I Want You to Know

Part 14

Notes: Thank you to my beautiful beta Susan, what would I do without you...Oh and to Luke thanks for helping me when I was stuck....Misty this one is all your fault....I want to add a thank you to Gale for reminding me of how animalistic kissing men can be.LOL...

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Brian and Justin stumbled out of the club both slightly intoxicated and more than a little drunk on love. As they piled into the limo and started to pull away, Michael, Emmett and Ted called out "What about us?"

Brian shot back the only thing he could think of "Get a ride with Ted". They pulled away as the boys called out "ASSHOLE". As they drove the short distance to the loft, Brian assaulted Justin's lips with his and held him on his lap causing the younger man's cock to swell with anticipation. When the car pulled up into the front of the buliding Brian stepped out, holding out a hand for Justin and they both ran for the door, neither man wanting to draw this out. Not wanting to wait on the elevator they took the stairs two at a time, both men out of breath by the time they reached the top floor. Brian pulled out his keys and fumbled with the lock while kissing his partner. Picking him up Brian carried him in the loft and reached back to shut the door. He carried him up the stairs and laid him down on a rose petal covered bed. Both men smiled as they looked around the room at the candles burning and the flowers everywhere. For the first time they noticed that the song Brian had written was playing softly in the background on a continous loop. Lindsay's voice was soft and gentle as she sang the words of love and Justin sighed.

"Looks like our friends wanted us to have a special night." Justin stared into his lover's deep hazel eyes, lost in them.

"I'll have to remember to thank them sometime," Brian added as he pulled his jacket off and untied his tie. Justin reached up and began to unbutton Brian's shirt, pulling it off of him and throwing it on the floor. He left a trail of hot kisses as he moved towards his lover's pants, unbuttoning them and pushing them down to reveal a throbbing cock. Taking the member into his mouth he began to lap at the precum that was already dripping from his lover's slit. Taking the member deep into his mouth he licked the veins that ran the length of the shaft until the head was resting against the back of his throat and with that his partner came hard down his throat.

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I couldn't believe how good he felt, how right this felt, to with him on our wedding night. I never thought that I could ever be this happy. When he took my cock in his mouth, his tongue running along the underside, it was too much and I came with a shuddering force that left me weak in the knees. After recovering a few minutes I tugged at his shirt, freeing it from his pants. I ripped it open, buttons falling to the floor noisily. He laughed at my impatience until I covered his mouth with mine again. He tasted salty sweet and I wanted to feel him beneath me. I wanted to feel his legs wrapped around me as I pumped into him furiously until we both found the satisfaction we craved. I pulled him beneath me, pulling at the button on his pants, finally freeing him from the confines. His cock immediatly free, I took it in my hands, stroking him as I prepared his hole for my cock. Wasting no time I pressed the head of my cock against his tight pucker, he shifted beneath me to give me better access. Making love to Justin without the barrier between us was mind blowing. To feel his body contract around my bare cock was almost too much for me and I thrust harder until we both fell back to the bed exhausted. We slept with our bodies wrapped around each other, legs entwined, his head on my chest, my arms wrapped around him.

We woke to heavenly smells emanating from the kitchen. Getting up to investigate, I pulled on a silk robe and stopped to piss on the way downstairs. I found my kitchen turned into the most beautiful setting, the table covered in a white silk tablecloth, candles burning, brunch spread out on the counter for us. The food consisted of bagels, and cream cheese, eggs, bacon, small quiches, sausage, cereal, fruit and coffee and juice. Justin whistled as he came up behind me, wrapping his arms around me. He picked up the card reading it aloud.

"Happy first day of marriage, to help keep up your strength. EAT. Love your family."

"Well that was thoughtful of them."

I turned to face him a smile on my face and laughingly said, "Yeah especially the part where they left without waking us." He hit me and I laughed harder at him. We both grabbed a plateful of food and headed back to bed. I fed him strawberries and licked cream cheese off of his cock before making love to him again. After our third lovemaking session that day I glanced at the clock and pulled him towards the shower.

"Come on Sunshine, we have a plane to catch soon." As I was washing his back he began to question where I was taking him.

"Come on Brian, just a little hint. PLEASE."

"Now you sound like a little kid," I teased.

"Does this look like the cock of a little kid?" he threw back at me. I shook my head, admitting that his ten inch cock was by no means a little kid's.

