Justin's Mark
Part 2
Debbie wasnt the only one who had noticed
a change in Brian. Justins mark had spilled over into other
aspects of Pittsburghs
favorite bad-boys life. Brian barely complained when his tailor
accidentally hemmed the cuff of his new jacket too short. He dusted the top
of the refrigerator himself when
the cleaning lady forgot that spot, and he only bitched a little when the
cow at the daycare center insisted on calling Mel at work before giving him
Gus. Even Cynthia noticed the change when she mistakenly overbooked Brians
Monday morning agenda. Instead of ranting, the award winning boss from hell
simply said No problem. By two oclock Brian had secured
two new accounts, rejected an idea from Bob, and briefed himself on the topics
of this months senior management meeting.
It was now almost three. Cynthia was updating
him on Tuesdays appointments when Michael called. Hey whereve
you been? We havent seen you all weekend. Michael
said.
You saw me Saturday. Brian corrected
him. He motioned to Cynthia to refill his coffee cup.
Just long enough for you to do a quick
trick in the backroom. Michael said.
Brian lit his cigarette. But I was
there. he reiterated.
Are we meeting at
Woodys after work? Michael asked.
I dont know. Its been a
bitch of a morning. I still have to go over tomorrows presentation,
and Ive got a meeting with Ryder. Brian took a long drag of his
cigarette. Im beat. I cant wait to get home, hit the shower,
and go to bed.
Since when are you too beat for
Woodys?
Since right now. I think Im coming
down with something. Cynthia returned with his
coffee.
You dont have to lie Brian. Why
dont you just say that youre busy fucking your twinkie and
dont have time for anyone else.
Brian rubbed his hand across his forehead.
What are you talking about Michael?
Im talking about you. Every since
you picked up Justin, hes been occupying all of our
time.
Our time?
Thats right, our time. I thought
we were suppose to be best friends.
We are.
Well you sure dont act like it.
Ill talk to you later. Michael hung up the
phone.
Brian took a deep breath, and leaned back
in his chair. He loosened his tie, and massaged the back of his neck. Are
you ok boss? Cynthia asked.
Im fine. he sighed. What
else have you got for me.
Im leaving early. Michael
barked at his assistant. He exited the Big Q, and headed to the diner to
pick up Debbie. To hell with Brian. Did he think he was going to wait around
until he could make time away from Justin? Damn Justin. Why wouldnt
he just go away? The teen had barged into their lives, announced his intentions,
and relentlessly pursued Brian, something Michael never had the guts to do.
Until recently Michael had held out hope that the Brian/Justin thing was
just a passing fling, that Brian would tire of his little twink, and their
lives would return to normal, but Justin wont go away. How would Brian
ever see him as more than just a friend as long as Justin was around?
Damn Justin. Not only had he taken Brian,
his own mother had been enchanted by the blonde fairy. She took him into
her home, gave him Michaels old room, and treated him as if he were
her own. The kid was like fungus, growing on everyone he met. Emmett cant
keep his hands off him, and Ted stares at him as if he was a piece if meat.
Mel and Lindsay fawn over him, even Gus knew that Justin was Brians
baby. Probably because theyre the same age. Michael snorted
as he got out of the car.
Hi Michael. Youre early. Were
just finishing up. Justin said. Debs in the back. Would
you mind if we stopped to pick up some wine to go with dinner? Deb says she
fixed her famous ricotta cheese, and spinach stuffed shells for me.
Justin smiled, and licked his lips in anticipation.
That was the last straw. Why dont
you just go home? Michael blurted out.
What?
Youve got your own place now.
Go home. Go home to your fucking suburb, and your fucking country clubs,
and your goddamn garden parties.
Whats your
problem?
Youre my problem. Youre
everyones problem. Why must everything revolve around you? Do you have
to take up everybodys time?
You mean Brians time. Justin
said. Thats really what you mean isnt it Michael? You
cant stand the fact that Brian and I are in a relationship, that he
chose me instead of you.
Brian doesnt give a shit about
you. Michael growled. You think hes only fucking you? Well
hes not. Just like Saturday night, you probably thought he was at home
thinking about you. He wasnt, he was at Babylon, making
his rounds in the backroom.
Liar, Brian was with
me.
You were sloppy seconds little boy,
maybe sloppy thirds, or fourths if I know Brian. If you dont believe
me, ask Emmett and Ted. They saw him.
The news stunned Justin into silence. He stared
at Michael who actually appeared to be gloating. Justin flung his apron across
the counter, and took off walking down Liberty Avenue.
Brian shifted in his seat during his monthly
senior management meeting. The room was too hot, or was it too cold. He felt
warm, but his skin felt cold and clammy. What the hell was wrong with Michael?
He still spent time with Mikey, didnt he? Michael has to understand
that he needs to spend time with Justin too. Need? Brian repeated
to himself. When did he come to need Justin? God its hot in
here. Brian went to the washroom, and looked in the mirror. He looked
pale, and he was beginning to feel nauseated. Maybe it was the flu. If
thats true, then Justins going to have it too. Brian thought.
