I Will Remember You

Chapter 18

~ The Calm Before ~

Speedway, Day One

Justin tried to convince Brian that he didn't need to stay any longer now that the crisis was over. He wanted to stay until Friday morning so that he could see the car, thinking there may be some clue as to where Tee was and why someone else had been driving that night. Brian had insisted on staying however.

It wasn't so much that Justin didn't want Brian here. He did and that scared him. He felt that he needed a little distance right now to get his bearings again. Unfortunately, that wasn't happening. Instead, he found himself wondering around Indianapolis on Thanksgiving Day with a man that he knew he was falling in love with all over again. Brian, however, seemed oblivious to it. Justin wasn't sure if that was reassuring or not.

Not finding much of interest to do, the duo had a late dinner then headed back to the hotel to get good nights sleep. Justin wanted to be at the place that was holding the Saturn first thing in the morning.

Justin had decided to take a shower before going to bed, hoping that might give Brian time to fall asleep. Brian, however, had decided to take a shower as well and was still waiting up when Justin walked out in his towel. Justin could feel himself reacting as Brian's eyes ran appreciatively up and down his body. He quickly pulled on some underwear and climbed into bed, slipping as far to one side as he could.

Sensing how uncomfortable Justin was, Brian didn't push the situation. He took his shower and climbed into bed (nude, as usual) but made no move to encroach on the boy's side. He wanted Justin badly, but wanted the feeling to be mutual. He'd let the boy know he was interested and then wait for Justin to come to him. They both drifted off into uncomfortable sleep.

What neither man counted on was their unconscious desires playing havoc on them while they were asleep. Justin awoke a few hours later to find himself in the center of the bed on his side with Brian curled up behind just as he had been earlier. This time, however, Justin could feel Brian's hard cock pressed against his ass. With an internal groan, he realized that Brian wasn't the only one sporting a hard on at the moment.

Almost unconsciously, Justin pushed back against Brian, hearing the brunette moan at the pressure against his already throbbing dick. Justin could fell Brian's hot breath against his neck. He knew he needed to get away, but some sort of lethargy seemed to have set in. He couldn't seem to make his limbs move at all.

"Justin" it was just a whisper against his neck, full of longing. Justin turned his head back towards Brian, needing to see his eyes. Needing to see what he was feeling. Brian's gaze caught and held him; both men seeking some sort of sign from the other.

Slowly, Brian lowered his mouth over Justin's; ready to pull back at the least sign that the other wasn't ready. As soon as their mouths met, Justin moaned, feeling as if an electric current was running through his body. Turning himself into his lover, Justin put one hand behind Brian's head and pulled him closer, crushing their mouths together.

The tide gates that had been holding both men at bay crashed open as they attempted to devour each others mouths, bodies pressed hard against each other, legs tangled together. Justin gasped as Brian began kissing, licking his way down the blonde's body. Brian knew every pleasure point, all the places that drove Justin insane with desire, and put that knowledge to use now.

Justin was writhing beneath Brian, his body in flames from the delightful torment being inflicted on him. He moaned as Brian flicked his nipples with his tongue, biting gently then licking 'til each one was a hard nub.

Brian heard Justin moan his name as he worked his way down, bypassing the boy's hard cock, which twitched as his check grazed it. Justin's back arched off the bed as Brian took one of Justin's balls into his mouth, sucking gently, rolling it around his tongue.

"Brian…" the voice was more insistent this time. Justin didn't know how much longer he could take this. He felt like he was ready to explode. "Brian, so close…" he whimpered.

Justin screamed as Brian took his cock completely into his mouth, his cock head hitting the back of the brunette's throat. "Oh, god…Bri…" Brian had to grab Justin around the waist to keep the blond in place, his head was thrown back pushing his back completely off the bed as he gasped Brian's name. Justin could feel the rush hitting him, pulling all his energy into his groin then exploding out the end of his cock.

