Accepting Your Fate

Part 2

When Justin woke up, he reached over to the other side of the bed for Brian, only to find it cold and empty. He sat up in a panic, praying that the man didn't sneak out in the night.

"Brian?" He called out. He scrambled from the bed, throwing on his pants quickly, before heading downstairs in search of his lover. "Brian?" He raced into the kitchen and stopped short when he saw Brian standing by the counter pouring coffee into cups.

"Good morning, sleepyhead," Brian said with a smile. He continued to fix their coffee, putting the cups on a tray that already held a mix of Danish and Muffins, along with some fruit. "I was just getting ready to come back to bed. Are you hungry?"

Justin stood there in shock, taking in the sight before him. He couldn't believe that he actually thought Brian had run out on him, when all he did was come downstairs to fix something to eat. "I thought..."

"You thought what?" Brian asked, preoccupied with fixing the tray.

"I...uh...never mind," Justin replied, embarrassed by his earlier thoughts.

Brian could see the guilty look in his eyes and knew exactly what Justin had thought. He walked over and stood in front of him, looking into his eyes. "You thought I left while you were sleeping, didn't you?"

Justin nodded his head and looked away.

"Justin, it's okay. I understand. After you came home and saw my things packed last night, I don't blame you for thinking that. Look at me," Brian said, waiting until the younger man met his eyes. "I'm not going anywhere. I love you, Stacy and Brianna, and I am not going anywhere. They are not going to win. Not this time."

"Oh Brian, I am so happy to hear you say that. I love you, too!" Justin exclaimed, before throwing his arms around him and kissing him soundly.

"While you were sleeping, I called Stacy to see how she and the baby were doing. After reading me the riot act for walking away from you last night, she told me that we should take our time getting to the hospital. They aren't going to release them until tomorrow, and she's tired and just got the baby to sleep. She said she didn't want to see us until after lunch. Now, why don't we go back up and have breakfast in bed, and if you're a good boy, I might even let you have dessert," Brian said with a wicked grin.

"Oh, don't you worry. I can be a very good boy," Justin replied, turning and walking away with a smile.

Three hours later, Brian and Justin entered Stacy's hospital room to see her sitting up in bed holding the baby.

"Hey, you two. Is it safe to assume from your satisfied smiles that you worked everything out?" She asked, looking back and forth between the two men.

"Yeah, everything is just fine. How is my baby girl?" Justin asked, walking over and taking the baby from Stacy's arms.

"She wonderful. Justin, I can't believe she's finally here. It almost seems unreal. I find myself looking at her every few minutes to make sure she's still there," Stacy admitted.

"I'm sure once she gets home and has you up every night, she will feel very real," Brian teased, leaning over and kissing Stacy's cheek. "How are you feeling?"

"Better now that my two favorite men are here. Brian, about last night,"

"It's alright, Stacy. I was a little thrown, having them show up here unexpectedly, but after a certain blond talked to me, I realized that I can't let them scare me away again. I'm here to stay," Brian said, watching the huge smile spread across Justin's face.

"Oh Brian, I'm so happy to hear you say that. My mother called me this morning. She's was shocked to find out what had happened all those years ago. Aunt Joan never told her the whole story. I'm not sure exactly what her thoughts are on the situation yet, but I can tell you she's not happy with the Kinney's at the moment," Stacy explained.

"So what now? Are dear old Ma and Pa going to run back to New York to get away from the fag?" Brian asked, sarcastically.

"I'm not sure. My Mom's going to come to the house tomorrow to talk to us, so I guess we'll know more then," Stacy assured him.

Justin listened to their conversation and knew what he had to do. "I'm going to tell my parents I'm gay."

"What?" Brian asked in surprise.

"I'm ready to come out to them. I called them in their hotel while you were in the shower to let them know that the baby was born. They are cutting their trip short to come back. I'm going to tell them the truth," Justin said with conviction.

"Justin, that might not be such a good idea. Look what happened to me? I don't want you to have to go through the same thing I did," Brian said, putting his arm around his lover.

"I know, Brian, but I can't hide who I am for the rest of my life. I should've been honest with everyone years ago. I can't say I regret it since my marriage produced this beautiful bundle of joy, but I'm ready to live my life the way that I was meant to live it. It's time I announced to the world that I am gay and in love with a wonderful man," Justin smiled up at Brian, placing a soft kiss up on his cheek.

