Small Town
Part 2
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Justin pushed his way through the crowded room, dragging Brian behind him. Once they made it outside they continued on until they came to a secluded area of grass off to the side of the large building. It was quiet and empty except for a couple of large oak trees and a picnic bench. The blond finally stopped and pulled Brian with him to stand by one of the trees. In the distance, on the other side of the town hall, the men were starting the bonfire and the area would soon be filled with teenagers.
Brian turned to face his captive and they stood for a moment just staring at each other in silence. The quiet was broken as Justin realized that he was still holding Brian's hand.
"Oh, sorry," the younger man blushed and let go.
"No problem," Brian said softly. He'd realized that Justin was still holding his hand when they'd stopped, but he didn't mind. He loved the feel of the soft fingers wrapped around his. The moment the blond had grabbed his hand inside the building he'd felt a jolt of electricity run through his body. The longer he got to feel that connection, the better.
Justin smiled shyly. He wasn't sure what to say next. He felt so nervous and uncertain. What if he started to babble and the guy thought he was an idiot. `He's so cool and confident and I'm just an immature jerk. I'm going to blow this, I know it,' he thought to himself and sighed quietly.
Brian appeared to be all calm and collected on the outside, but on the inside he was a mess. His mind was freaking out. `Oh shit, I'm going to puke. He's so close, right here, waiting for me to say something. What should I say? I don't want to look stupid. Oh fuck, I'm gonna blow this.'
"Um, do you want to sit here for a while?" the older man asked nervously.
Justin looked around, "Yeah, sure." He moved and sat on the grass with his back up against one of the large tree trunks. Brian followed and sat down next to him. He was so close that he felt the heat radiating off the blond's body. He had to close his eyes for a second as a chill ran through him from the thrill of being with Justin. He was shaken from his bliss as the younger man began to speak. His eyes popped open and he turned his head to look at the beautiful boy.
"So, that was your dad?" he asked apprehensively.
Brian's face soured from the question. He'd been so happy sitting there in Justin's presence that he hadn't remembered why they fled in the first place. This was just one more time when he hated being Jack Kinney's son and knew that if they hadn't left the hall, he would have been subjected to more of his father's torment. He was thankful for the quick escape.
"Yeah, that's my piece of shit father that likes to pretend he's this wonderful, caring parent when we're out in public." Brian was a little surprised at his reply. The words just seemed to fly from his mouth of their own will. He never talked about his family with anyone and avoided questions at all costs. But here he was, sitting on the grass, airing his dirty laundry with a virtual stranger. But the weird thing about it was that he didn't feel awkward or guarded. He felt free and sure that Justin wouldn't judge him. He didn't quite know why he felt that way, he just did.
The younger man was taken back by the way Brian spoke about his father. He couldn't imagine thinking, much less saying those things about his own father. He remembered that he had heard rumors about Jack Kinney, about his volatile temper and how he was a drunk, but he never paid much attention to it. Rumors weren't usually reliable, but this time he figured they were.
"Wow, I'm so sorry. I can't imagine my father like that. It must be really hard to live that way." Justin was genuinely concerned. He moved his hand to rest on Brian's arm while he tried to offer comfort.
The dark-haired man was taken back by the caring of a guy he hardly knew. When Justin placed his hand on his arm he felt comforted and hoped that he wouldn't remove it. Any contact from him was good and wanted. The desire to kiss Justin was so strong that Brian had to mentally restrain himself before he captured those perfect lips with his. He looked at the boy's mouth and imagined running his tongue across the bottom lip before slipping it inside to explore. He felt his cock begin to harden and shifted slightly to relieve the pressure of his jeans against it. He hoped Justin didn't notice his movement or the growing bulge.
Justin sat quietly, not really sure what to say as he saw Brian's eyes become fixated on his lips. He watched the older man lick his lips unconsciously and then shift uncomfortably. His eyes flickered down to Brian's crotch and noticed the bulge. He was shocked and not sure what to do. `What is he thinking about? Could he be thinking about me?' Justin wondered then wiped those thoughts from his mind. That would be too easy and way too good. To think that this gorgeous man was gay, and if by some luck he was, that he was even the slightest bit interested in him. `Yeah, right,' he thought.
Brian hadn't realized he'd been staring at Justin's lips until he heard the younger man clear his throat and was brought out of his daze. `Oh, shit,' he thought, `I must look like a fucking idiot'. He remembered that Justin had said something to him. Just what it was he couldn't remember. He racked his brain for it and then it came back to him.
