Title: Weak

Weak

 

Fuck, I…I want it…I know I do, but…

 

I shake my head, just the tiniest bit so he really won’t notice and wonder for the billionth time just how the hell this blond twink got so deep inside of me.

 

I wanna laugh at the irony of that thought. 

 

The fucking kid…no, not kid…he’s a man.

 

This man…this incredible man who rules me like no one knows has this unbelievable power over me that even I don’t understand.

 

But as I look at him…his baby blues almost pleading for me to give in…let him have what he wants…I feel myself grow weak.

 

Suddenly out of nowhere a song fills my head, one that I haven’t heard in fucking forever and I smile, because it’s as if it were written for him…exactly for him.

I go weak

I go weak

I go weak

I go weak,

Weak in the presence of beauty.

 

I can’t even remember who the hell sings it, but the chorus keeps playing over and over in the back of my mind because that’s exactly what he does to me.  All it takes is one look…one simple look at that fucking sweet face of his and I’m lost.  I hope he never finds out just how much he gets to me.  I don’t think I’d survive it if he did.

 

“Come on, Bri…I wanna fuck you.  I wanna fuck you so hard ‘till you scream my name and shoot all over us.”

 

‘Oh, God!’

 

I feel his finger push between my cheeks and rub small circles against my hole and I wanna fucking scream his name already. 

 

Shit, what he does to me…

 

My breath hitches in my throat and I cover up quickly with a little cough, but the smile that spreads across his face tells me that I didn’t fool him for a second.  Little fucker.

 

I relax slightly from his blinding smile that seems to warm me and take the decision out of my hands.  I knew I’d give in.  It’s not like I really had any choice.

 

Like I said…that face…that fucking beautiful face does it to me every time.

 

I smile, my mind reeling from what it knows is coming and I can’t help it as I arch my back, the need taking over and his finger slips inside my now humming ass, a low moan forcing its way from my parted lips.

 

“Yeahhhh…that’s it,” Justin breathes, his hot breath washing over my slightly flushed face…his voice making my dick impossibly harder and my ass spasm with longing.

 

I feel his finger pull out just the tiniest bit then slide back in, this time going deeper, but still not too deep. 

 

I huff a breath, knowing the little shit’s gonna tease and fucking torture me, just like I do to him.

 

I know…I know…payback and all…but for some reason it’s more fun for ME when I do it to HIM and not the other way around.  Go figure.

 

“You like that?”

 

I hear him, but I don’t say a word.  I just can’t.  Well, at least not yet…not while I still have any semblance of control.  Soon, that’ll be a different matter…I know it and so does he.

 

Again, he pulls his finger back, almost all the way out and I want to push my ass back, shoving it all the way in, but I won’t.  I won’t let him have that.  So I wait…I fucking wait for what seems like forever, my eyes catching the little smirk on Justin’s face and just as I’m about to say something to wipe if off, he…

 

“Unnn,” I moan, short and low but I can’t help it as it tumbles out of my mouth when his finger, along with a second one push back in deep and hard and oh so good.

 

“Yeahhhh, you like that,” Justin purrs, his eyes glassy and his smile wicked…and I swear he never looked more fucking amazing. 

 

I can’t take it any longer…I need to taste him, so I lean down and attack his lips with mine in a crushing kiss.  My tongue presses forward and his lips part but just as I’m about to slip inside, he pushes me out of the way and forces my tongue back, his own slipping into my mouth and taking over.  I wanna laugh…but instead I moan…he’s letting me know just who’s in charge tonight.

 

As the kiss intensifies and I feel the weakness for this man spread outward to every limb in my body along with the growing fire I’m suddenly caught off guard and I moan, loud and strong into Justin’s mouth as his fingers work themselves inside me, reaching for that perfect spot and gentle rub against it…and I’m gone.

 

I buck back wanting more at the same time as my hands come up and grab the sides of Justin’s face, pulling out of the kiss and latching onto his pale neck, sucking and nipping with need.

 

And again he curls his fingers…hits the spot and…

 

“Ahhhh, fuck!” I grunt against his skin, biting down just above his collarbone, earning an equally loud moan from the blond.

 

“Brian…”

 

I vaguely hear something, but my minds otherwise occupied.

 

“Brian…”

 

Again, something, but…

 

“Brian!”

 

Pulling back I stare into the most gentle and loving blue eyes I’ve ever seen, but the lust and desire pouring out of them is just as strong and I’m sure they’re mirroring mine.

 

“Brian…bed…now.”

 

I smile and feel his fingers slip out of my ass as he slides the fingers on his other hand through the loops on my jeans and pulls me forward.

 

Yep, I know who’s in charge and I know who’s gonna be fucked within an inch of his life tonight and the thing is…I can’t wait.

 

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