I Want You to Know

Part 42

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Lindsay, Julie and Brian sat in the small coffeehouse sipping lattes and chatting about Sara and the baby. Lindsay was excited about the fact that she was going to be a grandmother and reminded Brian of the fact he was going to be a grandfather. As the realization sunk in Brian searched his pockets for a cigarette before remembering he had quit years ago. Justin crossed the small open room and kissed his partner, before settling into the empty chair next to him. Brian stared at him and Justin began to grow concerned when he didn't get a response to his hello.

"Bri? Bri, are you ok?"

"UMMMM NO."

"What's wrong?" Justin looked at Lindsay who smiled sheepishly.

"I guess it would be my fault, I sorta reminded him that he is going to be a," she leaned close to Justin and whispered the remainder of the sentence. "Grandfather."

Justin shook his head and looked at his partner, "so that’s what has you looking like the fucking world just fucking blew apart before you came? I thought we were past this irrational fear of getting old."

"Apparently not," Julie answered. She shook her head at Brian and wondered why he was so frightened of old age. He was still beautiful even at fifty-one years old. His dark auburn hair was woven with silver, which gave him a very distinguished look. His green eyes had somehow gotten darker and more intense over the years. He had the most beautiful partner any man could want and he could still pull the hottest tricks, not that he did, but he was still the hottest stud on Liberty Ave. His love for his children made him sexier, as did his commitment to Justin.

"Well its high time he faces the fact that he is no longer the young stud he used to be." Justin wrapped his arms around his lover and pressed a light kiss to his forehead. "Life has a way of sneaking up on you when you least expect it."

"Fuck you, Justin. I may not be so young anymore but I don't recall you complaining about the stud part. I can still fuck you to within an inch of your life and make you scream."

"Ok, that's enough of the sex talk. Let's move onto something else." Lindsay rolled her eyes at Brian and he stuck his tongue out playfully at her.

"Oh  I'm sorry Linds, I forgot you get so jealous it isn't you in my bed."

"You wish, and besides I've already been there. Frankly its a good thing you're a fag."

Both Julie and Justin erupted in laughter at their playful banter. Lindsay and Brian had been friends for so long now that it was more like family than friends. They shared a history together and a child. Lindsay took Julie's hand in hers and took a deep breath.

"We have some news."

"I thought we were going to wait to tell them all together," Julie interrupted.

"I think we should prepare them first before we tell the kids, it may make it go a little easier." Lindsay looked back at Brian and Justin, who were watching them with interest now. "Julie and I are getting married."

"What the fuck took you so long?" Brian said shaking his head and muttered to himself, 'fucking munchers, takes them ten years to figure out they love one another.'

"I heard that Brian Kinney, and you're one to talk. It took you years to finally admit you love Justin, so shut the fuck up. We just wanted to be sure."

Justin stood and kissed them both ,"congratulations. So when is the big day?"

"In a few months, we wanted to wait until the baby was here and then we could have the whole family there."

"Good idea, I'm sure Sara will love it. When do you plan to tell Gus and the girls?" Justin leaned in to Brian and rested his hand on his lover's thigh, running a finger up and down the inside. He heard Brian's breath quicken and knew that the older man was getting aroused. Justin was as well, it had been ages since they had done anything so risqué as have sex in a public place and the thrill of it was getting to him as well.

While Lindsay and Julie chatted about dresses and flowers, Brian leaned in and whispered for Justin to meet him in the bathroom and excused himself from the table. After a few moments, Justin stood and walked slowly to the bathroom, knocking on the door and slid in unnoticed when Brian opened it. Locking it behind him, Brian pushed Justin back against the door and pulled at the button of his jeans, pushing them down around the young man's ankles. Brian sank to his knees and looking up into Justin's eyes he took his engorged member into his mouth and sucked him until he was ready to cum. Brian turned Justin to face the wall and tugged at his own button fly jeans, pushing them down and using Justin's pre-cum to lubricate his dick and his partner's pucker. As he pushed deep into his lover he whispered softly into his ear.

