After Loving
all
in whispers
Baby
Hmmm
That was so amazing, you’re
amazing
I love you Brian
Me too Baby
Brian will it always be this
way
I hope so
Baby will you love when I’m old and
ugly
Brian you’ll never be old and ugly but
yes, always love you
sigh
Brian I want you inside me
again
Oh yes Baby, yes, yes, yes
Oh god Brian you’re so
gorgeous
My beautiful baby
Justin
Hmmm
We’re going to make it together this time
right
Yes Brian this time I’m
sure
You’ll love me when I’m an
asshole
Uh huh
When I’m stupid and do bullshit
things
You’re never stupid and yes even with all
your bullshit I’ll never stop loving you
sigh---thank you
Love you Bri
Me too Jus
Bri
Yes baby
Do you think I could uh I mean
uh
You want to top more often
Uh yeah
Yes baby you’re the only one who can, only
one
sigh, I love you Bri
Mmmm
Bri-now
Purrrr now
Oh god Brian that was soo
Mmmm, you’re soo; I don’t think I
can walk
giggle---Oh Brian---giggle
Shhh it’s not nice to laugh at your old
man
Not laugh, love
Love you
Huh
Shhh
Brian you’re going to have to let me
up
Baby you’re always up
giggle-no I have to pee
Sorry, hurry back
Miss me
Yes
Silly man
Yes you make me silly, little boy; you make
me silly, happy, mushy, and hard, always hard
sniffle, sniffle
Allergies baby
Happy allergies
Thank you baby
Justin
Yes Bri
Do you think uh I mean not now but soon, do
you think you will move back in here
Yes Brian
sigh- good, I can’t sleep without
you
I know, so does my phone
bill
giggle---when you’re not next to me I need
to hear your voice
Me too, me too
Baby---purrr
Oh yeah Bri do it hard
Very hard
Very, very hard
Aughhhh
Now we both can’t walk
Brian stop---giggle
Well go ahead I dare you to try to
walk
Stop it, you’re right I
can’t
grin
Don’t be so smug, you try to
walk
blush
Ok then
Bri
Yes baby
Do you think the family will ever accept
us
Do you care
I know I shouldn’t but
You do
Yeah
I do too; I don’t know, you know what they
think about me
That you don’t care about anyone, anything
except for yourself and maybe Gus
Yeah and what they think about
you
I cheated, hurt you and you shouldn’t take
me back
Uh huh
Well
Fuck em all
But Bri I want
I know I want it too, especially from
Mikey
Yeah I wish he could
I know but deep down he
still
Wants me to love him
You always love him
But not like I love you
Huh
Shhh
Bri
Yes baby
Do we ever have to leave this
bed
I wish we didn’t
It’s always safe here, nobody can hurt
us when we’re here together
No one…but
Yeah the world, family we have to
deal
Yes we do…but not today
Can we stay in bed all day
today
Yes except when your stomach tells us
otherwise
giggle---I like that, a day in bed with the
man I love
With the man I love
Brian
Shhh
Justin baby
Hmmm
Are you up to uh
You want me inside you
Yeah
Yeah
Oh Brian- thank you
No Jus- thank you
Justin
Yes Brian
When you top uh I mean when I
bottom---sigh
No Brian it makes me love you more I know who
you are, what you are, that will never change
sniffle
Happy allergies Bri
Yeah
Oh Bri come here closer
cuddle
hug
sigh---I never want you to leave
me
Never Bri never
Want you always
Always
Brian
Yes Justin
The tricks
Justin don’t
No that’s not what I
mean
What then
When you do, did, why
I honestly don’t know; asshole aren’t
I
No maybe afraid
Afraid, I’m never
afraid
I thought you never lie
Shit okay, you’re right, I am afraid; afraid
I wont live up to my
Image
Yeah
Afraid no one wants you
Yeah
I want you, I love you
Yeah
Yeah
Justin you know what I’m really afraid
of
What Bri
Me, I’m afraid of me, the real
me
I love the real you
You’re the only one who
does
No you’re wrong but I know why you think
that way and if it takes me the rest of my life I’ll show you and the
rest of the world how beautiful the real Brian Kinney is
Justin…sniffle
sob
Shhh Brian I’m here, I love you the real
you not the image, not the god, the man; my gorgeous, strong, smart
man
Oh Justin
Shhh it’s okay
It’s ok with you with
me
Then I’ll always be with
you
Good
Good
smile
Brian
Hmmm
Sleepy now
Then sleep baby, sleep in my
arms
yawn
yes in your arms love
you
I love you Justin
snore
Hey Sunshine
How long was I sleeping
About an hour
Did you sleep
A little
I had a nice dream
Tell me
I dreamed you said you loved
me
It wasn’t a dream
Huh
I said it wasn’t a dream and you know I
don’t lie
Brian
Yes baby
Bri can you say it when I’m
awake
Yes baby
-waiting-
I love you Justin
-the biggest Sunshine smile
ever-
I love you Justin, I love you, love you, love
you, love you
Brian oh Brian
Shhh just hold me Justin hold me
tight
Oh yeah Brian- never let you
go
Never
Justin will it always be this
way
Brian I know so
I love you Justin
I love you Brian