I Want You to Know

Part 28

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We sat in the courtroom waiting for the judge and the jury to come in.  Justin sat just behind me, his hand resting in mine on the railing, and he smiled at me, giving me the strength to face whatever they decided should happen to me. When the jury finally came in we all held our collective breath. Debbie had joined us as had Michael and Ben. Judge Sullivan asked me to stand and spoke to me for a moment before reading the jury's decison.

"Mr. Taylor-Kinney, when I decided Joshua Sax's fate almost four years ago I didn't believe he was a threat to your partner or to himself. I regret that decision everyday. Today your fate rests in the hands of your peers, and I don't want to draw this out, but I do want to say a few words to you. Your honesty and your refusal to compromise yourself is your legacy to your children. One day they will look at you and know that without that fierce pride their lives would be very different. I wish you the very best in your life. I would also like to say a few words to your partner, Justin. Mr. Taylor, don't let what Mr. Sax did to you and your family destroy you
because then he wins and he doesn't deserve to win." Judge Sullivan turned to the jury and asked for their verdict.

The small older lady that was the head juror opened the paper she held and looked to me with tears in her eyes. My hands shook as I stood there waiting to hear my fate, to hear whether I would get to watch my children grow up and if I would ever spend another night with Justin.

"We the jury find Brian Andrew Taylor-Kinney not guilty of murder in the first degree. On the count of assault with a deadly weapon, we find him not guilty."

The courtroom was buzzing with excitement as I picked Justin up, twirling him as I kissed him. After thanking Christine and kissing Debbie and Michael I pulled Justin from the courtroom and into a private conference room to kiss him the way he deserved to be kissed. I pulled him to me, my back against the wall, his body pressed against mine. For the first time in weeks it felt like old times. He kissed me back with as much passion and I felt that old familiar tightening in my groin. Laughing he pulled me away from the wall and led me out of the room.

"Let's go home baby, we have the whole house to ourselves, and there a few things I've been dying to do to you."

I laughed at him and his seductions. When we finally got home, we walked in to find a house full of people, ruining our plans for celebrating my freedom. Throughout the night we stole a few moments alone here and there. I thought they would never leave and, unfortunately for us, a few of them had way too much to drink so they all spent the night. As we lay in bed with Willow and Sascha asleep on the couch in the sitting room and Thea and Sara on the floor next to the bed, I shifted Kaelin so that she would not be crushed between us in the middle of the night and shook my head at my lover.

"So much for having the house to ourselves."

"Yeah, but we have our kids here with us and you're home for good. It doesn't get much better."

"Damn you Sunshine. You're always finding the good in situations. I can think of about a thousand ways it could get better. I could have your big, thick cock in my mouth, your cum running down my throat."

"Brian, you have a three year old sleeping between us, and still you're horny."

"In case you haven't noticed, Mr. Taylor-Kinney, you are one hot piece of ass and I have a thing for you. Besides I haven't fucked you in so long I bet your ass is all tight, just like a virgin again."

"Yeah well I ain't Madonna and this ain't my blonde ambition tour," he laughed repeating one of the first things I had ever said to him. He had a way of throwing things back in my face and making me laugh so hard I regretted ever saying them to him in the first place. "Go to sleep Brian."

I kissed Kaelin as she snuggled closer to me and watched Justin smile as he fell into a comfortable sleep, his hand resting on top of mine, both on Kaelin's small stomach.

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The sun woke Kaelin and she squirmed until she wasn't caught under Daddy's arm anymore. Trying to be quiet she bounced off the bed and padded across the floor to wake her sisters. Tiptoeing down the stairs the girls found Uncle Michael and Uncle Ben sleeping on the couch. Gently shaking them awake they asked for their help in the surprise they had planned for their fathers. It was Thea who spoke, "Uncle Mikey, will you help us make Daddy and Dadda some yummies?"

After agreeing to help, the small group went into the kitchen and preceded to get pancake mix everywhere. When  Emmett came in, he had to laugh at the small people covered in flour. "What is going on?"

"Hi Uncle Emmy, we are making Daddy breakfast."

"I see that, but why did you ask Uncle Mikey? He sucks at cooking."

Ben turned to laugh at Emmett, "Yeah but he cooks at sucking."

The girls stood oblivious to what was going on around them while the adults laughed at Ben's joke. When the breakfast was cooked and on the tray Ben helped them carry it upstairs and opened their fathers' bedroom door.

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I opened my eyes to find all five of our girls standing next to our bed holding a tray containing pancakes, bacon, eggs and two red roses. Behind them, Ben was holding a carafe of coffee and two cups. I smiled at my
children and picked up Sara, setting her down on Justin's chest. She kissed his nose and he woke to find her laughing at him. After kissing her back, and on the nose as well, he sniffed the air as if he were a dog.

"UMMMM! What smells so good?"

"Seems our girls have learned how to cook." I showed him the tray of food and kissed him good morning.

"It looks delish girls; thanks," As if in response, they all came around to his side of the bed and kissed him good morning, before heading back out the door with Ben.

"Clean that kitchen," I called after them. Turning to Justin, I set the tray aside, and kissed him as he took a big bite of egg. "Good morning, Sunshine." We ate in between kisses and when he went to take a shower I made
a few phone calls. Joining him in the shower I kissed him again, turning him to face me.

"So what do you say about going away for a weekend with your partner? Maybe somewhere warm, and sandy."

"That would be heaven, but what about the girls?"

"Your mom and Debbie said they'd be more than delighted to take the girls.  Your mom called in a few favors and got us a great deal on a condo right on the beach. A nice secluded beach, just the two of us, the sun, the sand, and the bed."

