No Wonder
Part
4
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Brian stayed on the floor of his office for several hours after Justin
and Jenny left. He was
numb. He couldnt feel
anything. He just knew that his
entire world had walked out the front
door. Brian needed to process
the last few hours. Justin had
told him in
Brian had to come to terms with the fact that his illusions about
what happened to Justin were just that
illusions. Justin had never been
reunited with his family. His
beautiful, golden boy had been thrown to the
wolves. Miraculously, he had
not only survived but thrived.
Brian knew that just proved Justins strength of
character. He had never been
beat. The way Justin stood up
to him tonight was proof of that.
Justin never lowered his eyes in shame, he took Brian head
on. He fought back and refused
to apologize or make excuses. Brian
was devastated but proud at the same time.
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Daphne woke up early and was surprised to find Justin sitting on the
patio.
What are you doing here?
Gee Daph, I thought I lived
here.
Very
funny. You and Jenny
werent supposed to be back until Sunday.
I took care of what I needed to in
Justin, dont bullshit
me. What
happened? I take it Brian reacted
badly when you told him.
I didnt tell him
Daph.
But, I thought you said
Michael told him.
How the fuck did Michael know?
Justin sighed and gestured for Daphne to sit
down. She sensed this would be
a long story. Well, Brian
and I arrived at Debs for dinner last
night. Apparently, shes
taken in a kid she found living on the
streets. His names
Hunter. Hes had some tough
breaks but hes a good kid.
What does that have to do with Michael telling Brian you were
a hustler?
Can I finish?
Go ahead.
Gee
thanks.
Anyway, this kid used to be a
hustler. Thats how Deb
found him. He was hustling near the diner.
Poor kid.
Yeah.
Apparently, Michael enjoys tormenting the kid about his less than
stellar past. He was taking potshots
at him all night. It pissed me
off, so I talked to Hunter after dinner.
Basically, I just told him not to let other people make him feel
worthless. Theres nothing
shameful in doing what you must in order to
survive. We talked for a little
longer. I realized later that
Michael must have been eavesdropping.
What happened?
Justin hesitated, Brian was really quiet until we got back to
his house. Then he started asking
weird questions. He was all of
a sudden really curious about where I had worked when I first got to
He must have been really pissed if it sent you
home.
I dont know. I just went on the
offensive. Confirmed his suspicions,
and told him he had no right to judge me.
What did you mean by that?
Look at his sexual activity.
He fucks a different guy every
night. The only difference between
him and me was I made money for it.
How did he react?
He looked like he wanted to hit
me. So I
left.
Wow, Justin nodded, I would have hit
you?
What??
Well, Jesus Christ Justin, how could you say that to
him? It sounds like he was just
trying to understand what happened and you attacked
him. What did you
expect?
Justin couldnt say anything.
All he could do was wonder what he had done.
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Brian could barely sleep that
night. His mind kept running
over the events of the previous night.
He felt raw from Justins
accusations. He knew the younger
man was hurting and trying to protect himself, but Brian never expected Justin
to attack him. For the first
time, Brian realized he was going to have to face the
past. There would be no future
for him and Justin unless they could make peace with the last ten
years.
Brian heard a soft knock on his bedroom door,
Daddy.
Come in, Sonny boy.
Gus came through the door and jumped onto Brians
bed.
Where are Justin and Jenny?
Their rooms are empty.
Something came up and they had to go back to
Without saying
goodbye?
Brian saw that Gus was hurting.
Even though, Gus didnt remember Justin from when he was a baby,
he always knew about him. Brian
would tell Gus stories about the young man who named him the night he was
born. To Gus, Justin was always
a member of the family who didnt live in
Gus smiled at those words.
When are they coming back?
Im not sure, Sonny Boy. Well have to
see.
Ok, Daddy. Can we
go to the diner for breakfast?
Brian groaned inwardly.
Going to the diner meant facing Debbie and the gang, including
Michael. However, Brian could
never say no to his son.
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The diner was pretty busy for a Tuesday
morning. Brian and Gus found
Ted and Emmett in their usual booth.
Hey
sweeties! Emmett
called out.
Auntie Em!! Gus ran over to Emmett and was immediately
enveloped into a warm hug.
Hey! was all Brian had to say.
Emmett looked around, Wheres the blonde bombshell and
his princess?
Gus spoke up first, Justin and Jenny had to go back to
Gus was so sure of this. Brian feared his son would be
disappointed.
Debbie was listening to the exchange between her boys and she knew
that something had happened. She
walked over to the table.
Brian, come take a walk with me.
Excuse me?
Emmett and Ted can watch Gus, you come with
me.
Brian recognized the look in Debs eyes and knew not to
argue. He followed the red head
outside. They started walking
down
So what happened?
What are you talking about?
Last night I was under the impression that Sunshine was supposed
to be here all week, and now hes
gone. So I ask again, what
happened?
Nothing Deb, he had to get back to
I will not. You
brought him back to us after ten years.
He was home, happy, and loved
by
you. Now you tell me why hes
gone?