"Oh, yeah, well, he's a prick and I've just learned to deal with it. That's pretty much the way it is. Sometimes life sucks and you deal and then move on. I won't have to deal much longer though." A smile broke out on the brunet's face at the next thought, the one that always got him through things. "Soon, I'll be out of here and I'll never have to deal with my family's shit again."
"Why? What's happening soon?" Justin asked.
The older man turned his body so he was facing the blond. He was struck again by his unbelievable beauty, so pure and angelic. It was breathtaking. He felt like he could be himself with Justin. Open and honest.
"I took a year off after I graduated from high school to work and save money. That's why I'm working at my family's store. I got a full scholarship to NYU and as soon as the summer's over, I'm off. Out of this small town and onto bigger and better things. I can't fucking wait to be out on my own and free from all the shit I've had to deal with my entire life. Can't fucking wait."
Justin was floored. Brian had it all worked out. In a few more months he would be gone. They hadn't even really got to know each other yet, but the younger man felt a sudden sadness come over him. He didn't quite know why, he just knew that he didn't want the man to go. His eyes shifted down and studied the grass beside his leg as his fingers pulled absently at the blades.
"Oh, that's great, I guess. So soon you'll be leaving?" the blond said, his voice betraying his feelings.
Brian could have sworn that the younger man sounded sad. He looked at his lowered head and wondered why. He was pretty sure that Justin was gay. Was it possible that he felt some of the same things that Brian felt? His heartbeat quickened with the thought that maybe something could happen between them. He felt a surge of confidence and moved his hand to softly touch the side of Justin's face.
Justin's head shot up as he felt Brian's hand rub across his cheek and was met by intense hazel eyes staring back at him. At first he thought maybe he'd imagined the touch, but then Brian raised his hand again and rubbed his thumb over his full bottom lip. Justin's tongue darted out of its own accord and touched the tip to the other man's thumb.
Brian gasped at the sensation. `Oh, fuck,' he thought as a jolt of pleasure shot through his groin, causing his already hardened cock to harden further. He couldn't take his eyes off of the blond's face. He felt lost in the crystal blue eyes and didn't want to break the spell that seemed to be over them.
Justin felt his cock jump in his pants as his tongue made contact with Brian's thumb. It was so erotic and sensual. He felt his breathing become shallow as the excitement raced through his entire body. Brian's eyes were fixed on his. They were an amazing shade of hazel, dominated by green. They were so beautiful and he couldn't seem to shift from their gaze. He didn't want to.
"Justin?"
"Yes," the boy answered quietly, not really sure if when Brian whispered his name it was a question or a statement.
Brian couldn't restrain himself any longer. His head moved forward and he pressed a soft kiss to the younger man's lips. It didn't last long and Justin was so stunned that he didn't kiss back. They both sat silent for a moment, staring at each other until Justin leaned forward and pressed a kiss to Brian's lips, but this time the kiss was returned. When they pulled apart, Justin had a huge smile on his face. Brian thought his heart would burst out of his chest at the sight. The blond's smile was so blinding that it lit up the night sky. It was the most perfect smile he had ever seen and a warmth spread through him as if sunshine had beamed from Justin's smile.
"Sunshine," the older man said affectionately as he caressed the blond's face.
Justin's smile beamed brighter.
Brian moved in again and this time the kiss between them was deep and passionate. The older man's fantasy came true as he pushed his tongue between the soft lips and into the boy's warm mouth. Justin moaned and sucked on the offered tongue gently, then let it explore him. They parted only as a breath became absolutely necessary.
Neither one had ever experienced a kiss like that before. For Justin, it was his first kiss with a man and he couldn't believe how amazing it was. Even though Brian had kissed many other men, he had never had a kiss like that. It made him feel things he didn't even know he could. It was a little scary, but fantastic.
"Wow," was all Justin could say. His breathing was labored and his body felt so wired.
The older man laughed softly at Justin's reaction. "Yeah, wow," he agreed with a huge silly smile plastered across his face. He felt giddy with excitement. He couldn't believe that he was sitting there, with his dream. It was all so surreal. Just that afternoon he'd been hoping that the guy maybe knew his name and now he was making out with him. He felt like a little kid whose birthday wish had just come true.
Justin felt the same as Brian. He was in awe of the gorgeous man sitting in front of him. He couldn't believe that he was gay and would be interested in him. He could have his pick of anyone he wanted and he was sitting there with him. It was mind blowing.
