I Want You to Know

Part 13

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I pulled open the back door to Babylon with just seconds to spare. Luckily I was dressed and didn't have to get ready in the backroom. I looked around knowing that this would be my last time in here a free man. I swear I could hear the room crying. As I stood reminiscing about the times I brought Justin back here I heard the strains of the song begin and knew he would be waiting for me. I ran to the front of the club, stopping long enough to make sure I was all buttoned and pulled open the doors.

Every eye in Pittsburgh was on me as I stepped out onto the street, but the only person I saw was Justin. Standing under the soft glow of that streetlight, I was transported back to that night years ago when he came into my life. Little did I know we would be standing here getting married someday. If anyone had told me that then I would have asked them what the fuck they were smoking cause there was no way that Brian Kinney would get married. I stopped and stared at him, he took my breath away.

Unaware of anyone else, I slowly made my way over to him. I smiled at Lindsay and Thea, hugged Michael and Gus and kissed Daphne's cheek before I turned to Justin. As I took his hand in mine I felt such a rush of love for him, as his smile that lit up my soul. As the Reverend began to speak, I realized I was staring at my love with a stupid grin on my face.

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"Friends, we are gathered here on this special evening to celebrate a love that was meant to be, the love between Justin Taylor and Brian Kinney. It has taken a lot for these two to get here today, they have traveled many uncharted roads to arrive at this their final destination. As much as love has brought them together, love is not always kind. Love takes patience and hard work. It takes a commitment to make a marriage a successful partnership. Brian and Justin have pledged their commitment to each other and to a lifetime of togetherness. It is our job as their friends and family to support their union and help them to work through any hard times that come their way. Without support, love can falter, but when it is present love will bloom and flourish for eternity. I ask all of you here tonight, will you support the love these two souls share and will you help them maintain the love in their relationship?"

"We will," the crowd responded.

Reverend Morano turned to Brian, smiling at him, "So I finally meet the ever elusive Brian Kinney. Brian the road you've traveled to be here today has been bumpy and full of pain, but you have arrived at a fork in your road. You have the choice to continue on the rough road as an individual or travel a road paved with love. You have chosen to let love into your heart, and have opened yourself to Justin.  In doing so you invited love into your life, and it is my wish that you forever be filled with that love. Now if you would turn to Justin and proclaim your love for him."

"Where do I begin? I thought I had this all figured out, and I thought I knew exactly what I wanted to say to you. Now I'm standing here and words escape me. You are more beautiful than anything I could imagine and my heart is full of love at this moment. Seeing you standing here under this light, a place that is very special to me because it is where you first came into my life made me realize just how lucky I am to have found you. Your love has given me more than I ever deserved and I stand in awe at the love I have for you at this instant. You have helped me open my heart to love and given me a reason to believe in it. You're that reason Sunshine, and I love you. I love you more than I ever thought possible; more than anyone here thought possible. I promise you a lifetime full of love and joy, laughter, and happiness, I can't promise you that there will never be pain, because I'm only human and I know I will fuck up from time to time, but we've learned to overcome anything. If you are willing to accept me, then I am willing to spend the rest of our lives together; forever."

Reverend Morano turned to Justin and smiled at the young man who was fighting back tears, "Justin, you've just heard your partner profess his love for you in front of your family and friends. Now it is your turn to choose the road of love. May you forever be filled with the love you have today. Please turn to Brian and profess  your love for him."

"Damn you Brian, you just had to go and make me cry. I love you. But you and the rest of the world already knows that. The night I met you, I knew you were the one for me. I always knew you were my forever. As I thought about what I wanted to say, a poem kept popping up in my thoughts and I think it sums up my feelings about us. So in the words of Paul McCartney: here goes.