Brian sunk down on a bench at a bus stop and held his head in his
hands. Debbie sat next to
him. Kiddo, whats
going on?
Brian just sighed. He
looked at the woman who had been more a mother to him than his own had
been. When Justin first
got to
Debbie gasped. She was
not expecting this.
Oh, poor
Sunshine.
He glossed over it when I found him in
Reality sucks.
Brian smirked at that statement.
Yeah, it does.
So what happened when he finally told
you?
He didnt, Michael did.
What?
Michael overheard Justin talking to Hunter and decided it was
his duty to inform me of the illustrious career of my former boy
toy.
He never could accept you and
Sunshine. So what did Justin
say?
He went on the offensive and came out
swinging. By the time we were
done, he left.
Theres more to it than that, I know both of
you.
I was trying to ask him about what happened. He knew where I
was going and just went crazy. He
called himself a whore and how could I judge
him. He threw my past sex life
in my face and said the only difference between the two of us was that he
made money doing it. I was shocked
and couldnt say anything.
Thats when he decided to
leave. He said he never should
have come back, never should have seen me again, and walked
out.
Oh Brian
The thing is, Im not upset about
the hustling. I mean Im
upset, but only about the fact he found himself in a situation where that
was his only option. It doesnt
change how I feel about him.
How do you feel about him?
Brian didnt hesitate, I love him.
Then go get him.
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Brian arranged for Gus to stay with Debbie and Vic while he went to
Brian checked himself into the Plaza
Hotel. Then he headed over to
May I help you?
Yes, I would like to speak with Dr.
Chanders. Could you tell me where
I may find her?
One moment. Brian heard Daphne
paged over the intercom system.
Within a few moments, Daphne appeared in the lobby.
Brian?
Hi
Daph.
What are you doing here?
I was hoping to speak to you.
Daphne looked at her watch.
My shift is done in an hour.
Theres a coffee shop around the
corner. Ill meet you
there.
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Eight years earlier
Daphne arrived in
The fact he wouldnt share his
She waited for two hours until Justin
returned. Once again, he stationed
himself on the street corner. Immediately, she approached
him.
What the fuck are you doing here?
Well, I live here now, and I thought I would seek out your sorry
lying ass. And what do I
find? You, peddling said ass
on the street. What the fuck
is going on?
Justins shoulders slumped.
Daphne immediately felt bad for speaking so harshly, but she knew
there was no other way to get through to Justin.
Justin, talk to me.
He wouldnt meet her eyes.
Daph, theres nothing to
say.
No, Justin there is a lot to
say. Youre coming with
me.
Excuse me.
Look, my parents rented me an
apartment. You can live with
me. Get off the streets, get
a job, and make something of yourself.
Look Daphne, this is my life
now. Theres nothing else
for me to do.
Thats where youre
wrong. You still have so much
ahead of you. Please dont
throw it away. Daphne had
tears in her eyes. It was those
tears that Justin finally reacted to.
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Brian was waiting in the coffee shop when Daphne
arrived. She sat down across
from him. For a few moments the
two spoke no words.
I have to say Im surprised you agreed to see
me.
Why?
Well, Im guessing you heard the outcome of Justins
trip to
Well, I think both of you are
idiots. When Justin told me about
your conversation, I wanted to smack him.
I think you should have hit him.
What?
He said some pretty nasty things to
you. If it was me, I would have
hit him. I guess youre
a bigger person than I am.
Im sure I deserved it.
I dont know.
Maybe, maybe
not. Why did you want
to talk to me?
I need to know what
happened. I cant imagine
Justin would be very forthcoming right
now. Youre my best
bet.
Daphne looked deep into the hazel eyes across from
her. I can only tell you
what I know.
Its a start.
I was in touch with Justin right after he
left. He contacted me after you
cancelled your credit card and his dad wouldnt let him come
home. We talked by phone and
e-mail, but he balked every time I wanted to come and see
him. He kept telling me stories
about how great his life was here.
He was supporting himself, had a great place to live, and was living
a great life. I didnt believe
it for a second.
Why not?
Justin loves to show off.
If things were as great as he was saying, he would have wanted me
to visit in a heartbeat. Yet,
he always brushed me off. I finally
decided to go to school at
James, his
partner?
Before James was his partner in the gallery, he was helping
Justin cope with life on the streets.
I believe James was the one who kept him safe until I got
here. James kept a lot from me
too. I used to try and push,
but it never got me anywhere.
Hes the only one who can give you the rest of the
story.
Brian nodded. He knew
that Justin was the only one to give him the answers he
needed.
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Brian made his way to the brownstone Justin and Daphne
shared. He stood outside for
several minutes. For the first
time in his life he was terrified.
He wanted to make things right with
Justin. He wanted the blonde
artist back in his life. What
if Justin had moved on? What
if Justin didnt want him anymore?
So many what ifs. Brian decided to face his
fears. He raised his hand and
knocked on the door. Within a
few seconds the door opened and Brian was faced with the blue eyes that had
haunted his dreams for ten years.
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