Brian knew he wanted more and the throbbing erection in his jeans was confirmation of it. He looked down at Justin's crotch and saw that he was in the same situation. Even though every fiber of his being wanted to touch, suck and fuck the beautiful blond, he wasn't sure how far he should push his luck. He was still shocked that they were there together and didn't want to ruin it. He didn't know if Justin had ever been with anyone else and he didn't want to scare him off.
The blond felt his hard cock leak again in his pants as he stared at Brian. He wanted so much for the older man to touch him, but he was afraid to ask for it. He had no experience when it came to sex and didn't know what the right thing to do was. He figured that Brian had probably had sex before, as he was older, but he wasn't sure.
Brian leaned forward and rested his forehead against Justin's. The contact made them both feel so connected to each other with overwhelming feelings of comfort and belonging.
"I want you, Justin," the older man whispered.
A thrill ran through the younger man's body as he heard the words. He was scared but sure that he wanted Brian too. "I," he cleared his voice as it constricted with his fear, "I want you too, Brian."
Brian smiled, thrilled that Justin felt the same way he did, but he knew they couldn't risk doing anything where they were. They had already taken such a chance by just kissing and being together out in public. Who knows what could happen if someone saw them. It could mean big trouble for the both of them. It was not a risk Brian was willing to take, for himself, but especially for the younger man. He couldn't bare the thought of anything happening to him.
Brian pulled back and was drawn into the mesmerizing blue orbs. He saw deep into Justin's soul and knew it was one of goodness and love, once again proving that the two young men were complete opposites. He knew that if Justin were to look deep into his soul, he would see that it was so tainted by his upbringing. Brian wondered if it had ever resembled Justin's. But being there with the blond made him feel hopeful that maybe he did have those things within him, that they just had to be dug out from under all the shit that had been piled on top of them for so many years. Maybe there was a chance for him after all.
"Justin, we can't risk doing anything here," Brian said. He wanted to make it clear that it wasn't that he didn't want to be with Justin, but that it just wasn't the right time. He hoped that he would have the opportunity again and held his breath waiting for a response.
"Oh, I understand," the blond said sadly. Maybe Brian didn't feel the same way he did after all. He lowered his eyes to the ground as a feeling of disappointment washed over him.
Brian lifted the boy's chin and held on to it. He looked him straight in the eye to make sure Justin understood exactly what he was saying. "I do want to be with you Sunshine," Brian said and received a huge smile in reaction to the endearment he used. He smiled and continued, "but I don't want to get you in any trouble by being with you here, out in the open, where anyone could see us."
Justin smiled brightly at the other man to let him know he understood. Brian did want him, it was just too risky there.
Brian saw the beautiful smile and knew that the younger man understood him. He finally released the breath that he'd been holding. He gathered his courage and went for it. "So, I was wondering if maybe, you'd like to get together with me. Maybe hang out or go to a movie or something."
Justin was stunned, but so happy. He heard the trepidation in Brian's voice and could tell how scared he was in asking. He definitely wanted to be with the older man again. "Sure, I'd really like that," he answered with a huge smile.
"Great," Brian said, a little more confidently. He was so excited and couldn't believe that he was going to be able to see Justin again.
From the other side of the building they heard the teenagers around the bonfire get rowdy. They knew they should be getting back. Brian stood first and held out his hand to the younger man. Justin took it and the brunet pulled him up to his feet. They stood only inches apart, looking again into each other's eyes. Brian bent down and softly kissed Justin's lips one more time. He pulled back and smiled. The older man grasped the blond's hand in his larger one and pulled him behind him in the direction of the building. He held on firmly until they were close to the entrance then let go apprehensively. He didn't want to lose contact with Justin but had no choice. He turned to face him. "So, I guess I'll see you later?" he asked hopefully.
Justin smiled, "Yeah, I'll see you later."
Brian smiled back and Justin saw a sparkle in his eyes. Then he turned and walked away from the building and headed towards the parking lot. Justin figured that he didn't want to go back inside because then he'd probably have to deal with his jerk of a father. The younger man felt a sense of sadness at the thought of having to live that way. He was brought out of his daze by his sister's shrilling.
"Justin, Justin. Oh, there you are. Mom asked me to come and get you." Molly had obviously made up with her best friend Cara as they stood side by side in the exact same outfit. "She has some girls she wants to introduce you to," Molly said with a smirk. She knew how much her brother hated it when their mom tried to play matchmaker.
Justin shook his head and sighed, then made his way back into the building to face his mother's torture.
