Into The LighT
Chapter 7
Revelations
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MELANIE'S POV
Well I knew it would happen sooner or later. He finally got what he deserved.
No I don’t mean that. But he was asking for it. All
those one night stands. Sometimes two or three a
night. Thank God he signed that insurance policy when Gus was little.
At least I know my son will be taken care of. I told him this would happen.
He thought he was indestructible. Well I guess he isn't. This is one time
he can’t change it. And Lindsay can’t make it better for him. I
know she will try. Why does she always try to fix things for him? He is not
her problem. Let Michael deal with him, or Justin. Well maybe not Justin.
I do like him. He was a little annoying at first. And I thought he was slightly
crazy for wanting Brian so bad.
I guess he does have his good points. He does love Gus and he does take care
of him. He has never let Gus down. He has let everyone else down. I
always thought that Brian was like Teflon, shit just doesn't stick to him.
Well it finally caught up with him. He has gotten out of so much. Like when
he got sued for screwing that guy at work. How in the hell he got out of
that one I don’t know. Just another Brian Kinney success
story. Well he can’t get out of this one. He has to face this
one like a man. But he really isn't a man. Brian Kinney is a scared
little boy trapped in a man's body. I once thought that Gus would help him
see that he needed to grow up. Who the fuck was I kidding? But
Lindz kept telling me he was going to do the right
thing. Brian Kinney has never done the right thing in his life. But I have
to believe that he will grow up and make sure Justin isn't hurt.
I know Lindz will want us to help him. And I can't
deny her anything. So I guess I have no choice but to help Brian. I won't
let him know it is for him though. I wouldn't want him to start thinking
I like him or anything. Even if I do just a little.
But I would never let him know that.
Here we go. Lindsay is on her Save Brian from himself kick again. "Mel, I
need to talk to him. He is hurting now. He needs me." God I can’t believe
she is saying this shit. Fuck what he needs. She is not his personal savior.
"He knew this was going to happen. I am sorry he is sick Lindsay but you can’t always fix Brian's fuck ups. Let him deal with this on his own. He is big boy. Let him clean up his own mess." I can’t understand why she feels so protective of him. There she goes leaving me and Gus to run after Brian. I will never understand this obsession she has with Brian Kinney.
Now she wants me to help her get Justin and Brian back together. Doesn't
she know that Justin is better off without the selfish son of a bitch? Oh
well I will help her just to make her happy. But I will not stick around
and watch that poor boy get his heart broken again. I just hope Lindsay knows
how big a chance she is taking here. She could be screwing up Justin's life
forever. And I hope Brian knows how fucking lucky he is to have Lindsay,
and how much Justin loves him. Maybe love is the only thing that can help
Brian Kinney now.