LOST

Brian got home early; he planned to surprise Justin by taking him out to a new Italian restaurant.  Justin’s been working so hard lately that Brian wanted to show him how much he was appreciated.

 

Brian’s recovery back into the business world was doing well not as fast as he’s like but steady with strong, long lasting contacts.  He was beginning to relax and he wanted to spend more time with Justin and the rest of their family.

 

Justin should be home now; he worked the early shift at the diner today.  Brian hoped he’d get there before the boy started cooking.  Brian would have called first but then it wouldn’t be much of a surprise would it.  As he opened the door he took a quick look around and shut the door fast.  Lately Justin had a habit of attacking him the moment he came through the door.  One time Brian didn’t shut the door in time and the two of them went sailing into the hall and skidded into the elevator gate.  They both walked funny for a week and not for the good reasons.  But this time no little blond sex crazed attacker.

 

“Justin, Justin?”  Nope no one home.  Brian saw a note taped to the TV; B-I needed to pick up something at my Mom’s condo, I’ll be home soon to attack you-J.  Brian grinned, okay, he thought, he could wait.  He’d make late reservations at the restaurant and he had all night to be attacked.  Brian decided to shower and lay down for a while to conserve energy.  Justin has a voracious appetite Brian swears the kid will kill him with sex one day.  He’d die happy.

 

When Brian awoke it was dark, dark in the loft and outside.  He didn’t realize he'd fell asleep and several hours had past.  They still had plenty of time to get to dinner but where was Justin.  Brian got up switching on the lights as he moved through the loft.  He got to the phone and called Justin’s cell, no answer, he left a message.  “Shit, where is he?” 

“Liberty Diner.” 

“Deb it’s Brian.” 

“Hi ya honey, he ain’t here he left hours ago.” 

“Shit.” 

“What’s wrong, you two have a fight?” 

“No we didn’t have a fight-Christ- no he left me a note, he was going to his Mom’s place but its been hours, I thought he may have gone back to the diner.” 

“No but if he shows up I’ll tell him to get his cute bubble butt back home; you sound worried, kiddo, now you know that’s my job.” 

“Yes Mom.” 

“Look call Jennifer maybe the two got talking and haven’t noticed the time.” 

“Yeah I’ll do that thanks.” 

“Anytime honey, uh Brian call me when you find him okay, I worry about that kid some times.” 

“Yeah will do and yeah me too, I uh um, you know I get scar.., uh worri, UGH you know what I mean.” 

“Yes sweetie I know so call me later okay?” 

“Okay-bye.”

 

Unbeknownst to anyone Justin did go to the condo just as his note said.  No one was home so he went in and to the spare room, his room if he needed it.  He looked through some boxes; he was looking for a small necklace that his Mom had given to him when he was very little.  He didn’t get to wear it too often because it angered his dad.  Craig thought it made him look like a fag so Justin kept it hidden.  It was too small for him now but he thought Gus would like it.  He didn’t know why he thought about it now but since it was early and Brian wouldn’t be home for hours Justin figured no time like the present. 

 

He sat on the floor leaning against the bed rummaging through the box of stuff that he saved, not much in it he sighed.  His old Pokemon trading cards even a Tamagotchi.  He remembered trying to keep that thing alive for weeks before getting bored.  Some of his early sketches and then he found the chain.  The clasp was broken.  He remembered the last time he put it on, he tried to hide it under his shirt but Craig caught a glimpse of it, snatched it off his neck and threw it away.  Justin found it and hid it.  A few tears slipped down his face, he missed his dad.  Now he’s just Craig.  Well he’ll get the clasp fixed and give it to Gus.  Justin already cleared it with Lindsey and Mel.  He didn’t want any misunderstandings.  The mommies thought it was a sweet gesture and they were honored.

 

He fell asleep curled up on the warm rug on the floor with the chain in his hand.

 

“Hello.” 

“Hey Jennifer, Brian.” 

“Yes Brian.” 

“Can you please tell your son to stop talking I want to take him to dinner.” 

“I’d love too Brian but he’s not here.” 

“What do you mean not there?  He has to be.” 

“No he’s not, I got his message that he was stopping by but I’ve been home for several hours and I haven’t seen him.”

