Phoenix
- 3 -
Before either man could use their better judgment, their physical
desire for each other took over.
Their tongues were dueling for control in each other’s
mouths. Justin felt Brian’s
tongue tracing his lips and then pushing back inside his
mouth. Running his fingers through
Brian’s chestnut hair, Justin moaned into the kiss.
“Bri … bedroom …” Justin
panted between kisses. Brian
understood, scooped Justin over his shoulder and carried him into the
bedroom. He kicked the door closed
for neither man wanted the cat to participate in their
reunion.
After being gently thrown on the bed, the young artist scrambled onto
his knees and began to attack the waistband of Brian’s
pants. Pulling down the silk
trousers, Justin was glad to see Brian wearing no
underwear. Brian’s cock
sprung from its silk confines and Justin licked his lips in anticipation
of tasting his former lover once again.
Snaking his tongue out, Justin lightly licked the
head. Brian’s fingers laced
through his hair and pulled Justin closer, sliding his shaft through the
younger man’s lips. Justin
took his full length in his mouth and began to
suck.
After being apart for so long, neither man wanted to go slow, their
need too great. Brian began to
fuck Justin’s head and the blonde’s sucking matched his thrusts
in perfect unison. With a loud
groan, Brian shot loads of cum down Justin’s throat and the younger
man swallowed it greedily. At
bit embarrassed at going off like a teenager, Brian hauled Justin up and
ravished his mouth again. Justin
pulled Brian’s black tank top over his head and began to suckle his
lover’s nipples. Brian reached
down and pulled Justin’s shirt from the waistband of his
jeans. He slid his hands down
the back of Justin’s jeans and cupped his lover’s
cheeks.
Pulling Justin up, Brian went to work on his
clothes. Once Justin was naked,
Brian turned him around and pushed him onto the
bed. Quickly removing
his own pants after pulling out a condom and
lube. He sheathed his cock and
squirted the lube onto his fingers.
He inserted a finger into Justin’s proffered ass to prepare
him. He worked one finger and
then entered a second, softly stretching his golden boy’s
hole.
Feeling that Justin was sufficiently prepared, he removed his fingers
and coated his dick with the remainder of the
lube. Positioning the head of
his cock at Justin’s ass, Brian slowly pushed himself all the way
inside. Hearing Justin moan from
the intrusion, Brian held still to allow Justin to
adjust. God, he was so fucking
tight. He ran his fingers through Justin’s golden hair and leaned forward
to kiss his neck.
“Baby, are you ready?”
Justin could only nod. Brian
slowly withdrew and thrust back in.
Justin’s hips began bucking in time with Brian’s
thrusts. Justin had missed being
fucked so hard by Brian. During
his time with Ethan, the only sex he had was
romantic. As much as Justin loved
romantic lovemaking, he missed the animalistic fucking with
Brian. Justin screamed as he
came followed by Brian’s own orgasm.
Once Brian emptied his load into the condom, he collapsed on top of
Justin. Not wanting to crush
the younger man, Brian rolled to his side and slowly pulled his softening
cock from Justin’s ass. Disposing the condom in the wastebasket next
to the bed, Brian gathered his lover in his arms and fell
asleep.
***
Justin awoke a few hours later when he heard Shadow mewing at the
door. Justin never slept with
the door closed, so the kitten was very
confused. Justin opened the bedroom
door and the cat immediately ran over to his litter
box. Justin climbed back in bed,
and saw Brian looking at him.
“Sorry, I had to open the door for the
cat.”
“S’okay.
Justin …”
“Brian, I’m exhausted, just go to
sleep.” Brian saw a look
pass through Justin’s eyes that chilled
him. The boy had rolled onto
his side and away from Brian. Brian
heard Justin’s even breathing, indicating that he was
asleep. Gathering the sleeping
blonde in his arms, Brian wondered for the first time how much damage had
his rejection of Justin caused.
***
The sunlight streamed through the
bedroom. Brian stretched and
squinted. The slight movement
caused his foot to immediately be attacked by the kitten hiding under the
sheets.
“Ow …
shit.”
He heard laughing from the
kitchen. He immediately knew
where his errant lover was.