"Ok I'll give you a hint, they have great food."

"That is no hint, I want to know. Either tell me or I'll withhold sex."

"As if you could resist me, but just in case you're serious, here's another hint, I love their food and eat it all the time."

"I got it, you're taking me to the Liberty Diner."

Looking at him with a raised eyebrow I questioned his sanity at that moment, "I said I love their food, not that their food would kill you. I love you Justin but sometimes your just so damn young."

"Hey I thought you loved my youth."

"Oh baby I do, no doubt about that but listen we don't have time for this, we have a plane to catch. With all this damn security nowadays you have to be there at least three hours early for an overseas flight. Let's go. Get dressed baby."

I threw him a towel and rummaged through my suitcase for something comfortable to wear on the long flight. Pulling out a pair of sweats and an old t-shirt Justin looked at me like he had never seen me before as I pulled them on.

"You're not seriously going to wear those are you?"

"Yes, it's a long flight and I plan to be comfortable. I'll carry something decent in my carryon to change into once we land. I suggest you do the same. We'll be on that plane a long time. Now hurry the fuck up before we miss our flight."

After leaving a note for Michael I carried our luggage downstairs as we waited for our cab.

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After a long flight, which they both slept mostly through, still exhausted from the night before, they landed in Thailand. Justin had been so excited when he learned where they were going. He had always wanted to visit Thailand ever since he was a little boy and his father had told him about the time he spent there in the early '60s when he was in the army. By the time they reached their hotel Brian needed a drink in the worst way. Once checked in Justin opted for a shower while Brian poured himself a double, downing it in one swallow and pouring another. By the time Justin finished his shower Brian had consumed half the bottle and was on his way to finishing it. Chalking it up to the stress of the wedding and the long flight, Justin overlooked it and sat down on the bed to go through the guidebook that was in their room as Brian slept it off.

Later that evening when Brian had sobered up and showered they decided to grab a quick dinner and then walk around the open air markets looking for gifts for their wedding party. After a quick meal at the hotel restaurant they headed to the top of Surawong Road to look for something for Lindsay and Daphne. Justin had heard from the concierge about this tie-dyed silk, known as Mat Mee that was found traditionally in the Northeast section of Bangkok. He had been advised to go straight to Jim Thompson's shop for the best silk around. After buying a shawl for Lindsay and a scarf for Daphne, Justin found a shirt that would be perfect for Melanie and convinced Brian to buy it.

Once done at the silk shop Justin wanted to check out the Laquerware that the locals he had spoken to in the restaurant had raved about. He found a beautiful bamboo bowl that had been intricatly hand painted gold on black for his mother and a tray done in yellow and green on a red background for the loft. He spent another few hours browsing and buying a few boxes for Ted and Emmett. Justin was watching as Brian continuously stepped away to have a drink in a bar or from a street vendor. Deciding it was best to save the rest of his shopping for a later day he arranged for the packages to be shipped back to the states and grabbed Brian's hand leading him towards the canals. They walked around the canals taking in all the boats that came and went, Justin deciding that they would take the tours tomorrow morning. Brian bent to kiss him and Justin pulled back, first from the smell of liquor on his breath and second because public displays of affection were frowned upon in this culture.

Brian shook his head angrily at his lover and walked away leaving him standing alone. Justin let him go and made his way back to the hotel by himself. When he walked in he found Brian with a drink in his hand and shook his head.

"What the fuck is your problem Sunshine?" Brian slurred.

"You're drunk. This is supposed to be our honeymoon, a time for us to just be alone and be in love. All you've done since we arrived is drink."

Brian let the anger he felt consume him and lashed out, "and all you've done is spend my money."

"Brian can we not fight? This is our honeymoon for goodness sakes."

Brian pulled Justin onto his lap, kissing him hard, "I'm sorry Sunshine. I promise, no more drinking. Tomorrow we'll go see all the sights and be complete tourists, then I'll bring you back here and fuck you until you can't walk."

