, I came to you. If you're not busy I'd like to buy you a cup of coffee."

"I thought I made it clear to you that I am in a relationship with Brian, and I have no intention of screwing it up."

"You did, but all I want is to have a cup of coffee, that can't hurt can it?"

Sighing loudly, Justin shook his head, he thought one cup of coffee wouldn't hurt and then he would make it perfectly clear that he had no desire to see Joshua outside of their therapy sessions. "Okay give me a minute to check my email and my messages."

Justin opened his email from Brian, quickly scanned it, and smiled when he read the last line. His mind ran wild at the thought of Brian taking him away for the week. It had been a long time since they had been together. They had both agreed to wait for sex until the time was right, and this message was loud and clear, Brian was ready.

Justin was sitting in the diner having coffee with Joshua when Brian walked in. Joshua turned to see what had captured Justin's attention and fumed silently when he spotted Brian Kinney. He watched the older man cross the restaurant and slide in beside his lover, kissing him hard. He was still shooting him a dirty look when Brian looked up at him.

"Oh Joshua, nice to see you again. What brings you to Liberty Ave and our fine dining establishment?"

"Justin, he agreed to have coffee with me to discuss his treatment. We were just talking about his latest project before you came in," Joshua sounded sweet.  Brian could see the hatred in his eyes and he knew that the younger man wanted to be alone with Justin and now his plan was ruined. He decided to have a little fun and make sure that this kid knew that Justin was his.

"So Sunshine, ready for next week? I promise you the time of your life."

"More than ready, and I have a few tricks of my own, old man." Justin leaned closer to his lover and ran his hands through his hair pulling him in for a kiss. Letting his tongue trace the outline of Brian's lips, Justin moaned softly at the taste of him. He loved the way Brian tasted, of coffee and cigarettes, Big Red gum and whiskey.

"I love you," he breathed as Brian released him from the kiss. He almost laughed out loud when he saw Brian shoot Joshua a look that said eat your heart out kid. It was sort of cute to see Brian jealous.

"Come on Sunshire, we gotta shop for dinner.  I expect something spectacular," Brian said as he grabbed Justin's hand and pulled him to his feet.

"Oh, I plan to give you something that will blow your mind tonight."

They were still laughing as they left Joshua sitting all alone in the diner.

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I was sitting on the couch, his mouth on my cock and it was the most exquisite feeling in the world. His tongue flicking over my slit, lapping at the precum, his hands on my balls, squeezing gently, as the head of my dick pushed against the back of his throat. He was so warm and moist, and man could the kid give head, I cried out his name as I came.

He looked up, licking his lips, and kissed me letting me taste myself on his lips and tongue. Lying down on the couch I pulled him to me and held him close, trailing light kisses over him. We awoke the next morning together, ready to move forward.

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