Fusion


Chapter 3 : We Close Our Eyes

 

A/N lots of thanks to my wonderful beta Thyme for all her hard work in making my story look better.

 

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Oingo Boingo/ Song We close our eyes

We close our eyes
We close our eyes and dream and the world has turned around again

When everybody is running in the big race
And having a good time
Who am I to cast a shadow
Who am I?
I looked Death in the face last night
I saw him in a mirror
And he simply smiled
He told me not to worry
He told me just to take my time

Chorus:
We close our eyes and the world has turned around again
We close our eyes and dream and another year has come and gone
We close our eyes and the world has turned around again
We close our eyes and dream ...

And if you come to me
And if you touch my hand
I might just slip away
I might just disappear
Who am I?
And if you think I'm worth it
And if you think it's not too late
We might start falling
If we don't try to hard
We might start falling in love

(Chorus)

We're on the healing path
We're on a roller coaster ride
That could never turn back
And if you love me
And if you really try
To make the seconds count
Then we can close our eyes

(chorus)

We close our eyes and the world has turned around again

 

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Justin’s warm breath lingers with mine as our kiss becomes more passionate. I know I must be dreaming, how can we possibly be together now, like this. His warm hands glide up my back and I realize that in this moment it does not matter if this is a dream or reality, what matters is the here and now; Justin is with me. I have no idea how it is possible, nor do I want to. All I know is the passion we have is more intense than before. Now we know what it is like to have lived, to have lost and to regain it all in a moment of time.

A gasp parts from my lips as Justin gently runs his fingers through my hair. He gazes into my eyes and I am taken aback by how beautiful he is. He smiles at me brightly. “I've missed you Brian and I won't lie; I'm scared about what happens next. But I know together we will persevere, we will be stronger for it.”

I am startled by his comment. “What do you mean, what will happen next?”

He sighs and shakes his head. I see mist forming in his eyes. “You and me, this doesn't happen, not often anyway, us being together.” He takes a deep breath and then continues. “You're alive, I’m dead, it just does not happen. Life as we both know it has changed ... and drastically.”

“What are we going to do?”

Justin leans forward and whispers in my ear, “Live, we are going to live.”

None of this makes sense to me, and for some fucked up reason I don’t care. I smile at him, wrapping my hand around the back of his neck, our faces become closer, and before I know it we are in a passionate embrace. Our warm breaths linger together, and our lips dance to a music all of their own.

Justin draws back slightly, smiles at me lovingly with an intensity in his eyes that takes my breath away. “Brian.” I look at him expectantly as he gently takes hold of my hand. “Come with me.” I raise my brow and he chuckles, "Yes, that too. Cum with me.”

Without hesitation I squeeze his hand affectionately and walk with him. The meadow around us is so beautiful and full of color and life. He guides me over to a bubbling brook. The sound of the water is so soothing as it flows over the rocks. We walk a little further just holding hands and enjoying each other's company, until we come to a large weeping willow tree that umbrellas out. Carefully Justin slides his hands through the leaves brushing them aside so we can walk through. I am amazed by the beauty all around me. The leaves sway slightly in the breeze as the sun glistens through the branches casting shadows and rays of sunshine throughout our atmosphere.

All of my emotions begin to surface as it completely becomes a reality that this moment in time is truly happening ... beyond a shadow of a doubt. Justin stands before me. Gently he caresses my cheek with his fingers tips. “I love you Brian.” His words dance around the shadows that had once lingered around my heart. His joy makes my spirit soar again

Delicately I cup his face with both of my hands. “I do too, always have and always will.” With my eyes alone I try to show him how much I have missed him, how much he means to me and how my life was barely even existing without him in it.

“You keep forgetting I can read your thoughts and I have always been with you.”

I can't help but chuckle. “I have not forgotten, actually I am seeing the benefit of it now. Sometimes it is hard for me to speak how I feel. The idea that you can read my thoughts no matter how creepy it may be, I like it, I like not having to voice it out loud. That works just fine for me.” I wink at him playfully and continue, “Even though you have been with me, it’s not the same.”

“You're right, in many ways it’s not the same, but in other ways it’s more, so much more." He wraps his hand around the back of my neck and looks deep into my eyes. “I will always be with you, I will never let you go."

Gently he brushes his plush lips against mine, and my whole body melts as our lips move together. Lightly I lick his lips; he opens his mouth slightly letting our tongues dance together. Softly I caress his hair as our kiss deepens, sending chills throughout my whole body as we touch and caress each other all over.

Slowly I glide my hands under his shirt. Letting my fingertips slide over his smooth soft skin. He giggles softly and smiles when I accidentally tickle him. I forgot how much I enjoyed these playful moments, and I can't help but continue to tickle him softly. Playfully he slaps my hand and tries to squirm away.

“Ah, you know you like it.”

He nods his head. “That I do, you have always known how to make me feel alive. Even if I do not like being tickled."

I shrug my shoulders then move in close, wrapping both of my arms around his slim form. “Well then I guess we'll have to find another way to pass the time.”

He smiles at me his sunshine smile. “I guess we will.”

Firmly he places his hand on my clothes covered cock. “Yeah, I like your plan better.”

