Nick
Author's Note: This is a true story.
Nick was a lovely horse. He was gentle, good-natured, highly trained and
smart—just an all around good guy. He was a blooded Morgan, a gelding and I
think he was a dark bay, but it’s been fifty years since Nick died and there
aren’t any pictures left of him, so I’m not sure anymore. I was only about four
when he died and I don’t remember much beyond him being dark brown but he
belonged to my grandfather heart and soul, although Papa wasn’t supposed to have
him.
You see, Papa was a mounted police officer in New York City back in the late
1920’s and early 1930’s; that's where he met Nick. I’m not quite sure what path
brought my grandfather there, but I like to think that since he was an animal
lover and Irish he simply put the two together and signed on as a mounted cop.
It’s as good an answer as any and doesn’t really matter now.
Papa told me that he hadn’t known all that much about horses before the New York
Police Department hired him. Horses were still common when he as growing up—he’d
been born in 1902— but he was a poor kid from the wrong side of the tracks in
Newark, New Jersey and the horses he saw were work animals. No one he knew rode
for pleasure; no one had the money for that kind of thing, even if they did have
the time. His father was a train engineer who, according to family legend, was
part of Sherman’s March to the Sea back during the Civil War. His mother was a
housewife and former concert pianist who’d lost an arm in some kind of accident
which clearly changed her life and, I assume, not for the better. Papa’s closest
brother was twenty when Papa was born, his father elderly, retired and in the
early stages of what was probably Alzheimer’s. Life was pretty tough.
So he applied and was accepted, provisionally, by the NYPD—provisionally based
on his making it through the training for the mounted force.
He told me once about some of his training and he claimed that they started out
with weeks of classroom work and endless hours of basic horse care, everything
from mucking to grooming to proper feeding and first aid. This was when he was
assigned Nick as his mount. They were partners from the start.
I remember him telling me the police stable always kept a filled bucket with
water next to a full bottle of ammonia in the barn in case a couple of the
horses got into a fight with one another. Pour the ammonia into the bucket and
throw it on the fighting horses, aiming for their heads. It forces them to
separate to breathe and then you should be able to get them apart…just one of
the old police tricks Papa taught me.
The men, and it was all men back then of course, started riding bareback in an
empty ring to get the feel of their animal and to build confidence. Slowly, over
weeks, they increased the pace; they moved from a sedate walk to a slow trot and
then up to a gentle canter, all bareback. Finally, the cadets who hadn’t fallen
along the wayside—literally—the ones who could stay on and in control at a full
gallop were permitted a saddle, minus the stirrups.
Without stirrups they took low jumps, then a series of jumps, and then they
guided their horses through obstacle courses. Sometimes they used reins but just
as often they didn’t. At the end of a couple of months the men had either washed
out or become decent riders and were allowed full tack. Papa told me that they
had to custom build their own saddles from parts, but I always figured that
belonged in the blarney file.
Nick and Papa both passed—Nick was three or four years old then and as much of a
rookie as my grandfather—the two of them were mustered in as partners. Their
assigned beat was Central Park and crowd control.
He never talked much about his life as a cop, so I spent a lot of time when I
was a kid imagining my grandfather sitting on Nick in the park on a perfect
spring day. Both handsome in their police uniforms, sun dappling through the
trees while they protectively guarded their charges. In my mind’s eye there are
butterflies flitting about and children happily playing and petting Nick’s nose.
Though there likely were days like that, the reality could also be a bit darker.
We were sitting on the porch one summer when Papa told me why he quit the force.
One day there was a threat of a riot in the city and a number of the mounted
units were called in to respond, along with the foot police.
Now, you have to understand that police horses are highly trained service
animals. At the time the NYPD used Morgans because they were believed to have
the best disposition for the job, as well as being considered among the
brightest and calmest breeds. Police mounts are trained to keep their cool, to
not react to a rioting crowd, to not step on feet, to not rear unless asked to,
to behave and do as they’re told. A policeman’s life can depend on the horse
doing its job. A panicked horse out of control can kill someone.
The cop has to trust his horse completely, and vice versa. The horse has to
know, without question, that his rider won’t let him be hurt.
He and Nick were on the front line as the crowd went out of control. There were
a lot of people, emotions were running high, some of the rioters were probably
drunk. It was close to a chaos situation when my grandfather saw one of the
rioters coming at Nick with a broken bottle, intent on doing as much damage as
he could—or so Papa assumed in the seconds he had to respond.
My grandfather was a large man, over six feet and strong. He took his billyclub
and hit the rioter and, with some shame, admitted to me that he wasn’t sure if
he killed the man or not, nor did he care. He did know the man went down and
Nick was unharmed.
There were no official repercussions at all, no one said anything but Papa
resigned from the department, uncomfortable with what he’d felt forced to do. He
returned to his home in what was then farm country in New Jersey. (He’d left
Newark years before.)
A month or two later he received a call from one of his old police friends.
There was a problem with Nick. He’d stopped eating and wasn’t doing well. They
were worried and out of ideas. Nothing the vet was doing seemed to help. Could
my grandfather come into the city?
Going back to the police stables, he visited Nick and it became clear the animal
simply missed my grandfather. He loved Papa and without him around the horse’s
heart was broken and, as happens sometimes with horses, he was pining, starving
himself to death with grief. There was nothing the vet could do, the prognosis
was bleak and everyone believed that the horse was going to die..
Now, mounted cops are pretty much all animal lovers or they wouldn’t be mounted
cops. No one wanted to see Nick kill himself but the problem was that, as a
valuable piece of police equipment, he was owned by the force and couldn’t be
sold unless he was declared unable to work. The official plan was to have him
recover and be reassigned to another officer. However, hope was fading quickly
as the horse became weaker.
When asked if he might, possibly, have a place to keep a horse, my grandfather
answered that, yes, he lived in an old farmhouse that had a barn with two empty
stalls. He could fence the lower yard.
The decision, probably illegal and fudged by the police vet, was easy. The
doctor mustered Nick out of the force and declared him permanently unfit for
duty. He was retired out and sold to my grandfather for five dollars. It saved
his life.
Trucked to New Jersey, he lived out his life, quite pampered, and living well
into his thirties.
The last time I saw Nick, Papa was babysitting me, along with several of my
cousins. It was a warm summer or spring day and, as always, we swarmed the then
ancient Nick out in his field, giving him endless carrots and apples, petting
and grooming him. Between his gentle disposition, old police training and great
age, Papa knew we were completely safe with the horse and easily agreed to let
us give the old boy a bath.
Taking the garden hose and an entire tube of Prell shampoo (anyone remember
Prell?) we had at it. A little while later Papa came out to see how we were
doing.
He found us standing around the horse, poor Nick completely covered in soap
bubbles like a bad sitcom, his ears sticking up from the suds and silently
begging Papa for rescue. Barely managing to keep a straight face, Papa suggested
to us, “I think Nick is clean enough now.”
We hosed him off and brushed him, quite pleased with ourselves for a job well
done.
Nick died later that week—of unrelated causes, I hasten to add. However, he died
very clean.
A decade or more later I found an old horseshoe down in the then empty barn and
carried it up to the house to show my grandfather. Pleased, he took it from me.
“It must be one of Nick’s.” Then added, remembering and smiling, “He was a good
horse.”
2/16/08
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