I Want You to Know
Part 11
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Falling against his chest breathless and smiling to myself I could not believe I had agreed to marry this kid. My mother must be rolling over in her grave right about now, and Hell must be pretty damn cold, Brian Kinney is getting hitched. Catching my breath, I pulled out of him and disposed of the condom. When I looked at him, and he smiled; a smile that would be the death me yet.
"Are you sure you want to marry me Justin? I mean, you know I'm not the easiest
person in the world to live with and I am a moody pain in the ass most days."
"Shut up. Stop trying to get out of it already. You said YES, and I heard
you. Brian Kinney said he'd marry me. I still can't believe you said yes,
did you really mean it?" He was looking at me with a smile so big I thought
his face would break. I laughed at him for being so silly.
"I said YES! I don't know what I was thinking, but I did agree to marry YOU!!
Fuck! Wait until Debbie finds out, she's going to fucking freak."
"Did anyone ever tell you that you talk too fucking much?" He silenced me
with a kiss that seared my soul and we began to make love once
again.
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An hour later both men were starving, and as usual Brian did not have any
food in the place, so he decided to go out and pick something up. Justin
grabbed his cell phone and dialed Thea's number.
When Julie answered, he asked for Thea.
"Hi sweetie, I have something really good to tell you. Brian and I are getting
married."
"Really?" she squealed and dropped the phone. Julie picked it up and asked,
"And just what did you tell her that made her so happy?"
"I told her that Brian and I are getting married." Justin beamed as he told
Julie all about what was going on. He was still talking to her when Brian
came in carrying dinner. Asking who was on the phone, Justin handed it to
him.
"Hello?"
"Hi Brian."
”Hey Jules. How is my little princess doing?"
"She is doing as well as can be expected. How are you? I hear congratulations
are in order. You're a lucky man Brian."
"Thanks. You¹re right, I am very lucky that he puts up with my bullshit.
I'm even luckier that he loves ME."
Brian spent another few minutes talking to Julie and
Thea before hanging up and enjoying his dinner
of sushi with Justin.
Two days later Justin was packed and ready to go. It was going to be hard
for me to say goodbye to him, having spent the last few days sequestered
away in my apartment. I wanted to introduce my lover to my staff, but he
had other ideas and convinced me that our time would be better spent in bed.
Now it was time for me to take him to the airport and say goodbye again.
He helped Justin finish packing and kissed him again before they headed out
the door. Once at the airport, they walked to the gate. Pulling him in close
for a long goodbye kiss, they heard a burst of applause when they broke apart
breathless. Justin turned to take one last look at his lover before heading
home to plan a spring wedding.
Standing under a hot shower, it felt good to finally be home. Thinking back
over the last couple of days spent with Brian, Justin smiled to himself as
he finished up just as the water ran cold. As he wrapped a towel around his
waist, he decided to email Brian about the date for the wedding. Much to
his surprise he had an email awaiting him.
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To: KingofBabylon2000@pitts.net
From BKinney@Vanguard.org
I love you Sunshine. Thanks for such an amazing
weekend, I haven't felt this good since I left home.
You're amazing you know that. As I was driving home I remembered something
I had read once that reminded me of you.
'Bend little willow
Wind's going to blow you
Hard and cold tonight.
Life, as it happens
Nobody warns you
Nothing's gonna shake your love
Take your love away
No one's out to break your heart
It only seems that way....hey
Sleep, little willow
Peace gonna follow
Time will heal your wounds
Grow to the heavens
Now and forever
Always came too soon
Little willow
Nothing's gonna shake your love
Take your love away
No one's out to break your heart
It only seems that way...hey
Bend little willow
Wind's gonna blow you
Hard and cold tonight
Life, as it happens
Nobody warns you
Willow, hold on tight
Ah, little willow
Little Willow.'
I love you my little willow...
B
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Justin's smile was evident in his voice when he called. I knew that it was
the poem that got him all
lovey
dovey this afternoon. The little things meant the
most to him and it had taken me a long time to learn that. But now that I
had I tried to find little things to brighten his day as often as possible.
"Hey sunshine, shall we pick a date for our wedding? I was thinking spring,
when everything is new and alive again."
"I was thinking the same thing, how about May?"
"May is good, but isn't that a little soon? I mean it's already the end of
March."
"If you can be there I can plan it. Besides I have lots of help on this end
or did you forget my mom, Debbie and the munchers?"
I laughed at his use of my nickname for the girls,
Justin always could make me laugh, even when I didn't want to. After discussing
the date and some details I had to let him go so that I could prepare for
a meeting with the CEO of Sony.
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A week later Justin sat at Mel and Linds's kitchen
table with his mother and Debbie trying to decide on a color scheme for the
wedding. Everyone was talking at once and each had their own copy of BRIDE
magazine to look for dresses for some of the attendants.
"Okay listen, Brian is not going to go for something tacky so let's rule
out the offensive dresses now. I was thinking that we
oooooooooooo could wear black tuxes with vests
to match the attendants colors."
