Listen to Your Heart

Part 8

Author’s Note: Just a disclaimer that the Sun Wheel idea is not based on personal experience. I did immediately think of Brian and Justin when I saw the ride on my recent trip to Disneyland though. You’ll see what I mean.

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The group sat in the main room of their suite in the Disneyland Hotel. The were picking at the remains of a late, room service dinner and talking about how to start their first day at Disneyland tomorrow.

<“I can’t wait to go on the Matterhorn and Pirates of the Caribbean,”> gushed Molly.

<“ I know,”> replied Justin, <“remember how scared you got on the Haunted Mansion.”>

<“Shut up! I was just a little kid butthead!”>

“Hold on just a fucking second,” Brian exclaimed, forgetting to sign in his agitation. Molly nudged him under the table and he corrected himself with his next words, <“are you telling me you guys have been to Disneyland before?”>

Molly and Justin looked guilty for a moment until Justin finally answered his lover, <“well, yeah kind of, but it was Disney World in Florida actually.”>

<“Why in the fuck are we going again if you guys have already been there?”>

<“It was a long time ago and I was little,”> Molly chimed in, <“I barely even remember it.”>

<“Yeah she was just a kid and this one is way different than Florida.”> Justin spoke earnestly with a twinkle in his eye.

Brian rolled his eyes, how in the fuck had he gotten talked into this again? It was bad enough that he let Justin have his way all the time but now it seemed Justin’s little sister had the same power over him. It must be some mutant Taylor gene. He turned his gaze onto Hannah who had remained silent; <“what about you? Have you been to Disneyland before?”>

<“Well, twice actually, to Disney World I mean, like Justin and Molly. Haven’t you ever been?”>

Brian and Justin exchanged sardonic looks and Brian snorted, <“no, my family wasn’t exactly the Disneyland type.”>

<“Oh, I’m sorry.”>

Brian stood and kissed Hannah on the cheek, <don’t be,> he signed. He straightened up and addressed the whole group; <“well kiddies since I let you all manipulate me into this little trip to hell I’m going to get my beauty sleep.”> He turned to Justin; <“you coming?”>

Justin nodded then stood and Brian slapped him hard on the ass then turned to go in their bedroom.

<“Is he really mad?”> Hannah asked with a concerned look.

<“No,”> Justin reassured her, <“he just likes to bitch. I’ll soften him up,”> Justin waggled his eyebrows at the two girls as he followed Brian‘s footsteps to their room.

Molly stuck a finger in her mouth and made a gagging motion, <gross,> she signed to her friend as they collapsed into helpless giggles.

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A few hours later a very tired and sated Justin lay on Brian’s bare chest drawing lazy circles between his lover’s nipples; “thanks for bringing us here,” he said quietly. “I know it’s the last place you wanted to come.”

Brian grunted and reached for the notepad beside the bed feeling too lazy to try and sign everything without Molly and Hannah’s help; <so Pirates of the Caribbean huh?> Brian looked hopeful.

“I’m sorry but this one has nothing to do with Johnny Depp,” Justin responded with a laugh.

<Fucking Disneyland.> Brian wrote.

“I know,” Justin responded as he kissed the older man and they both settled in to sleep.

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Three nights later it was a tired group of people that piled into their suite. They threw themselves in chairs tossing loaded souvenir bags on the ground. Justin studied Brian, smiling to himself at how much Brian had really let go and enjoyed himself the last few days. Justin’s one regret was that he had not been able to hear Brian’s laughter when he forgot himself on a few of the rides and truly let himself enjoy the things he never got to as a child.

<“Ugh, do we really have to leave tomorrow?”> Molly pouted.

<“Yes, I have work to do. I don’t think I can take another day in the ‘happiest place on earth,’ anyway,”> Brian grumped.

Justin thought he was probably the only one that noticed the slightly wistful look in his lover’s eyes. He knew Brian well enough to know not to mention it though. <“So,”> he deftly changed the subject, <“what was everyone’s favorite thing here?”>

<“California Screamin’”> Molly and Hannah answered at once, referring to the giant roller coaster at the California Adventure theme park. <“Sorry you couldn’t go on that one Justin,”> Molly patted her brother’s knee.

<“It’s OK, head injury and all.”> Justin squeezed her hand. <“How about you Brian? What was your favorite ride?”>

<“I guess I would have to say that I got the biggest thrill out of the Sun Wheel,”>

<“You did?”> Molly wrinkled her nose, <“We thought that one was kind of boring.”>

<“Hmm,’> Brian replied slyly, <“well we got quite a ride on it, didn’t we Sunshine?”>

All Justin could do was sit and blush as he thought back to the giant Farris Wheel type ride. The enclosed capsules had allowed just enough privacy for a quick encounter of the sexual kind made all the more exciting by the fact that the cars swayed back and forth on a short track as it went around.

Molly looked at her brother’s bright red face and it was all Brian could do not to explode with laughter when it dawned on her what he was so embarrassed about; <“ewww, God! I so did not need to know that!”>

Justin’s face was in his hands and he turned even redder if that was possible.

<“I thought you told Hannah I was cute,”> Brian teased Molly.

Now it was Molly’s turn to blush and hide her face; <“you are, like way cute and you know it,”> she responded, <“but Justin is...well...just yuck.”>

<“Thanks a lot,”> replied Justin.

<“I’d be very concerned if you felt any other way sweetheart,”> Brian bussed Molly’s cheek and shared a laugh with Hannah at the two tomato hued Taylor siblings.

He returned to his seat next to his lover planting a loving kiss on the side of the blonde’s head. <“Now, what should we do for dinner kiddies?”>

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Brian and Justin were lying in their bed again that night sharing a quiet conversation; <thank you,> he wrote.

Justin wrinkled his brow; “for what?” He asked.

<For loving me, for making me a part of your family, for making me come on this trip.> Brian sighed, then wrote again, <I admit it, I had fun. I never got to do anything like this when I was a kid.>

Justin was floored by this admission but he knew not to make a big deal of it. It was very rare that Brian let down his walls and shared anything of his past or showed any vulnerability. The fact that these admissions seemed to be coming from his lover rather frequently lately gave Justin hope that Brian was healing slowly from the wounds of his childhood. Justin simply answered; <“your welcome,”> as he placed a gentle kiss on Brian’s chest.

<How convenient for you that the doctor advised you not to go on any of those fucking crazy rides. If you ever volunteer me to go on one of those puke fests again I will tie your balls in a knot.>

“Understood,” Justin whispered as he smiled, knowing that Brian could have refused had Molly not turned on the charm and begged him to go with her and Hannah. He gently placed a hand on Brian’s cock and squeezed, stopping all conversation for the time being.

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