“FUCK”

“Brian” 

“Sorry, I don’t know where he is I came home early to surprise him, he had an early shift today, I wanted to take him out, you know your son is quite the little cook; I wanted to give him a break.” 

“Yes I know.” 

“I, he’s doing so much for me I um ugh.” 

“Brian I know and he does it because he loves you and he likes to help whatever way he can.” 

“I know that’s why I wanted to surprise him.” 

“My son’s a lucky man.” 

“No I’m the lucky one, if I can only find the little shi, twat; can you look again and call Daphne, I’ll call the guys, I already called Deb.”

 

“Sure Brian I call your cell if I find him.” 

“Okay me too-Jennifer?” 

“Yes Brian.” 

“You know how I feel about him don’t you?” 

“Yes Brian I do and so does Justin." 

“Thank you-bye.”

 

“Emmet help, the princess is missing he went to his Mom’s hours ago and no one has seen him since.” 

“Okay Teddy and I will check out the bars and clubs; did you call Michael?” 

“Em you know what he’ll say, he’ll whine at me something like I’m better off without him.” 

“Brian, he does sort of like him besides Ben will make him behave.” 

“Okay I’ll do it now.” 

“Later” 

“Yeah”

 

“Hello Ben it’s Brian.” 

“Hang on Brian Mikey’s right here.” 

“No wait, listen Justin is missing he went to visit his Mom but she hasn’t seen him, Deb’s keeping an eye out at the diner, Jennifer is checking with Daphne and their friends, Em and Ted are checking out the clubs and bars, I’m headed for the baths and no its not what you think.” 

“I didn’t say anything.” 

“You don’t have to, you know sometimes even he likes an anonymous trick; look can you guys check the park and the library oh and maybe the galleries sometimes he goes there and day dreams.” 

“Sure Brian, of course we’ll help, uh Brian why didn’t you want to talk to Mikey?” 

“Come on professor.” 

“Uh yeah, we’re on it."

“Thanks, call me.”

 

“Hello Mel?"

“We heard, we’re looking, call you later.” 

“Thanks Mel.” 

“You didn’t have a fight did you asshole?” 

“Grrrr” 

“Okay okay I had to ask-later.”

 

A few hours later at Jennifer’s----

 

“Well I’ve run out of ideas.” 

“Me too.” 

“That little shit I’m going to kill him when he gets home.” 

“You’re better off without him.” 

“Mikey!!!” 

“Well this always happens.” 

“SHUT UP Mikey!” 

“Humph” 

“Did any one call the police?” 

“You know it’s too soon.” 

“Well I checked with the credit card company, no new charges, not that they’d approve any.” 

“Still have a cash flow problem?” 

“Teddy stop it.” 

“No Theodore I’m just careful and how many twinks did you have to fight off while you searched the backroom?” 

“Brian be nice.” 

“Coffee anyone?”

 

“Hey what’s everybody doing here?” 

“JUSTIN” 

“Yeah that’s me.” 

“Justin honey where were you, were you up there all this time; we were all worried.” 

“I guess I fell asleep.” 

“But I didn’t see you I looked and called out your name.” 

“I fell asleep on the floor on the other side of the bed I guess you couldn’t see me.” 

“Thank god you’re alright Sunshine we were sooo worried.”

 

“I’m sorry.” 

“JUSTIN” 

“Yes Brian” 

“Come here.”  Big hug and very big deep wet kiss.

 

“Oh god” 

“Ooooo” 

“I can’t watch this.” 

“God they’re going to do it right here.” 

“Look how well they fit.” 

“Well I think Mel and I have to home now.” 

“Yeah us too.” 

“Ugh Justin gets more in 5 minutes than I get in 5 months.” 

“My poor Teddy, well maybe I can help you out.” 

“Just what I need a pity fuck, oops sorry.” 

“Bye”

“Night”

 

Coming up for air---“Thank guys for everything.” 

“Your welcome Brian.” 

“Hey Brian you still have time to take the princess to dinner.” 

“Yeah I’m on it.” 

“We can see that.” 

“Grrrrr”

“Bye” 

“Bye” 

“Night” 

“Come on if we hurry we still have time to get you cleaned up and make our reservation.” 

“What reservation?” 