Wrapping the sheet around himself, Brian walked into the kitchen and
found Justin, fully dressed, brewing coffee and preparing
bagels. “I heard you got
your kitty wake up call.”
“No shit, I’m surprised I’m not
bleeding.”
The topic of discussion walked into the kitchen, having been lured
by the smell of food. Shadow
jumped onto his hind quarters and tried to climb up the cabinets to get to
the food. Justin scooped up the
protesting kitten and carried him to the bedroom.
Brian cocked an eyebrow at Justin when he
returned. “He’s terrible
whenever there’s food around, so he gets to hang out in his room while
we have breakfast.”
Justin poured Brian a cup of coffee and handed him a toasted
bagel.
“So do you need a ride back to your hotel, or is your car at
the bar?”
A bit taken aback by the way Justin was treating him, Brian felt like
a trick. “Um, my hotel,
I took a cab to the bar.”
“No problem, where are you staying?”
“The Pointe at
Justin whistled, “Fancy
place. Do you want to take a
shower before we head out?”
Brian took a second to study
Justin. At a quick glance he
looked much as he did before he left
“A shower sounds great, Sunshine.”
Justin looked up and smiled, “Go ahead, there’s no
rush. Extra towels are in the
middle cabinet.”
“Aren’t you going to join me?”
“I showered when I woke up. We can leave when you’re
done.”
Brian nodded silently and went into the bathroom.
Once he heard the water running, Justin held his head in his
hands. What the fuck was I
thinking? Sleeping with Brian
Kinney last night had been a huge
mistake. How was he supposed
to get over the man if he ended up in bed with him every time he saw
him?
Justin thought over the last year.
He would be lying to himself if he said he was any closer to being
over Brian than he was a year ago.
The memories of his first love never went
away. He remembered dancing at
Justin was distracted by a noise coming from behind
him. Turning he saw Shadow halfway
up the screen door in an attempt to get onto the
porch. Justin gently pulled the
kitten from the screen and opened the arcadia
door. He never left the kitten
unsupervised on the porch, Shadow was too curious for his own good and Justin
didn’t want him hurt. As
the young cat jumped around the porch, Justin smoked a cigarette and wondered
what the hell he was going to do.
***
Brian stood under the scalding water and wondered what was
happening. Seeing Justin again
had been a dream come true. It was something he
had been wishing for almost a year.
Now, it seemed his golden boy was preparing to wash his hands of his
former lover. The way Justin
had been acting this morning was very
strange. He was almost treating
Brian like a trick. Justin had
never been that callous before.
Brian had never been someone’s trick
before. Briefly, he wondered
if all the men he had used and thrown away felt like
this. The tables were turning
and he didn’t like it one bit.
Turning off the shower and grabbing a towel, Brian headed into
Justin’s bedroom to retrieve his
clothes. For the first time,
he got a good look at the room. The
living room had been decorated with some adult sophistication, but this room
was all Justin. Brian saw the
walls littered with posters and pictures of Justin’s pop culture
idols. There was even a baseball
poster. When did Justin start
liking baseball? There were toys
and stuffed animals as well as sketch pads and art
supplies. This room was truly
Justin’s sanctuary. Brian
felt tears spring up. Justin
had grown up and Brian wondered if he even knew the man
anymore.
After dressing, Brian made his way out into the living
room. He noticed Justin sitting
on the porch smoking. Stepping
outside, he sat in the bistro chair opposite Justin and lit up a
cigarette. He saw the young kitten
batting the leaves of the orange tree that grew in front of Justin’s
porch.
Chuckling softly, “Looks like he’s having
fun.”
“Yeah, he loves being
outside. I’m just afraid
to let him out alone. My Aunt
Michelle lives about a mile from here.
She has a fenced in back yard and we let Shadow play there when it’s
not too hot. It’s funny.
She has this Doberman-lab mix that is totally afraid of the
cat.”
“Your Aunt
Michelle?”
“Yeah, she’s my mom’s younger
sister. She’s
thirty. My grandparents had her
kind of late, so she’s been more like a sister to
me. When I decided to move out
of
“How come I’ve never heard of her?”
Justin looked Brian directly in the eye, “You were never interested
in asking about my family.”
Brian winced at those words, but it was
true. “Are you ready to
go?”
Brian stubbed out his cigarette,
“Yeah.”
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