"How about red for Daphne's dress?" Jennifer threw out. Justin nodded his head and thumbed through a copy of the magazine where he had seen a strapless dress in a style he loved. Sketching it out on a napkin he added a shawl made of the same silk used for the dress and added flowers for Daphne's hair. On another napkin he sketched Thea in a similar dress with spaghetti straps and a jacket instead of a shawl. All the women oohed and ahhed over the drawings and Justin agreed he would scan them and send them to Brian later that night.
Justin spoke with his mother regarding the flowers and decided on using fire
and ice roses for the ceremony and small fish bowls as the centerpieces at
the reception with Japanese fighting fish (betas) in them. He laughed to
himself at what Brian would say about having fish at his reception. After
another hour of preparations he went home to phone Daphne and Julie to discuss
the dresses. He also needed to get those pictures to Brian and phone him
to get his input on their tuxes.
As he listened to the phone ring, he thought about how everything seemed
to be falling into place. When Brian eventually answered, Justin could tell
he was busy and decided to make the call short.
"Hey Bri, I just needed to talk to you about some
things for the ceremony and about the dresses. I emailed you the pictures
but I am also going to fax them over as well. You should be getting them
tonight. I need your input on the tuxes and where we should get them and
if we should rent or not. I know you're busy so I'm not going to keep
you."
"Slow down Sunshine. I'm not so busy that I can't talk to you for a minute."
Brian looked around his office at the pile of paperwork and the two assistants
helping him, and motioned for them to take a pile and go outside to wait
for him. Once they were gone he sank into his chair and breathed a sigh of
relief. "Okay, so what is this about dresses? You found dresses already?"
”Yep, red ones at that. They should be in your inbox by now."
"Red? Okay, now what about tuxes, have you picked
those out as well? And of course we're buying, I don't rent anything that
is going to be that close to my dick, baby. Speaking of dicks, I miss the
taste of yours in my mouth."
"Stop, you're at work. I saw some Armani tuxes that were right up your alley
online this morning, black of course. I figured we could wear red vests to
coordinate with the women. I am ordering the flowers in the morning, fire
and ice roses for the ceremony."
"What about the centerpieces for the reception?"
"I was thinking of something a little different."
"How different?" he asked not amused.
"Ummm, well I was thinking of putting fish on each
table."
"Won't that make the place smell like pussy?"
"Not dead fish, asshole, live ones. Betas to be
exact."
"And who's bright idea was that?"
"Your son's. Gus was showing me the new fishy his
mommy got him and telling me all about him when he asked if Strawberry could
be in the wedding too. What was I supposed to say?"
Brian laughed out loud at the thought of Justin trying to say no to Gus.
"How about, no fucking way kid? You couldn't say
that? Have I taught you nothing?"
"Brian stop it. I'm going to go now so you can get
back to business, call me later when you're done. I love you."
"I love you too. Later," Brian hung up the phone and collected his thoughts
before going out to finish with this paperwork so he could go home for the
night. Justin busied himself with trying to find somewhere to host a wedding
on such short notice. After an hour of looking through the phone book and
another spent online he had narrowed his choices down to three and needed
to find out if any were available on the dates they needed. Then he would
email the information to Brian for his approval before booking the place.
When he was done, he settled on the couch to watch TV and fell asleep with
a half eaten pizza remaining on the coffee table.
He was awakened by the buzzer and groggily went to answer it, letting in
the delivery boy. He was still half asleep and shaking the cobwebs out of
his head when he opened the door to find a young man holding the largest
delivery of flowers he had ever seen. Giving the boy a
huge tip for making so many trips up and down to bring them all in.
He opened the card and read the words he knew were from Brian without having
to see his signature.
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Sunshine
A rose for every day I have known and loved you. That
would make...........Can you guess???????? 962 days.....or two years and
34 weeks...I love you.....FOREVER....
Brian
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I opened my email to not only find the pictures of the dresses Justin sent
but also a new pic of him. He was sitting on the
black chaise in the loft and smiling the most incredible smile. He took my
breath away and I immediately printed it out to keep on my desk. I missed
having him close, kissing him, loving him, and most of all I just plain missed
him. Trying to calm myself I sent him a brief email to let him know I loved
the dresses and to thank him for his hard work.
Getting out of my chair, I gathered my briefcase and coat and went home to
an empty apartment. This wasn't home, home was where ever Justin was, I said
out loud to myself as I fell asleep at the desk staring at his
picture.
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"You're late and you missed a session," Joshua fumed when Justin finally
walked in the door twenty-five minutes late. "You have to be on time Justin,
this is not for me, it's to help you. You can't
just miss a session, it throws your recovery completely
off course."
"Fuck the recovery, I'm getting married," Justin beamed as Joshua tried to
hide his shock by hugging his patient and congratulating him.
"When did this happen?"
"Last week. I flew to
Joshua rolled his eyes and plastered a smile to his face, his plan had backfired
and he had to figure out a new way to get Justin into bed. A plan began to
form in his devious mind as he sat down to massage Justin's hand.
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