“I’ll explain in the car; goodnight Jennifer, bye Molly.” 

“Brian I’m sorry I didn’t look into the room I honestly didn’t see him.” 

“I know, when he’s out a bomb could go off and he wouldn’t hear it.” 

“Hey standing here ya know.” 

“Justin honey I’m glad you’re ok but you should take better care of your self.” 

“I will Mom, promise.” 

“Bye”

 

Later in the car and on the way to the restaurant…

 

“Justin I was really worried.” 

“I am sorry Brian, I left a note.” 

“I saw it but it was hours ago, listen I want you to start cutting back at the diner, I’m doing better, Justin you’re doing way too much; you do all the cooking, shopping, and all the cleaning.” 

“You help.” 

“Well not enough and you put up with my bullshit, I don’t want you to wear yourself out for me.” 

“And like you don’t work hard; Brian you work 12-14 hours a day and on the weekend, you’re tired and I know you don’t eat unless I’m there making sure you do; I just want to do my share.” 

“Oh baby you do, you do more than your share.” 

“Well…” 

“Look can we agree that we both have to cut back a little and make time for ourselves and each other.” 

“Agreed” 

“Good, now you hungry, stop, dumb question; if we move fast we can make our reservation.” 

“Are you going to tell me where we’re going?” 

“Sure, you know that new Italian place you wanted to try?” 

“Oh Brian can we, uh, are you sure you want to take me there, I heard it’s a little expensive.” 

“Listen twat all our hard work has paid off, I got a bonus and before you nag I paid off most of the large debts, the rent for several months and managed to put some away for emergencies, we’re good real good, I may even buy a few new suits, mine are getting old.” 

“You never change; well if you have a little left over can we spend some on me I need a suit, I was going to surprise you later but I have some pieces showing in a gallery down town, the opening is next week; would you come with me?” 

“Oh Justin of course and we go shopping for you tomorrow morning; have I told you lately how proud I am of you?” 

“Yes but more please.” 

“Brat, you’re spoiled.” 

“And who made me spoiled?” 

“Hmmmmm”

 

“Oh god I think I’m going to burst.” 

“This is a first, Justin Taylor bottomless pit actually full.” 

“Brian” 

“Well I was going to suggest we share dessert, I hear they have home made ice cream.” 

“You dessert, you never eat de..” 

“Hey never say never, I never thought I’d want a certain little blond twink in my life forever and I do.” 

“Forever is a long time.” 

“Not long enough for me.” 

sniffle, sniffle  “Allergies?” 

“How’d you guess?” 

“Umm just lucky, very lucky; come on blow your nose before you leak all over the ice cream; it’s your favorite, vanilla.” 

“Ice cream kisses?” 

“Maybe we can manage a little one.” 

“Come here quick no one’s looking.”  smooch

 

“Come on baby time to go, I want to cuddle.” 

“Brian Kinney wants to cuddle?” 

“Don’t push it Justin.” 

“Okay, okay---giggle”

 

Later at home…

 

“Baby I’ve waited all night to be alone with you.” 

“Mmmm, Brian I want you.” 

“purrr”

 

They’re lovemaking was slow that night, Brian used every fiber of his being to keep control; he fought the urge to fuck Justin hard and senseless.  Brian kissed his little blond’s face, each eyelid that shields the blue diamonds that will look at him with love, desire and admiration.  Brian gave that nose a little lick to watch it twitch.  And Justin’s lips, never did Brian ever want to attach himself to a pair of lips like this before.  He can never get enough, wherever and whenever, Brian wants those lips. 

 

Brian slowly worked his way to Justin’s neck and collarbone; he gently kissed and licked each nipple giving the nipple ring a tug.  He kissed his way down the pale chest, the rock hard abs, and rimmed Justin’s navel.  Brian watched his lover’s thick cock twitch with each kiss and caress, then he rolled Justin over to grab handfuls of that perfect ass.  Brian made a feast out of that ass, kissing and nipping at the sweet tender flesh, inhaling the boy’s scent.  If Brian could find a way to bottle that scent he would and carry it with him always.  Brian probed Justin’s tight hole with his tongue deeply until the begging grew louder and finally hit his ears.  He wanted to give the boy everything he had.  Brian rolled is lover over, grabbed the leaking cock and sucked.

