I Want You to Know
Part 21
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The following morning we sat together eating breakfast at the diner, as I told him what I had been thinking about the night before. "Justin, I think we should have a baby."
Laughing, he looked at me like I had lost my mind, "Yeah okay, well when
you grow a vagina let me know and I'll gladly supply the sperm."
"Justin I'm serious. The shooting made me realize that if you had died, I
wouldn't have any part of you left."
"Brian, we have a child, GUS. Remember him?"
"He's not our child Justin. I want a child that we can raise together. I
want our child."
"And just when did you decide this?"
"I guess I always knew it. I watch you with Gus and you are so good with
him. He loves you like you were his real dad. You're a better father than
I ever was. We're together forever, we're a family Justin. I just want us
to be a real family."
"Brian, what brought this all on?"
"I don't know. Maybe it was losing my mom, or almost losing you, who
cares, I just want us to have a baby. I know that
Lindsay would be more than happy to be the mother again. There's just one
catch."
"What?"
"I want you to be the father. I want a little blonde haired, blue eyed baby
with your smile."
"Let me think about it okay?"
After agreeing to give him time to think I brought up the next subject that
had been on my mind. I slid the file across the table at him and he opened
it smiling at the contents.
"When did you do this?"
"I had your mom pull up some possibilities. We have an appointment with her
tomorrow to look at a few of the houses. I have one in mind
though, I just want to see your reaction to it before
I decide."
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The next afternoon both men walked into the fourth and final house of the
day, Justin stopped short when he saw the spiral staircase and wide, open
foyer. Jennifer explained that the house originally belonged to the heir
of the Colgate fortune but he had recently decided to move to
Brian led him to the kitchen which had heated marble floors, an island range
top, steel appliances and had a thoroughly modern feel which Justin knew
Brian loved. Justin led the way up the stairs and stepped first into the
loft area that overlooked the foyer. He moved to the master bedroom and marveled
at the sitting room, as he crossed to reach the sleeping area; the room was
separated allowing them to relax without having to be on the bed. He could
picture Brian sitting at his desk, looking over files, while he sat watching
TV.
Justin turned to his mom and asked "How many bedrooms does it
have?"
"Seven. I know it sounds like a lot but just think of all the storage
space you'll have and Brian can make one his private study, and you can put
in a home gym."
"Mom, I didn't say anything. Actually I love it. I really do."
Brian watched Justin's face as he spoke with his mother and knew that he
loved the house as much as he did. Brian interrupted them, "We'll take
it."
"Brian, are you sure?" Justin questioned. He didn't want Brian buying
the house because he liked the house. "Is
this THE house Brian?"
"This is it Sunshine, I just wanted to make sure you loved it as much as
I did. Now that you do we can draw up a contract on it and it'll be ours
in no time."
"Finally a place to call home."
"Okay boys, lets go back to the office and
get this taken care of."
"Jen, can you give us a minute alone?"
Making her exit she smiled knowing that her son was right where he wanted
to be. Brian pulled Justin to him and kissed him softly on the lips. Closing
his eyes he could picture their family here. Saturday mornings with Gus and
his little sister watching cartoons, or lazy Sunday afternoons spent in the
garden or around the pool. Taking his lover's hand he walked out the
door.
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The day we closed on the house was the best day
of my life up until then. Not only did we get the house for a great price,
Justin also gave me my answer. He wanted us to have a child together and
agreed to talk to Lindsay with me as soon as we got moved in. He spent the
last few months consulting decorators about the house and had way too many
ideas for my taste. Having given Justin free reign in the house, I was beginning
to regret the decision when he told me he wanted to turn my office space
into a mini spa. Somehow I convinced him that wasn't a good idea since I
would be working from home most days; he took the hint and dropped
it.
We planned a little get together for the night we moved in, and I had managed
to make sure all of the furniture would be delivered and set up the same
day. All I had to do was make sure Justin survived the move and we would
be okay. Two days before moving day I went to the house looking for him and
found him in Gus's room painting a blue cloud filled sky on the ceiling.
On the wall behind his bed, Justin had painted a rainbow that filled the
wall, with opposite wall was a park scene that showed Gus and
I playing at the water's edge, and the ducks surrounding
us; on the park bench behind us was Justin sketching.
"It's beautiful Sunshine,
Gus'll love it."
"Especially when the bed is here. I still can't
believe you got him the VW Bug bed. He's going to flip."
"Yeah the kid was born in the wrong era. What he'll really love is all the
artwork in here. Has Linds seen it yet?"
"Nope, just you. I want it to be a surprise, and
the last wall will be a surprise even to you."
I glanced over at the wall that he had covered with a painter's drop cloth
weeks ago, and tried to take a peek. He smacked at my hand, kissing me as
he climbed back up on the ladder . "Okay, I am out
of here baby, want me to bring you back some lunch?"
"Where you going?" he asked me.
"The diner of course. Why, want a burger and
fries?"
"And a chocolate shake?"
"You know all that fat is going to catch up to you one day, then you'll be
fat and no one will want that hot little ass."
"Yeah, well good, cause they wouldn't get it anyway. It's all yours
baby."
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Walking into their new home, they saw that most
of the furniture had been delivered earlier that day. Brian made a mental
note to send Michael and Ben something very expensive for being here to sign
for things so he and Justin could talk to Lindsay before the party. Smiling,
Brian thought about how the talk went.
It was Justin who had asked her for her help with their next little project.
"Lindsay, Brian and I have something very important to ask you."
"You know I'd do anything for you honey, what is it?"
