His Lean and Meaness
5
Justin’s
POV:
Oh man I’m tired, the diner was so busy, and of course it always is when I don’t feel good. I’m ok my ribs just hurt a little bit. They all seem to want to infantilize me; sweetie, honey, Sunshine, princess, baby, well not baby I like it when Brian calls me baby, no I like that. But Debbie, she’s always expecting me to break in a thousand pieces I never have well not really and they all expect Brian to do the breaking. He’s changed; it’s a shame that no but me knows. Well it’s going to be my mission to make them see it. I think Teddy already sees the changes he and Brian seem to have an understanding. I’m not sure what but it doesn’t matter, tonight they actually ate sitting next to each other they even seemed to have enjoyed it. Amazing.
After
a while even Debbie stopped calling Brian
asshole. She still grumbled a
lot at him but she had this silly look on her face and smiled a lot at him,
but then she always has a smile for us.
Well maybe she understands him a little
better. Could have knocked her
over with a feather when Brian bussed that table
and brought the box back to the
dishwasher. Now that was
amazing.
He’s
always doing little things like that for me and for them too but I guess
they still take him for granted. I
wont ever do that
again. He’s trusted me with
his heart and I wont hurt
him. My biggest regret well after
the Ethan thing is Michael. I
wish I could make Michael see how all his snide remarks about me hurt
Brian. I don’t care about
me it’s just that Brian has to choose and it’s killing
him. Michael
wont listen to anyone well maybe Ben but Ben wont
interfere so maybe it’s up to
me. I guess I’ll wait
and see.
Brian’s
really changed no not changed; his innate goodness has always been there
he just needed permission to let it out.
His friends never seem to want him to grow
up. As long as Brian could go
on acting like an asshole and do all the things that they never had the balls
to do it was okay with them. Well
he showed them, did the ultimate responsible thing, ‘the concerned
citizens’. Ha, we all know the truth about
that. Cost him everything he
had well nearly everything, now he can’t help but get their respect,
even from Melanie. Now if only
Michael could…could…ah…ah…oh my
god…he’s…
“OHH…YES…YES…AUGH!!!”
Shit
he’s still the master, lean mean and all mine.
Brian’s
POV:
Well that got him. I know his mind drifts when I go down on him but fuck we all go into our own little zone when that happens.
I
don’t know something strange has been happening since that tree fell
on Justin. Everyone is acting
like I have a third eye or horns growing out of my head; well I’ve always
had the horns. But I don’t
know, even Ted’s been nice and Deb’s stopped calling me
asshole. For years I’ve
hated when she did that but it was always her way, funny now I kinda miss
it. Even Melanie’s stopped
cursing at me all the time, must be hormones.
I
just don’t get it. Emmett
well he’s always been in my corner I just never paid too much attention,
now I do. And Ben well he’s
just Ben.
But
Mikey, I guess some things never change.
I wish he’d stop putting Justin down all the
time. He makes me so mad, one
minute he’s gushing when Justin brings him the sketches for Rage the
next minute he’s calling him a whore or my 24/7 boy
toy. He really pisses me
off. If I’m forced to choose
Michael won’t like it.
“MMM”
My
baby has certainly learned all his lessons real well, he’s learned from
the master. Oh shit he’s
not…oh…oh…yeah.
“FUCK
ME BABY!”
Justin’s
POV:
See that baby thing again, but I love it when he says that. And I know he loves it when I give him a good rimming. He won’t admit it but that’s okay I know; just like I know that every once in a while he likes it when I top him. He trusts that I won’t hurt him unless he wants it rough and he does like it real rough some times and I’ll do whatever he wants.
I’ve
learned from the best, the master, my hero, my Rage,
my lover, his lean and meanness the great Brian fuckin’
Kinney.
TBC?
Sabina