'It was written that I would love you
From the moment I opened my eyes
And the morning when I first saw you
Gave me life under Calico Skies
I will hold you for as long as you like
I'll hold you for the rest of my life

Always looking for ways to love you
Never failing to fight at your side
While the angels of love protect us
From the innermost secrets we hide
I'll hold you for as long as you like
I'll hold you for the rest of my life

Long live all of us crazy soldiers
Who were born under calico skies
May we never be called to handle
All the weapons of war we despise
I'll hold you for as long as you like
I'll hold you for the rest of my life
I'll hold you for as long as you like
I'll love you for the rest of my ...
For the rest of my life.'

"We have struggled and fought to get here today, but here we are. We are standing on our spot strong and in love. I told you once before and I'll tell you again, I'm forever baby. I love you."

Reverend Morano watched the two men, who had eyes only for each other and smiled softly to herself, "Now if you'll face me. As much as you have professed your love for one another, I wish to remind you that marriage and commitment is not something to be entered into lightly or without warning. It's my job to warn you that life will throw you curves and knock you down occasionally. It is up to you to remain strong and true to your bond, to your love for one another. And if a time should come that one or both of you falter, then you must remember that a large part of love is forgiveness. Take that to heart and keep it close, it just may save you someday." The witnesses laughed knowing that these two needed that advice more than most. As the reverend continued, many in the crowd shed tears of joy for the two men standing before them.

"Brian, Justin, your love is strong; a bond that will keep you close for many years to come, but you must encourage that love and let it grow. What you two have is something that most never find, a love that can withstand even the worst of times. Together you have survived hate, intolerance, unacceptance and those that have wished to tear apart the very foundation of your love. Together you can survive anything thrown at you if you remember that it was your love that brought you here today. With that said, I turn to you their friends and ask, Is there anyone here who knows just reason why these two should not spend their lives together--- FOREVER?"

Joshua stood to speak and Melanie, who was seated near him stood and escorted him out before he was able to protest. As she led him by his ear she told him in no uncertain terms that he was not welcome here. "You will not ruin this for them. They both deserve to be happy, and if you ever tell anyone I said that I'll kill you myself."

As she made her way back to her seat she smiled at her partner and listened as the minister finished the ceremony. " Since it appears that no one objects, I now have the pleasure of presenting you to your friends and family as a united force. " Brian interrupted her, "Hey Rev aren't you forgetting something important?"

"No Brian I was just getting to that, Brian and Justin now that you have sealed your love with pledges to each other, you may now seal your life and promises with a kiss. Knock 'em dead boys." Liberty Avenue erupted in applause as the two men before them sealed their union. "May I present Brian and Justin Taylor-Kinney."

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I picked Justin up and carried him back towards Babylon and our reception. I kissed him as I walked and told him how much I loved him. He laughed at me and when I raised an eyebrow at his laughter he almost fell out of my arms from laughing so hard.

"Just what are you finding so funny Mr. Taylor-Kinney?"

"YOU! I can't believe how happy you are, and I should beat the fuck out of you for making me think you weren't going to show up."

"How could you think I would stand you up? Don't you know how much I love you Sunshine?"

"I do now. Okay we're inside, you can put me down now." He was squirming trying to get down. I knew that we needed to join our receiving line but I had other ideas. I carried him past everyone who had gathered inside and took the stairs down to the backroom. Once inside I locked the door behind me before setting him on his feet.

Laughing he asked, "Just what are you doing?"

I looked at him with such love, knowing that he loves me just as much. I pulled him close and whispered in his ear, "I thought that now that we were married I could have one last fling in the backroom of Babylon. And I couldn't think of anyone better to have it with. I love you Justin."

"I love you too Brian." I kissed him, pulling him even closer to me, my tongue seeking out his. I moaned into the kiss and could feel his cock straining beneath his pants and reached out to free it. Taking him in my hands I stroked him, using his precum as lubricant. His breathing was labored and I knew he was close. Turning him around I unzipped my own pants and freed my own throbbing cock. He turned to look at me with such love in his eyes and I knew then that no matter what, I would always be in love with him. I pushed the head of my dick against his hole and held my breath as I pushed into him unsheathed for the first time ever. As I moved against him, I whispered in his ear my love for him over and over. It was only after we had both came and I had pulled out of him that he realized I hadn't used a condom.