"Justin, I am so proud of you. I'll be there for you every step of the way," Stacy said, wiping away a stray tear. "We'll all get through this together."

The three of them spent the rest of the day watching Brianna sleep and discussing the future. The two men finally left later that night, after assuring Stacy they would be back to pick her and the baby up in the morning. Once they were home, they made their way upstairs and into bed, content to be alone and in each other's arms.

"I love this," Justin said out of the blue.

"What?"

"This. Just you and me, alone here in bed. It just feels so right. As if we have always been together. I used to lay in bed at night after Stacy fell asleep and wonder how I got to where I was. Like I said before, I love Stacy very much, but I used to wonder how I managed to find myself married to a woman when I was gay. Now I know, I was just waiting for you to come along," Justin said, trying to hold back some of his emotion.

Brian wasn't sure how to respond to that. For the last ten years, he had managed to keep any feelings he might have had to himself. He didn't believe that love was even possible for gay men. Now here he was, wrapped in Justin's arms, and he knew without a doubt that love was possible. "Thank you for waiting."

With that, Brian kissed Justin deeply. He needed to show Justin just how much the younger man meant to him. He continued the assault on Justin's mouth while allowing his hand to slowly work it's way down his body. When he reached Justin's cock, he felt him gasp into the kiss and his own cock stirred in anticipation. He jumped up out of bed without warning, causing Justin to yell out in surprise.

"Hey!"

Without responding, Brian grabbed Justin by the ankles, dragging him down to the end of the bed.

"What are you doing?" Justin asked in confusion.

"I thought I'd drop to my knees and suck your cock until you scream my name. Is that okay?" Brian asked rhetorically, dropping to his knees so that he was eye level with Justin's beautiful package.

He reached out and grabbed the semi hard cock and began stroking it, watching it harden immediately, then took it in his mouth. He could taste Justin's unique flavor and it went right to his own dick, causing it to twitch in anticipation. He continued to suck the man, enjoying the sounds he was eliciting, while Justin laid on the edge of the bed with his knees pulled up to his chest, leaving himself exposed to his lover. Brian released Justin's cock momentarily, placing his fingers in his mouth to wet them in place of lube. He took the leaking shaft back in his mouth while bringing his finger to Justin's hole. He ran a finger all around the opening, before slowly inserting it inside. He felt Justin's body jerk in response, and knew that the man was close to the edge.

"Brian...I...ahhh," Justin moaned, relishing in the feelings Brian was creating.

Hearing Justin moan his name made caused Brian to become impossibly harder, his cock leaking. He increased his speed, moving his fingers in and out while continuing his assault on the man's hard member, enjoying the power he had over him. Before he had time to bring Justin to orgasm, he heard the man's whispered plea.

"Brian, fuck me," Justin moaned, needing to be filled by the man he loved.

The words alone were almost enough to cause Brian to explode. He wanted this moment to be all about Justin, but he couldn't deny what was being offered. He rose from his knees, hearing the grown of disappointment from the lost contact, and quickly went in search of the supplies he needed. He returned in moments, covering his cock with a condom and lube. He grabbed Justin's legs and placed them on his shoulders, positioning himself at the waiting hole and slowly slid himself in. The feel of being inside the man he loved was causing a tightening in his chest and he was overcome with feelings he wasn't used to having.

"God, Justin. You feel so good," he moaned as he picked up the pace.

"Brian...please," Justin begged in reply.

They moved together, the heat between them growing impossibly hotter, until neither one of them could hold back any longer.

"Come with me, Justin," Brian encouraged.

"Bri...ahh..." Justin called out as he flew over the edge, emptying his load between them.

Feeling Justin tighten around his shaft caused Brian to slip into his own orgasm, sending shockwaves through out his entire body. He collapsed on Justin, completely spent.

"I love you, Brian," Justin whispered, holding Brian as they slowly came back down to earth.

"I love you, too, Justin. More than you will ever know," Brian replied.

After cleaning themselves up the two men fell asleep in each other's arms, enjoying the peace that was sure to end once the baby was brought home.


End of Part 2
1/13/04

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