Out of Town
Note: This is vaguely AU. I know that I screwed up the time
line…it’s OK. No big whoop. It’s just a
story.
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To: Blondetwink@hot mail
From: BKPit @pitmail
Tuesday.
J
I told you that I had to come to
The same job which is paying for your schooling, the loft, the food we eat and everything else.
This is a larger priority than snowboarding.
What about this don’t you understand?
B
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To: BKPit@ pitmail
From: Blondetwink@ hot mail
Tuesday
I know that.
I understand that.
J
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To Blondetwink@ hot mail
From: BKPit @ pit mail
Tuesday
So what is your fucking problem?
B
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To: BKPit @ Pitmail
From: Blondetwink@ hot mail
Tuesday
B
Why did you ask me to go away when you knew that you wouldn’t be
able to go?
I’m getting fucking tired of you jerking me around.
J
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To Blondetwink@ hot mail
From: BKPit @ pit mail
Wednesday
J
First of all, I didn’t know about the
Stop acting like a twat and calm down. I should be home in a day or two.
B
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To: BKPit @ Pitmail
From: Blondetwink@ hot mail
Wednesday
B
I’m not being a twat, you prick.
And you’ve turned jerking into an Olympic
sport.
Since I’ve been here, I’ve been wondering just why the fuck
we’re together at all. You don’t give a rat’s ass whether
I’m around or not.
If you wanted to be with me, why didn’t you just ask me to go to
J
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To Blondetwink@ hot mail
From: BKPit @ pit mail
Wednesday
J
I didn’t ask you to come with me because I’m here to
work.
And if I didn’t want to spend time with you, you wouldn’t be living in the fucking loft.
B
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To: BKPit @ Pitmail
From: Blondetwink@ hot mail
Wednesday
B
YOU”RE fucking loft.
J
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To Blondetwink@ hot mail
From: BKPit @ pit mail
Wednesday
J
What the fuck is bothering you?
I’m in
Do you have any concept what the monthly bills are currently running?
Unless your tips are going to cover expenses…deal with it.
B
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To: BKPit @ Pitmail
From: Blondetwink@ hot mail
Wednesday
Brian,
Since you’ve been in
I know that you had to go for your work. I know you pay the bills and
I make dick. OK. I know that. I got it. I understand. Fucking drop
it.
Things have been getting weird lately with us and you know it as well
as I do.
Maybe it would be better if I went to either Deb’s or my Mom’s for a while.
I’m not threatening you or trying to blackmail you into saying that
you can’t live without me or any of that shit.
I just think that we have to decide if what we’re doing is what we
both want.
When I come home I want to talk about a new project or a paper I have
coming up and I know that you did that shit ten years
ago.
Shit. I sound like a teenage angst queen. I’m sorry, but I think
that you’re getting tired of me. I’ve thought this for a while.
When you come home from another business trip or another client dinner, I
know you want to tell me about it and I really just don’t get it any
more than I got what my father was doing.
Shit, I don’t mean that you’re my father. I mean that we’re
that far apart in what we do everyday.
I know that you’ll tell me that if I want to go, the door is open, but I want to talk to you about what you want.
OK?
J
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To Blondetwink@ hot mail
From: BKPit @ pit mail
Wednesday
Justin,
Look, I know that you’ve been unhappy lately. Maybe you’re right,
maybe we are too far apart to have it work.
I also know what you want me to say to you and you know damn well that I won’t say it.
Words mean shit.
If you’re can’t figure out what I think of you and what you are to me, then I’ve fucked up so royally that you should leave.
B
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To: BKPit @ Pitmail
From: Blondetwink@ hot mail
Wednesday
Is that what you want?
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To Blondetwink@ hot mail
From: BKPit @ pit mail
Wednesday
No
To: BKPit @ Pitmail
From: Blondetwink@ hot mail
Wednesday
B
When will you be home?
I miss you.
J
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To Blondetwink@ hot mail
From: BKPit @ pit mail
Thursday
J
I should be home tomorrow around the time you finish your last class.
I closed the deal here late this afternoon. I had dinner with the president of Brown Athletics and he signed the contracts over dessert.
Yes, we’ll talk.
What did you do tonight?
B
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To: BKPit @ Pitmail
From: Blondetwink@ hot mail
Thursday
Bri,
I’m happy that it worked out for you. I really am.
I went to a violin concert with Linds and Mel tonight at the school.
Good musician…Ethan Gold.
I’ll see you tomorrow.
J
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