"Well Brian and I want to have a baby, and since that requires a mother we
were sort of hoping you could help us out. We want Gus and his little brother
or sister to be biologically connected."
"I don't know Justin, I just got back to work and even without me,
Brian would still be their father."
"Justin is going to be the father, " Brian informed Lindsay
"Yeah and well we want a blonde, so we sort of figured that since you and
I are both blonde the chances of us having one would be that much higher.
Besides I can't think of anyone else I would want to give my sperm
to."
"Let me think about it." Lindsay hesitated for a moment, "Okay, let's do
it."
"Really?" Justin said elated
"Yep, I'd be honored to be your baby's mother Justin."
"Thanks Linds, this really means a lot. Justin and I are really excited about
this." Brian kissed his best friend on the cheek as they all sat down to
lunch. Just as they were leaving Julie came in and kissed Lindsay gently
on the lips, a knowing look passed between the boys.
Later that evening at the party, Justin stood back watching Julie and Lindsay.
He noticed how Julie stood close to her and how Linds always knew where Julie
was in the room. He was watching them with such interest that Brian laughed
at him.
"Baby, leave them alone, give them time to decide where it's going before
we start putting expectations on them."
"I know, it's just that they are so cute together
and I want her to be happy again."
"They both deserve to be happy again. Now come on,
isn't it time for you to unveil your masterpiece?"
Getting everyone's attention Justin led them all upstairs to Gus's room.
"As you all know this has been a labor of love for me. It's special because
it's Brian's son's room. So without further ado, here goes." Justin pulled
the white cloth off the wall to reveal a scene that took their breath away.
The pictures were of everyone at the party, Debbie was there in her red wig
and smiling, Vic was holding a cake, Michael and Ben were at the comic book
store, Ted and Emmett were home on the couch, Lindsay, Gus and Julie were
at the park while Brian and Justin were dancing. In the upper left corner
of the room Thea and Melanie sat in Heaven on a
cloud watching over everyone.
Gus squirmed out of his mother's arms and ran to the wall.
"Mama! Mama!" his arms were outstretched, reaching
towards Melanie and Brian picked him up so he could get a better look. The
little boy kissed the portrait of Melanie and there wasn't a dry eye in the
room. Lindsay hugged Justin close and thanked him for such a beautiful way
of keeping Melanie alive for Gus.
"Thank you so much Justin, now he'll always have his mama
close."
"I just wanted him to feel safe here and what better way than to have Melanie
keeping an eye on him." Justin turned to the other woman who was standing
behind Lindsay with tears in her eyes, "and Thea
is a part of this family as well, without her Brian wouldn't have realized
how much he loves me."
"Thanks Justin, I know she is smiling down at you right now, and I know that
she is so happy you two have worked it out."
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The house was empty, just the two of us, just the way I liked it, I heard
him in the kitchen cleaning up and went to get him. I stood in the doorway
watching him loading the dishwasher, knowing that he was unaware that I was
watching. He was so beautiful, sometimes I still
couldn't believe he really loved me. His blonde hair was slightly longer
now, his eyes a little wiser, his waist a little more
narrow, but my God he still took my breath away. My heart swelled
with love for this man as I walked to him, putting my arms around his waist,
kissing him on the top of the head.
"Brian," Justin sighed, turning he pressed a kiss to my lips, running his
tongue over them. I pulled him closer, my hands on the buttons of his shirt.
Justin pulled back, taking my hand and leading me up the back stairs that
led straight to our bedroom. He lay down on our new bed and I was still amazed
at how aroused he could get me; I don't think I would ever tire of making
love to Justin. Stripping out of my trousers and shirt, my cock already hardening
at the thought of him beneath me; I moved closer to the bed as he sat on
the edge, placing his hands on my hips, holding me still as he took the head
of my cock into his mouth.
The warmth of his mouth on my cock overwhelmed my senses, and I felt a need
to thrust into him, his hands on my hips was the only thing stopping me.
I closed my eyes as he ran his tongue along my shaft, leaving me breathless.
When he took my sac into his mouth and gently sucked on one then the other,
I thought I would lose my mind. Before I could catch my breath, he had the
head of my cock pressed against the back of his throat and I just rode the
waves of ecstasy he supplied with his expert tongue. He guided my hips as
he sucked me in over and over, and I began to feel the need to cum. I loved
the feeling of my balls getting tight and full, my cock twitching with
anticipation of what was to come. Right before I fell over the edge he pulled
back, smiling at me as he stood undressing.
Pushing me down on the bed, Justin straddled my groin, just barely brushing
against my dick with his. As my lover leaned down to kiss me, I lightly traced
the scar on his chest. He sucked my tongue into his mouth, causing my cock
to harden even more, if that was possible. Nibbling on my neck he lowered
himself onto my cock, taking me in an inch at a time. As he reached the base
of my cock, he began to rise and lower himself; by this point I was begging
him to move faster. He continued to torture me with his slow downslide until
I took his throbbing cock into my hands and began to stroke him. Moving to
match my speed, we came together, his cum shooting onto my face. He leaned
down and licked it off of me before kissing me hard so I could taste
him.
He moved off me and I pulled him close as we feel asleep, both exhausted
from the sex and the party.
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One Month Later
Justin sat in the waiting room with his partner , both anxious to know if
the invitro had taken. Lindsay was being examined and both men couldn't wait
until they knew if they were having their baby on this try or if they would
have to start all over. Both stood, following the nurse who came to get them.
They entered the room to find Lindsay in tears.
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