Justin smirks at me. “I thought you might.” He removes his hand then glides both of his hands underneath my shirt. Without hesitation I take it off. Justin looks at me with his eyes full of lust as he takes off his own shirt. Tenderly he caresses his hands over my chest. And leans over and licks and kisses my chest. I let out a gasp when his warm mouth covers my hard nipple. He nips at it ever so gently then twirls his tongue around my nipple before he kisses up my neck and slowly begins to nibble on my earlobe. He whispers, “God, I have missed this. We have made love a million times in your dreams, but nothing compares to this. To having you with me now.”

I gasp as he slides his tongue down the nape of my neck. Gently I lift his head up to me so I can kiss him tenderly and bring him closer to me. I am about to lay him down on the ground when I notice the world around us begins to change.

Justin whispers, “Please don't be afraid. Just close your eyes, hold onto me and trust me.”

I close my eyes and nod my head. “I trust you.”

I can feel our bodies lifting together and moving swiftly as we spin. I feel the wind breezing past us. Justin caresses my back lovingly and says, “ We are almost there.”

“Almost where?”

He chuckles softly. “We're here; you can open your eyes.”

I open my eyes and I am a bit stunned to see we are standing in front of my bed at my loft. “How did we get here?"

“It’s magic.”

“But why, why would you bring us here?”

Tenderly he caresses my cheek. “Because this is your home, our home, and I want you to make love to me under those amazing blue lights, and I want us to make new memories that will last a lifetime.”

I nod my head and seductively press my body firmly against his, as I kiss him passionately and guide him to lay down on the bed. He looks up at me and scoots up on the bed. I crawl up on top of him and tenderly touch the side of his body, and glide my hand to the side of his neck. He moans ever so quietly. I lean down and kiss him and he kisses me back fervently, as he entwines his fingers in my hair. He breaks the kiss breathlessly. “God, I love you, Brian.”

I smile down at him. “I love you too, Sunshine.” I look down noticing we both still have our pants on.

I sit up, kneeling on my knees and begin to unbutton and unzip his pants. I hear Justin laughing so I ask him, “What's so funny.”

He winks at me. “You will see."

He lifts up his hips so I can take his pants off and I see why he is laughing. I look at him clad only in boxers, and I can't help but laugh too. “What the fuck are you wearing?”

He smiles up at me mischievously. “It’s the Grinch that stole Christmas.”

I look at his Christmas boxers. “I can see that, but why the Grinch?”

“Everyone loves the Grinch.”

“What's not to like?”

“Exactly.”

Carefully I remove his boxers and toss them at the head of the bed onto the pillows. Quickly I remove my own pants and crawl back on top of him. The heat of his body electrifies through me. I gasp when I feel his hard cock against mine. Holding onto him tightly, I bury my head into his neck as I move my body against his. He moves against me as we make our own rhythm. He slides his hands over my back and ass, pushing me closer to him. Our cocks leak against each other and I hear him gasp, “Make love to me.”

I reach over to my bowl of condoms and he stops my hand. “No, we don't need them here. We're safe for now. All I want is you, like we used to be, when it was just you and me and no one else existed.”

I look deep into his piercing blue eyes understanding perfectly well what he means. “Are you sure.” He nods his head and instead of grabbing the condom I grab the lube. I whisper, “It’s been a long time; I don’t want to hurt you.”

I look back down at Justin and I can see moist tears in his eyes. “I've waited so long for this.” He grabs hold of the back of my neck and draws me down into a passionate kiss. His warm breath and moist mouth send me over the edge. I draw back gasping for breath. I flip open the lube and put a small amount on my fingertips. Soothingly I massage around his perineum before entering my fingers inside of him. Justin moans heatedly as he tilts his head back writhing in pleasure and I move my fingers in and out of him. I feel my own pleasure building. Carefully I remove my fingers and lean down kissing him tenderly on the lips. "Are you ready?”

He nods his head. I put some lube on my cock and press the head of my cock against him. His eyes are wide as he gasps at the welcomed intrusion and then he clings onto me ever so tightly, pressing his head into my chest as I slowly enter him. Justin's breathing becomes heavy and raspy the further I enter inside him. Fervently he embeds his fingers into my back, pulling me tighter into him. He cries out in pleasure and pain when I am completely buried inside him. “Justin?" I breathe out hoping he is okay. He moves his body against mine and I know he’s all right.

He wraps his legs securely around my hips, as our mind, body and soul becomes one. He thrusts up to me and our bodies dance to a rhythm of their own accord, as we touch, caress and pleasure each other in every way possible. He entwines his fingers in my hair and pants breathlessly as I move my pelvis in small circles. His moans and groans send me completely over the edge. I pound into him even harder and I feel his body tense as he gasps out in orgasmic bliss, calling out my name. Immediately I follow in my own release as I call out his name.

Limply I lay on top of him. When I try to roll off so I am not too heavy, he holds me even closer. “Brian, please don’t go.” I nod my head and lay my head on his shoulder and gently kiss the side of his neck. He purrs ever so softly and it is the most amazing sound I have ever heard. We just lay in each other's embrace all wet and sticky until we fall asleep.
 

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