I laughed against his mouth as he kissed me, wrapping himself around me. I wanted to make love to him so bad that I could almost taste him. I was on my knees before him, stroking his rapidly hardening cock, when we heard the knock on the door.

"GO THE FUCK AWAY!!" I yelled.

"Dad?"

"Fuck, it's Gus," I looked up at Justin, shaking my head, an apology in my eyes. "We have entirly too many fucking kids."

"Think it's too late to change our minds?" he teased.

Cutting off the water, I told Gus to wait for me downstairs and dried off quickly, buttoning my jeans as I ran down the stairs. I found all of our kids sitting watching Shrek. Sitting down next to my son, I hugged him
close, kissing the top of his head.

"Dad, Stop!."

"So what is on your mind, Gus?"

"I just wanted to tell you that I'm sorry you had to go through all that, and I that love you."

"I love you too sonny boy. Man you're growing up too fast. Seems like just yesterday that I was holding you in the hospital right after your mom gave birth."

"Dad, how come you and mom never got married?"

"Well Gus, we didn't love each other in that way." I watched him struggle with his thoughts before continuing.

"But mom said you two used to date in college, so you must have loved her at some point."

"Gus I do love your mother, I love her a lot. But, I'm gay and I'm in love with Justin. Your mother and I would not have lasted more than a few months.  Besides she's gay too."

"So mom and you just decided you wanted to have a baby one day so you did?"

"Well to tell you the truth, your mother and Melanie decided they wanted a baby and I just supplied the sperm. It wasn't until after you were born that I knew how much I loved you and wanted to be your father."

"But you gave me up."

"No, I gave my parental rights to Melanie so she could legally be your guardian. I never stopped being your father. When Mel died, she left me as legal guardian for you. I will always be your dad.  That will never change.
I love you Gus; just as much as I love your sisters."

"I love you too Dad."

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****TWO DAYS LATER****

I threw open the door leading to the small balcony overlooking the ocean and breathed in deeply. Justin was by my side and I held him close, not wanting to break the contact. He looked longingly at the beach and I knew he wanted to be sitting on the sand sketching.

"Let's go Sunshine," I said pulling him inside with me. I grabbed our luggage and pulled out his swim trunks, tossing them to him as I stripped out of my jeans. His gaze ran up and down the length of me and lingered on
my cock for more than a few moments. He was still dressed when I pulled my own swimsuit up over my hips. "Um do you plan on swimming in your jeans?" I said pulling on the button of his pants. As he stood there with his pants around his ankles, I sank to my knees and splayed my hands across his thighs, his cock in my mouth. I licked the head of his engorged organ, flicking my tongue across the slit, lapping up the precum that was already
dripping. I licked along the vein on the underside, and took his ballsac into my mouth, rolling it around, then sucking on it until he moaned.

"OH....Uhhhh...God....Brian..."

"Ummmmmmm," was all I could manage as he shot his load down my throat.  Licking my lips I stood and kissed him before pushing him down on the couch.  I straddled him, kissing him so he could taste himself on me. I ran my hands through his hair, pulling him closer. Breaking the kiss when it became necessary to breathe, I took note of his swollen lips, and the desire in his eyes.

Justin pulled at the waistband of my trunks and I stood, pushing them down and stepping out of them. With my cock finally free, Justin smiled, before taking the length of me into his mouth. I shivered at his touch, and leaned
closer to him, wanting to be part of his very soul. It had been so long since we made love, it was almost like the first time. Pushing away from me he stood and walked away, turning to look at me with a playful look in his
eyes.

"You coming?"

"And staying," I answered jogging to catch up to him. He lay on the bed, arms outstretched, beckoning me to join him. My weight shifted the bed until he had rolled beneath me and he wrapped his legs around me, his hole exposed to the pressure of my dick against it. Just as I was about to push in, I stopped, staring deep into his eyes.

"Why'd you stop?" he asked with a touch of fear in his voice.

"This isn't the way I pictured it. God you are so beautiful Justin. Do you have any idea just how much I love you?"

"I think I have an idea. I love you too baby. I need you Brian. I need to feel you inside of me, I need you to erase the memories."

"I love you," I breathed as I pushed deep inside of him. As he tightened around me, I moaned his name and steadied myself for a moment. I reveled in the feel of him tight around me, I was part of him for a moment and I longed to stay right where I was for all eternity. I watched his face as I moved inside of him, the smile, the way he looked at me through half closed eyes, the way he licked his lips when I hit his prostate. I loved how he chewed on his bottom lip when he was just about ready to cum. I leaned back down, kissing him as I came.

After we caught our breath, I pulled out of him, and removed the condom, throwing it in the trash. I walked to the bathroom, grabbing a towel and throwing it at him so he could clean up. His silence worried me, after almost seven years together I had gotten used to his incessant chattering after sex. I worried about him when he just withdrew into himself, maybe I was afraid that he was becoming too much like me. I sat back down on the bed
next to him and kissed him, letting myself linger on his lips.

"Hey Sunshine, you okay?"

"I'm fine. I just miss the freedom we used to have, before.." his voice broke, "before Joshua."

"Justin, don't think about that. It's fine, really. Your results come back in two more days, then we only have 6 more months before we know for sure.  We can make it till then."

"I love you, Brian."

"I'm glad cause when we get the okay, I am going to fill your tight little ass so full of cum, you'll be leaking for days."

"Is that a promise?"

Laughing I grabbed his hand and led him to the beach, racing him to the water. Once we were out among the waves I picked him up and kissed him before throwing him into the ocean and diving after him. After several hours in the sun, we went back to our hideaway, making love to him all night.

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