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Brian woke up the next day in the best mood. He jumped out of bed and got ready to start his day with a smile permanently fixed to his handsome face. He couldn't remember the last time he'd felt so good and every time he thought about a certain blond beauty his mood got even better. He arrived at work on time for once and got busy restocking the shelves. He didn't notice the strange look his father was giving him as he watched him go about his duties.
"Hey, Sonny Boy, looks like someone got lucky last night. Am I right?" Jack bellowed.
Brian turned to face his father and smiled weakly.
"Yeah, I bet you gave some girl quite a treat. Like father, like son after all. Right?" Jack sounded so proud of the thought that his son was a womanizer, like himself.
"Yeah, sure pop," Brian answered meekly. He had no intention of ever letting his asshole father know what he really liked. That he had no interest in pussy like the old man did. That his interest was purely in hot, hard cock and a tight, warm ass, and right now, he was only interested in one particular cock and ass. The thought of the person they belonged to brought the smile back to his face. He hoped that he'd get to see him again soon.
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Justin woke the next morning to his mother's incessant chatter.
Jennifer knocked on his door, waited a moment then walked in. "Justin, time to get up. You're going to sleep the day away the way you're going," she said in that motherly tone as she picked up the dirty clothes he'd thrown on the floor the night before.
"Okay, I'm up, I'm up," the young man moaned, his voice still husky from sleep.
"I'm taking Molly to the mall so if you want a ride anywhere you better get up and get ready. I'm leaving in a half an hour," Jennifer said and gave up on trying to tidy her son's room. She just shook her head in disgust of the mess he chose to live in and left his room. "Remember, I'm leaving in half and hour."
"Yeah, okay. I'll be ready."
Justin crawled out of bed and into the bathroom. He relieved his aching bladder and washed his hands. He brushed his teeth, rinsed his mouth and then looked into the mirror as he dried his wet face. The reflection staring back at him seemed different than it had the day before. He wondered why and then realized it was because there was a sparkle in his eyes that hadn't been there before. It was put there last night by Brian. Justin still couldn't believe what had happened between them and smiled at the memory. He felt his cock jump and begin to harden as he pictured the gorgeous man.
The blond climbed into the shower and started the water, adjusting the temperature and spray. His mind stayed locked on Brian and a rock hard erection was a result of it. He poured some shampoo into his hand, washed his hair and rinsed. He grabbed the soap and lathered up his body, avoiding his groin completely. He rinsed off then took the bar of soap, rubbed it between his hands to get a good amount of lather, grabbed his hard cock in one hand and his balls in the other and lathered them. The soap made his cock slippery and it felt so amazing as his hand slid along his shaft while his other hand tugged at his heavy balls. His eyes were shut as his mind focused on only one thing – Brian. He pictured the older man's swollen lips after they'd kissed intensely and how amazing they felt against his. He wondered what it would feel like with Brian's lips wrapped around his cock. He gasped as a jolt of pleasure gripped his balls at the thought. His hand sped up as it jerked along his leaking shaft. "Oh, God," he moaned as his orgasm ripped through him and the cum exploded from his dick. Shot after shot wracked his body and his balls spasmed until they were empty. His breath was heavy as he tried to take in the much needed air in the dense warmth of the shower.
He opened his eyes and tried to calm his breathing. He laughed softly. He'd used the thought of Brian so many times while jerking off before, but now he had something real and tangible to add. He hoped that the older man felt the same way he did today. He was happy and looked forward to seeing him again. He was a little scared that maybe Brian would change his mind and not want to be bothered with him. `No,' he thought, `I'm sure he feels the same way I do'. He rewashed his dick and rinsed off. He shut the water off, grabbed a towel and got out of the shower and dried himself off. He was ready to face his day and was looking forward to what it might bring.
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Brian huffed into the store, returning after making a pick up at one of their distributors. The shit he'd had to deal with while there had put a large damper on his mood. Jack waited for him to reach the back before lacing into him.
"What the fuck took you so long? I asked you to go pick up at Granger's warehouse, not across the fucking lake."
The younger man was in no mood to deal with his father. He glared at him harshly before answering. "They had me wait a fucking hour before anyone would let me get the goods. I thought you called there before hand to tell them I was coming."
Jack looked away for a moment. He'd forgotten to call and let them know that Brian would be coming to pick up their order, but he wouldn't let his son know that. "Of course I called." Jack saw his son roll his eyes and the doubt brought fire to his eyes. He narrowed his gaze and moved closer to Brian. "Are you calling me a liar, Sonny Boy?" the older man asked threateningly. Brian felt the familiar jolt of fear pass through him. He'd faced his father's temper too many times and tried not to antagonize him when he was in this state. He felt himself shrink back and hated himself for it.