He smiled as he pictured the two of them nursing each other back to health.
Michaels going to have a fit if he doesnt show up at
Woodys tonight. Maybe he could go, just for a little while.
Brian splashed his face with cold water and returned to his
meeting.
Justin recalled the previous Saturday night
as he scurried down Liberty Avenue. He counted up the hours he and Brian
had spent together. Brian had helped him move, then set up some things for
his mom. He left Jennifers townhouse around eight, and called back
around midnight. Michael was definitely lying, but why would Emmett, and
Ted lie as well?
Anthony Massey was on his way to the diner
when he spotted that unmistakable walk. He ordered his driver to stop, and
open the limo door. Justin! he called. Tony watched as the teen
turned around. He still had the bluest eyes the man had ever seen, and the
mid-day sun made his golden hair sparkle like so many precious jewels. Visions
of Justin wrapped neatly in his oversized robe revisited the older mans
mind, as he scanned the outline of the boys jeans. The only thing missing
was Justins radiant smile.
Hello Tony. Justin said
somberly.
Hello princess. What a coincidence,
I was on my way to see you. Tony said.
Really? Why?
I ran into Brian Saturday night, and
I asked him about you.
Where did you see
Brian?
Where else, coming out of
Babylons backroom. Tony smiled.
Justin didnt reply. Michael was telling
the truth. He had been just one of Brians many tricks of the night.
Nothing had changed between the two of them, and at this point, Justin feared
that nothing ever would. The boy looked away, trying unsuccessfully to hide
the tears that were welling in his eyes.
Whats the matter
princess?
Nothing.
Dont tell me, nothing. I can see
it in your eyes. Get in. Tony insisted. Justin hesitated. The last
time he got into Tonys limo he ended up in Chicago. The older man must
have been reading his mind. I promise I wont take you across
state lines. Tony smiled. My driver will take you wherever you
need to go.
Justin got into the limo, and turned to looked
out of the window. Where do you want to go? Tony
asked.
Thats a good question. Where did he
want to go? Justin couldnt go home. Jennifer had cautioned her son
numerous times that Brian was too old, too experienced for someone like him.
She told Justin that the only thing Brian wanted from him was sex, then warned
her baby of impending heartbreak. Justin had ignored his mother, so sure
of his feelings for Brian, so sure of their feelings for each other.
Brians and Justins was an unspoken love that expressed itself
during private times when they talked to each other in whispers, and spent
hours quietly cuddling after making love. How could Justin have been so wrong.
How could he have been so foolish to believe that the love of a kid could
hold a man like Brian?
No, Justin couldnt go home, and he
couldnt go to Daphne. She was as bad as his mother sometimes. Justin
knew that he wouldnt be able to hide his feelings from either of them.
They both knew him too well. His mother would feel his pain, and hurt for
him. Even worst, she would pity him for giving his heart to a player like
Brian. Daphne would cry with him, then become angry, and say I told you so.
Justin couldnt take another I told you so.
Justin couldnt go to Brian. Brian would
probably tell him to grow up, then remind him that he never wanted a relationship
in the first place. It was all Justins idea, his and those teen dramas
that he watches on television. Stupid kid. What would make him think that
Brian would choose him over all of the hundreds, maybe thousands of gorgeous,
experienced men he had been with. No, he couldnt go to
Brians.
Justin, Where do you want to go?
Tony repeated.
Anywhere. Justin
said.
Anthony Massey reached over, and gently turned
the boys face toward him. What has he done to you princess?
Justin turned away. Unable to hold back the
tears any longer, they began to trail down his cheeks. Im
sorry. he whispered.
Youre far from sorry. Tony
said. You still have no idea how precious you truly are.
The teen tried to smile, but he couldnt.
The tears wouldnt stop coming. Justin, Ive got an idea.
Tony said. Ill take you home. You can change, pack an overnighter,
and well go somewhere.
I cant go
home.
Even better. Well go pick out
a few things for you, and then well go.
Where?
Anywhere youd like princess. My
plane is at your disposal. Let the whore of Babylon cry over
you tonight.
Why are you doing this? Justin
asked. I was so mean to you last time.
That was my fault. You were
frightened.
I wasnt frightened! Justin
said defiantly.
Of course you werent. Tony
smiled. Lets just say that you left an indelible mark on
me.
Brian looked at his watch. It was almost five
oclock, and he still felt like shit. How was he going to meet Michael
at Woodys? He was now aching across his shoulders, and
his left arm felt as if it was going numb. All he wanted to do was go home,
and call Justin. Justin would make him feel better. He would come over, and
fix him herbal tea with honey, and cuddle with him, and rub his belly. What
was it about Justins arms that could turn the worst day, into a perfect
night? Brian smiled........
Cynthia stuck her head inside the door.
Im leaving for the day boss, Ill see you tomorrow.
she said. Brian? She walked over to his desk. Brian? OH
MY GOD SOMEBODY CALL 911!
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