 

Justin fought to keep his hips from bucking as Brian slowly engulfed his whole aching member into his mouth.  Brian kept Justin on the edge for a while then stopped, he needed to feel Justin in him for just a few moments.  Justin felt fingers sliding over his lips and into his mouth demanding to be sucked-he obliged.  The fingers disappeared and then so did the gorgeous mouth that was sucking his cock.  He heard the wrapper tear and felt a slight cool sensation as the condom was rolled down his own shaft.  Justin’s eyes snapped open to watch Brian position himself over his cock, and then lean back to impale himself onto Justin.  Both men let out loud grunts as Justin felt Brian’s incredibly tight ass slide down his cock almost to the base.  Brian grabbed fistfuls of duvet until the pain subsided not caring; he needed to feel it knowing that it would only last a minute.  Brian let go of the duvet, grabbed his lovers hands leaning to whisper into Justin’s ear “fuck me.”  Justin slowly raised his hips up while Brian leaned back.  Sweat poured from each man.  Justin kept eyes wide open to watch the waves of ecstasy that flowed over Brian’s face; Justin maintained a slow steady pace, somehow making both men harder.  Brian didn’t want to cum yet and he didn’t want Justin to cum either.  He had to remove himself before it was too late.  Reluctantly he slid himself off.

 

Justin whimpered slightly in disapproval but heard his lover purr into his ear “Justin baby suck my cock.”  Justin moaned and needed no further invitation.  He crept down Brian’s long lean frame, kissing and sucking every inch of his lover slowly till he got to his prize.  Justin loves nothing better than to suck on Brian’s long cock, well almost nothing he also loves it deep up in his ass.  Justin also knew how to keep Brian on the edge; Justin learned all his lessons well.  Justin could have sucked Brian’s cock all night but he grew impatient.  He needed his lover inside him and he needed it hard.  Taking one last strong suck he removed himself with a pop.  Justin crawled back up to nuzzle Brian’s neck.  He growled low and sexy into Brian’s ear, “Brian fuck me hard.”  Brian grabbed a condom and lube preparing himself and Justin.

 

The lovers, facing each other unwilling to shut their eyes they needed to see, watch each other as Brian raised Justin’s legs up and onto his shoulder.  Justin let out a groan as the head of Brian’s cock pushed against his hole and then in.  Brian watched Justin’s face knowing when I was okay to start.  This time both men wanted it hard, very hard.  Justin watched Brian’s eyes change from hazel to deep hunter and then to ebony.  Brian drowned in the ocean blue looking up at him.  He pounded his lover into the sheets as Justin screamed demanding it harder.

 

“Justin” Brian cried out and grabbed the boy’s cock and pulled. 

“Oh god Brian!”  The lovers came hard together.

 

“Oh god Justin that was so…” 

“I know.” 

“You’re very talented and I’m not just referring to your art.” 

“I’ve learned a thing or two from the master.” 

“Well grasshopper anytime you feel the need to practice I’m right here.” 

“Oh Brian”  cuddle  spoon

 

“Justin I’ve been thinking.” 

“Oh oh this is where the real Brian Kinney appears and I get punished for scaring you and everyone else, I can just hear Mikey now.” 

“Shut up asshole, not punish but come to think of it you do need a homing device, a ‘Justin-jac’ so I can keep tabs on you, I was really worried.”

“Oh great everywhere I go they’ll be a constant beeping noise right?” 

“No twat how about something a little less conspicuous how about this---”  rolling over 

“Bri-what is this?” 

“Open it”  gasp  “Justin it’s not exactly what I wanted to give you but right now I couldn’t afford…” 

kiss  “Brian they’re beautiful, simple and understated, it says it all, I love them and I love you.” 

“Well if I’m going to need a ball and chain to keep an eye on you I figured lets do it right; my next bonus I’ll get better ones.” 

“No Brian this is all I’ll ever need or want please promise me you wont change these, they’re perfect, your perfect.” 

“We’re perfect.”

 

 Lots of sucking face…

 

“Justin baby?” 

“Hmmm?” 

“Please never get lost again.” 

“Never again Brian I promise.” 

“Purrr”

 

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