"Mmmmmm sounds like a good day." Justin kissed his partner back and pulled his shirt over his head, licking his nipples before sucking them. Brian shifted him on his lap so that he could caress his cock through his pants. Unzipping them, he pulled the engorged member out, caressing it slowly until it leaked precum. Picking up his partner Brian carried him to the bed, pulling off his pants as he laid him on the bed. Lying down on top of his lover, Brian covered his body with his own, their cocks touching. Both were lost in the heat of the moment as Brian pulled Justin's legs over his shoulder and prepared his hole for him. Pushing deep into Justin Brian let out a loud groan as he felt Justin tighten around him. Justin moved first, grinding his hips against Brian's cock. Brian grabbed his lover's hips and took control, thrusting deep into him. Hitting against his prostate, Brian waited as Justin cried out in pleasure. When he felt the stickiness against his stomach, Brian let himself fall over the edge and came with a loud scream.

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I woke before Justin and snuck a drink before he woke. I was just finishing up in the shower when he joined me, luckily I had chosen vodka so he couldn't smell or taste it on my lips. He pushed me up against the wall of the shower and pushed into me hard. It wasn't often I let Justin fuck me, but this time I was willing to give him whatever he wanted. I lost myself in the feeling of him inside me. He was a considerate lover and knew exactly how to please me. After we cleaned up, I stepped out to brush my teeth and shave as he finished washing his hair. We eventually made our way downstairs to have a light breakfast of fruit and juice. When he excused himself to use the bathroom, I pulled the silver flask out of my pocket and took a long drink. My hands had stopped shaking by the time he got back and my mood had improved greatly.

We spent the day wandering around Bangkok. Justin wanted to spend countless hours touring all the historical sites. We spent two hours at the Temple of the Emerald Budha. Justin was enthralled with the artistic beauty of this place and I was just happy to watch him show such excitement. We had to remove our shoes and dress properly to go into any temple and I had to restrain myself from touching him and kissing him. It was hard to get used to a culture that didn't show much affection openly.

We moved onto Wat Pho, the Temple of the Reclining Buddha, which houses a giant gold-plated Reclining Buddha some 46 meters long and 15 meters high , and is inlaid with mother-of-peral soles. Justin sat for hours sketching it and as he did I wandered around outside until I found a secluded place to smoke and sneak a drink. By the time Justin was finished with his sketch I was on my way to being drunk. Thankfully he was too busy talking about where he wanted to go next. I convinced him he needed to see the rest of Wat Pho before we left and I led him toward the Gallery of Buddhas in Wat Pho. As he wandered through I looked through his sketch book and marveled at how he had captured the intricate details of the red roofs and beautiful builidings that housed the Reclining Buddha.

Justin was complaining he was starving and I needed another drink so we opted to have lunch before continuing our sightseeing mission. After lunch I convinced him to go back to the hotel for an afternoon of lovemaking. We made love until the early hours of the morning and Justin had just fallen asleep when my cell phone rang. Answering it quickly so as not to wake him, I looked at a sleeping Justin as I listened to the voice on the other end.

When Justin finally woke the next morning I was still sitting on the edge of the bed trying to figure out how I was going to tell him I had to go back to Japan today. I pulled him close to me and made love to him one more time before I broke the news. I lay holding him, sharing a cigarette, "Justin, baby, I have to tell you something."

"What baby?" he asked me so innocently. He probably thought I was going to tell him where I wanted to go today. It was so hard for me to tell him the truth.

"I have to leave today."

"What do you mean you have to leave today? Where are you going?"

"I have to go back to Tokyo. There is a major problem with a campaign and I have to fix it."

"Brian, we're on our honeymoon. You promised me that it would just be you and me for a month. Can't someone else fix it?"

He looked so sad it broke my heart to have to leave him. "No Justin, no one else can fix it. This is my baby and if I don't go fix it then I won't have a job to go back to. And without a job, how will we live? Justin I have to do this. Please understand."

"I don't understand, Brian. We just got married, we're on our honeymoon, how can you just walk out of here and go back to Japan? We've only been here four days now. Brian I don't want to go home, not without you. We need this time to be together. We just got married."

"Justin please don't do this. I have to go, you know that. I want to be able to stay here with you, but I have to go. It's important."

He looked at me with such anger and hurt shining in his eyes that I almost died knowing I had caused him such pain again. "More important than me." He said it so matter of factly that I didn't know what to say.

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Justin stormed into the loft alone again and looked around at the home that never quite felt like home. He was still pissed that Brian had left him alone in Thailand and he had spent the rest of their honeymoon alone, doing everything he had wanted to do and spending obscene amounts of Brian's money. It still wasn't enough to dull the pain he felt and he was thinking of Brian when Julie called to break his heart even more.

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