"Brian?" he looked at me questioningly and I reassured him.

"I got tested when we first got back together and you are the only one I have been with since. I just got my second test results back yesterday and I'm negative. I love you, you're the only one I want Justin."

"Do you know what this means?"

"Yeah, it means it's just you and me forever baby. Just the way I want it."

"Well there's no turning back now." He reached up and kissed my lips and took my hand leading me back out to the waiting crowd. As we took our places in the receiving line I could see the knowing looks in our friends' eyes. They all knew what had been going on in the backroom, but what they didn't know was just what it had meant.

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Brian and Justin were still in the receiving line when they were greeted by a long line of young men dressed in black. Justin laughed out loud as he looked at Brian, "Friends of yours?" he asked his partner.

"Looks like they're in mourning. Must be all my old tricks. How did they all know?"

One of the tricks held out the wedding announcement that had run in the local gay rag. Brian read it out loud to the wedding party.

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King of Gay PA takes a Bride.

The miracle has occurred and you are all invited. Brian Andrew Kinney will take the young blonde twink Justin Nicholas Taylor as his bride on Saturday the Seventeenth of May 2003. This is a definite must see and if you were ever lucky enough to have enjoyed either Mr. Kinney or his bride Mr. Taylor then you know that more than just a few tears will be shed with these two off the market.

Mr. Kinney an ad exec by day is the basis for RAGE the Gay Crusader. He is currently residing in Japan and keeping a close eye on his partner.

Mr. Taylor is the former King Of Babylon and is the artist behind Rage and the basis for JT, Rage's love interest. He currently resides here in Pittsburgh.

So mark your calendars boys, and come witness the event of the century.

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The entire wedding party burst out laughing and Brian turned back to greet the mourners. An hour later all the tricks had made their way through the line and Justin and Brian finally got to mingle with their guests. Lindsay and Melanie kissed each man on the cheek and wished them well. Brian pulled Lindsay aside and spoke with her about the surprise he had planned for Justin. As he spoke, Jennifer made her way over to her son and hugged him tightly as she let the tears fall.

"That was so beautiful Justin. I'm so happy for you; both of you."

Brian came over and interrupted, "Justin can you come with me for a moment, I have something for you." He led Justin out to the dance floor and left him standing there as he took the stage. Tapping the mic to make sure it was on he got everyone's attention.

"Hey, out there. Hi, remember me, I'm the groom. I have a little something for my partner. Justin baby, I love you. This is for you. Ladies and Gentlemen, Lindsay Peterson-Marcus."

Brian took his spot in front of Justin as Lindsay began to sing the words that he had written. As he led Justin in a dance around the floor, Justin listened as he was twirled.

He looked at Brian with tears in his eyes and asked, "You wrote that? For me?"

"Yes, I did. It's titled Teach Me to Love." He pulled out a sheet of music from his jacket and handed it to Justin who read the words intently before kissing him.

'From the moment I first laid eyes on you
I knew you were the one
The one to capture my heart
To teach me to love

I poured myself into you
and gave you all you desired
When you walked away
Inside I slowly died

From the moment I first laid eyes on you
I knew you were the one
The one to capture my heart
To teach me to love

The night I opened my door to find you there
tears in your eyes
my heart ached for you
I longed to take away the pain
to be your everything

From the moment I first laid eyes on you
I knew you were the one
The one to capture my heart
To teach me to love

Tonight I make you mine
I take your heart and give mine in return
Tonight I let you in
and learn to love

From the moment I first laid eyes on you
I knew you were the one
The one to capture my heart
To teach me to love'

The party lasted until the wee hours of the morning when Justin couldn't wait any longer and whispered to his partner, "Take me home and fuck me."


Calico Skies by Paul McCartney

Teach Me to Love - Sun

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