"No, of course not. I just thought that maybe you forgot," the younger man replied timidly.
Before Jack could press the issue further, the bell on the front door chimed. The older man straightened up and his face lost the harsh look that had been directed at his son. "Go do your fucking job," Jack sneered at Brian, who nodded his head and hurried away.
As he made his way towards the front of the store he tried to calm himself and regain his composure. He hated the way his old man could still make him feel like a scared little kid. 'One of these fucking days, he'll be sorry. I'll see to that,' he thought. He rounded the corner and was just about at the front when he heard a familiar voice and his heartbeat instantly quickened.
"Hey," Justin said with a smile.
"Hey," Brian smiled back. He was so happy to see the blond. He wasn't sure if he'd get to see him again so soon and was thrilled by the surprise.
"I was wondering what time you're finished?" the younger man asked apprehensively. He'd convinced himself all the way over, as his mother drove him to the store, that he could do this. He didn't want to come off as a stupid kid.
Brian was a little relieved that Justin had made the first move. He didn't want to seem overbearing and pressure the younger man into something. He wanted to get to know him so badly and was worried that he might come on too strong. He looked at his watch and saw that it was almost 5:00. He hadn't realized how much time he'd wasted at Granger's.
"I'm done in about five minutes. Would you like to do something after?" the brunet asked hopefully.
"Sure," Justin said, smile still in place.
Brian felt warmed by the smile and was so taken with Justin that he didn't hear his fathers approach.
"Hey, Sonny Boy, are you heading home now?"
Brian instantly tensed at the sound of his father's voice. Justin saw the change come over him and he straightened up and lost his smile.
"Uh, no, I'm not." Brian motioned towards the blond with his head. "We're going to catch a movie or something," he said, trying to sound casual. He didn't want his father to start asking questions. But of course, nothing ever worked in his favor when it involved his father.
"Oh and who is this?" Jack asked mockingly.
"This is my friend Justin. His parents are the Taylors, you know, his father's the manager of Madson's Bank and his mother headed up the committee for the Spring Festival." Brian tried to play up the importance of the boy's parents to make sure his father knew that this wasn't just some townie. That he came from important stock and wasn't to be dismissed so quickly. He looked at his father's face and saw that his demeanor had changed. He knew that Jack would be impressed with the information.
"Oh, Justin. Well, it's great to meet you. Maybe you can knock some class into my son," Jack said sarcastically.
Justin smiled and answered politely even though he wanted to punch the fucker in the mouth. "Yeah, nice to meet you too."
"Well, have fun and don't do anything I wouldn't do," Jack said and wiggled his eyebrows then turned and walked away.
Brian sighed and looked apologetically at the blond. "Sorry."
"Hey, no problem. Let's get out of here," Justin said with a smile, wanting to alleviate the obvious negative feelings in Brian from his father.
Instantly Brian felt better. He grabbed his keys off a hook behind the counter and made his way out of the store beside his new friend.
Brian walked to a black jeep parked in the alley beside the store with Justin following. He unlocked the passenger side door and held it open for Justin, who smiled and got in. The older man shut the door then moved around the car to the driver's side. Justin reached over and unlocked the door from the inside before Brian got the key in the lock. The dark-haired man opened the door, got in, shut the door and turned to the blond and smiled.
"Thanks."
"No problem," Justin answered. Instead of turning away he kept his eyes locked on Brian's. The air in the car was charged with sexual energy. Both men found it difficult to breath as their pulses began to race. Without thinking, Brian moved towards Justin and captured his inviting lips in a deep kiss. Their tongues playfully battled in the younger man's mouth until he took Brian's tongue and began to suck on it. This caught Brian off guard. He gasped, then moaned and felt his cock jump and his jeans begin to tighten. Justin's cock hardened immediately and his pants became unbearably uncomfortable. He shifted to try to lessen the pressure on his erection. Brian noticed this and moaned again, knowing that the blond's cock was hard. He wanted so badly to touch it and taste it. The feeling was overwhelming.
They pulled apart, each taking a deep breath. A flash of panic overtook Brian as he remembered where they were. He quickly looked through the windows and around the alley, but no one was there. He sighed with relief. His father could have easily walked out and seen them, but thankfully he hadn't. He decided to take advantage of his lucky break and leave before it was too late. He smiled at Justin as he did up his seat belt and then reached across and did up the blond's. As his face passed by the younger man's he was rewarded with a soft kiss on the cheek. He looked up at the beautiful man with his smile still in place and was once again stunned that the boy was there with him.