"I love you Justin. My god you feel so good. It's always like the first time with you, always amazing."

"I love you too Brian."

Brian thrust deep into his partner and pressed tight against his prostate until he felt that familiar tightening of Justin's channel clenching his cock and waited until he heard the familiar sounds of Justin coming. He loved to hear his breath quicken, then slow, the moans that escaped from deep within his partner, sex had always been good for him, but only this, the moments spent with his one true love could excite him to no end. With one last hard thrust Brian finally came with a shudder.

After a quick clean up and a piss for Brian, the two made their way back to the table to find Lindsay and Julie kissing. All eyes were on Brian and Justin as they crossed the room, the smiles on their faces said so much. As Brian slid into his seat he leaned over to kiss Justin's neck and licked at the sweat that had formed during their lovemaking. Lindsay caught the small action and looked to Brian knowingly.

"Did you two have a nice time in the restroom?" she asked her best friend.

"Taking a piss never felt so fucking good," Brian teased. Justin smacked him upside the head and laughed when he made a funny face at him. The foursome spent the next hour discussing the upcoming wedding between the girls and also Sascha's trial and Willow's wedding. Lindsay and Julie discussed hiring Emmett as the wedding coordinator and Brian and Justin happily agreed. Justin said he would go over it with Willow and Rick the next day and contact Emmett. As they were leaving Brian pulled Lindsay aside and kissed her cheek.

"I'm really happy for you Lindz. I know its been hard on you since Mel died and I'm glad you found Julie. She's a wonderful woman and will make you a great wife."

"Yeah, I done good huh?"

"You sure did, kiddo, you sure did."

"Thanks Bri, without you I never would have met her. I really do love her, it's a different kind of love from what I felt for Melanie, but it's good. The passion is intense and we really are soul mates."

"Yeah well you better take good care of her, you know next to you, she is the only damn lesbian I can stand."

"And what about your daughter?"

"Fuck, that's right, I raised a fucking muncher. Damn you, you're just taking over my life."

Two and a half hours later Lindsay and Julie were home watching Jeopardy when Sara and Amy came over to visit. Sara sat next to her mother on the couch and held her hand.

"Mom, I wanted to ask you something."

"What is it Sara?"

"Would you be in the delivery room with me and Amy. I mean I know that its going to be hard and all but it would really help if you were there to hold my hand."

"Oh honey, of course I'll be there, but what about your fathers? Don't you think they would want to be there for you?"

"Well, we thought about it and I don't think dad could actually handle the birth. Daddy would just get too overly emotional and I don't want that either. I want it calm and peaceful in there. Amy and I want this to be really special and we want you there to share it with us."

Lindsay pulled her daughter into a hug and kissed the top of her head, "of course I will be there baby. I wouldn't miss it for the world."

The girls discussed their birth plan with Lindsay and Julie and Lindsay and Sara made plans to shop for the nursery the next day. Sara had opted not to know the sex of the baby until delivery so they were doing the room in a pale yellow with white accents. She had chosen the Blues Clues nursery theme and was thrilled to be able to go out and actually buy the things the baby would need when it arrived.

The next day as Lindsay and Sara shopped, Julie, Amy and Justin planned the baby shower. They had decided on the following Saturday and were working out the details when Brian called to say he had found the crib and was buying it now so that it could be delivered for the shower.

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One week later


Sara had not wanted to go out that morning but Amy drug her with the excuse that she had to show her the stroller she had seen. Sara was happy that Amy was so excited about the baby but she had wanted to sleep in. When they pulled up in front of Lindsay's Sara looked at Amy suspiciously.

"Why are we here?"

"Oh I wanted your mom and Julie to see it too. Come on, lets go in and see if they're ready." Amy pulled Sara from the car and helped her up the steps. Amy was still amazed at how big Sara was getting this last month, this baby was going to be huge and she was just glad she wasn't the one having to deliver it. Opening the door, Amy pushed Sara in first.

