Feeling Needy

"Brian, do you have to go?"

"Yes, Justin, I have to go and please stop whining. You sound like Mikey."

"Sorry. Why?"

"We've been through all that."

"I thought Cynthia and Ted worked on this account."

"They did and they did a very good job, but it's my name over the door. I go in for the kill. Besides, the bitch who has final approval has a thing for Cynthia. No one fucks with my employees."

"Except for you."

"I only fuck with their heads, not their asses. Learned that the hard way."

"So when do you leave?"

"Tomorrow, about noon."

"Can we sleep a little late?"

"Yeah, I can leave from here."

"Good. Bri?"

"Hmm?"

"Never mind."

"Say it, Justin."

"No, you'll think I'm a lesbian."

"No I wont, say it."

"Brian, I need..."

"What?"

"I need you to hold me, feel you inside of me. Please Bri. I'm sorry, I'm such a wuss."

"Shh, come here. You're not a wuss."

"I'm twenty years old, a man. I shouldn't feel like such a wimp, shouldn't need you so much."

"Sunshine, I know you're twenty but that's still a boy. There's no shame in needing someone sometimes. God, I never thought I'd hear myself say this but when I was your age I wished I had someone who was there for me when I felt needy."

"You had Michael and Lindsey. They were there for you."

"It wasn't the same. Michael needed me, for many reasons. And Lindsey, we were just very close friends."

"They loved you, still love you."

"I'll always love them. But it's still not the same. "

"I guess."

"Jus, it's okay for you to need me. I'll try not to let you down."

"You wont, but I wish I was strong like you."

"Sunshine, you're the strongest person I know and don't ever want to be me. Sometimes I wish I could be more like you."

"Even with my gimpy hand?"

"Even with your hand."

"Brian, could we stop talking and fuck now, I really need you."

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"Brian, I..."

"Say it Justin."

"I need you, I..."

"Say it, say it for both of us."

"I love you!"

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