Brian could feel Justin approaching release and pulled back just a bit, sucking the boy dry as he came in Brian's mouth. Feeling Justin start to relax again, Brian let the cock slid out of his mouth and pushed himself back up until they were facing each other again.

Stroking the blonde's hair as his breathing normalized, Brian smiled gently. He wasn't finished with his boy yet. He'd let him have a few minutes to recover. Then he planned to finish what he'd started.

Justin turned toward his lover, a contented smile on his face. "That was incredible." He whispered.

Brian leaned over and kissed him softly. "It gets even better." He promised.

Justin laughed, "So full of yourself, aren't you?"

Brian smirked, "Actually, that's not who I'm full of at the moment." Justin blushed as he caught the reference.

Nuzzling his boy's neck, Brian gently pushed him over on his stomach, working his way down again. Justin gasped as Brian's tongue licked his spine, his crack then finally, his hole. Brian could hear Justin's groans as he worked his tongue inside. Oh yeah, he knew what his boy liked.

Justin couldn't believe the feelings coursing through his body as Brian's tongue rimmed his ass, plunging so deep inside. The fire that had been banked only moments before was spreading like wildfire through his whole being. "Brian…please." Justin begged, not sure what he was asking for, but knowing he needed something.

"Tell me what you want, baby." Brian's voice was husky, thick with lust.

"Oh, god, Bri… more…I need more…" he gasped.

Brian quickly grabbed some lube and a condom from his pants, laying himself full length along side his lover. He lubed the boy's hole, using his fingers until he could feel the boy loosening somewhat. Justin lay whimpering, begging Brian to fuck him, now.

Rolling Justin onto his back and propping the boy's feet on his shoulders, Brian handed him the condom. "Put it on me." He said, voice soft. Justin rolled it onto Brian's dick, realizing that this was the first time he'd actually touched the man there since they'd started. Brian moaned slightly at the touch.

Justin felt a moment of panic. "Brian?" He swallowed, fighting his fear, wanting this so bad. "Go slow, OK?"

Brian nodded, thinking it must have been awhile since Justin had done this. Pushing against the boy's hole, Brian felt his cock slid in just a bit. "Relax, Justin." He said softly, encouragingly. He felt the boy give just a little, then he was inside.

Justin gasped at the intrusion. He couldn't remember ever having done this before. He'd know it would hurt, at least at first, and it did. He tried to relax, like Brian had said. He could feel the pain receding. Opening his eyes, he saw Brian's hazel ones watching him with concern, waiting for him to give the signal to proceed.

Justin moved his hips slightly, pushing Brian further inside. He watched as Brian gasped at the unexpected movement. Seeing that Justin was ready, Brian began to slide in and out of the blond's tight ass. Justin began moaning beneath him, feeling the flames rekindle again. Brian leaned forward, catching Justin's mouth with his, tongue's battling each other until they had to break apart to breath.

Brian had wanted to watch Justin's face, but he could sense this wasn't enough for his lover. Justin kept trying to push against Brian, trying to drive him even deeper inside, but couldn't get a purchase and was sliding across the bed. Brian finally had the boy roll over on his hands and knees and plunged himself back into the eagerly waited hole.

Justin let out a hiss of pleasure as Brian began pounding his ass from this new position. "yesss…oh, Bri…fuck, yesss." Brian knew he wasn't going to last much longer and reached around to jack his partner off. He saw Justin's hands clenched around the sheets, his head lowered as he pushed back against Brian, driving the brunette in as deep as he could. "Oh, fuck…" Justin yelled, as he exploded in Brian's hand. Feeling the blond cum in his hand, Brian felt his own orgasm start, filling the condom.

With a groan, Justin sank down into the mattress, exhaustion overcoming him. Brian slowly pulled out, receiving a moan of protest from his lover. Disposing of the condom, he lay next to his boy, too tired to move any further. They both drifted off into a contented sleep.

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Author's note: Be forewarned, the next chapter is called 'the Storm'. Put the titles together and you'll get the picture.

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