"SURPRISE!!!!!!!!"

Sara looked around at her family and friends and cried silently at the love she felt from them all. "You guys, you didn't have to do this."

Her fathers came over and hugged her tight and Brian led her to her seat, helping her in while Justin got her something to drink. Sara looked around to see her sisters and Gus, Debbie and Carl, Emmett and Ted, Michael and Ben with their new son they had adopted from Cambodia six months earlier, Daphne was there as was Grandma Jen and Molly. Her whole family, she felt blessed to be so loved.

When Brian handed her a plate of food, she laughed at his telling her she needed to eat, "umm dad, in case you haven't noticed, I'm bigger than the side of the house."

"No, you're beautiful. Now eat kid, you're feeding my grandbaby in there and if he's anything like his Grampa Justin he will never be full or satisfied."

"I thought it was you who never got enough," Sascha teased kissing her father on the cheek and smiling at her sister. "Hey sis, how are you feeling today?"

"Fat. I'm glad your here Sascha."

"Yeah me too. Looks like you got quite a haul here, care to open some of them?"

Sara looked over at the massive pile of gifts and shook her head, smiling to herself. She stood with the help of Sascha and took her place in front of the gift table and began to open the brightly wrapped presents. When she was handed a odd shaped package wrapped in duck paper, Emmett stepped forward.

"That's from us sweety."

Unwrapping it Sara found a bright blue and yellow baby bathtub full of bath essentials for the baby. She kissed Emmett and Teddy and thanked them for the gifts. Next she opened the gift from Michael and Ben. Inside she found a diaper genie and Michael explained how to use it.

"Trust me, if your kid is anything like Benjamin Michael, you will be grateful you can't smell the diapers." Everyone laughed at him and Sara just shook her head.

Debbie handed her a small gift and kissed the top of her head. Sara was stunned to find a sterling silver baby spoon inside. She stood with Amy's help and hugged the woman who had been like a grandmother to her over the years. "Thank you Debbie, it's beautiful."

Brian rolled the crib into the room and everyone oohed and ahhhed over the solid white oak bed with canopy. As Sara made her way over to look it over she stopped suddenly, looking down at the floor. Brian saw that she had stopped and ran to her side to see what was wrong.

"Sara, honey are you ok?"

"Yeah dad, but my water broke."

"EWWWWW." Brian jumped back and looked down at the liquid at Sara's feet and paled. "God even the labor part of birth is disgusting." He looked to Lindsay, "I'm not cleaning it up."

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I stood pacing the waiting room waiting to hear anything at all about my daughter and was about to lose my fucking mind when Justin came over and handed me a cup of coffee. I tried to smile at him but this waiting was killing me.

"Fuck we've been here for thirty-seven straight hours now. How fucking long does it take the fucking kid to get out?"

"Well, Brian, he is a Kinney after all."

"Not biologically. So this would be all your fault, Sunshine."

Justin was about to protest when Lindsay came out to make the announcement. "It's a boy. Mother and baby are fine but she is asking for her family." Lindsay led us back to the room at the end of the hall. I wasn't expecting the feelings that hit me when I walked through that door. I looked at Sara and Amy holding my grandson and felt such love for them all. Sara looked up and smiled at us and held the baby out to me.

"Dad, daddy, I'd like you to meet Brian Justin Taylor-Kinney."

I took my grandson into my arms and let my tears fall freely. "Hey sonnyboy, you're a lucky little man to have such great moms. Welcome to the world." I pressed a kiss to his soft little head and handed him to Justin. I watched as my partner held our grandson and cooed at him, and was suddenly overwhelmed by the love I felt for them. This was my family and I was the lucky one to be able to share in this with them. Justin came over and kissed me, pulling me close. We stood watching our daughter and her partner hold their son and all was right with the world.

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