Two Out of Three's Not Bad

Chapter 3

 

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Etienne jumped down from the stage and walked over to where Alan Epstein was sitting. The small smile on the director’s normally dour face confirmed his opinion–they had a hit on their hands. Etienne didn’t say anything about the scene that had just completed, nor did he ask for an introduction to the man sitting with Alan. Alan would tell him who the man was when he wanted him to know. He perched on the arm of the seat next to Alan and did his imitation of a wax assistant director. Sam, who approached from the opposite direction, raised an eyebrow at his demure pose but otherwise took no notice of Etienne as he reached out a hand to the stranger.

Floyd, how charming that you were able to make today’s rehearsal. What do you think of our little show thus far?”

This man was brought here by Maximilian? Curiouser and curiouser, Etienne thought, especially since Alan had his, “I’m in the presence of real money” face on. They all sat mesmerized while Floyd delivered his review.

The kid and this tall fella are amazing.” Floyd jerked a thumb at Etienne, who smiled modestly. He could have saved the effort, the man never looked over but kept his sharp gaze focused on Sam as he continued his evaluation.

Your Javert is fantastic, as I’d expect with Pete in the role. He’s opera trained but he never comes across as too stilted when he does Broadway like a lot of them do. Take Ramey, never thought he could do a show tune justice. Robeson, now that man could sell a song, not that I ever saw him live, but I’ve seen the movies of him. Your big bass is hard to find today, Len Cariou had it, before his voice was shot doing Sweeney Todd. Poor guy is busy doing TV now. Pete’s got a great voice that can do opera and a show tune. Big voice but knows how to loosen up when he has to. You were another one like that, Sam.”

Etienne looked at Sam consideringly. The piano player saw the look and returned it innocently.

The kid has it in him to be like that too, a versatile voice. Wait till he gets a few more years under his belt, he should be big, if he can shake that jerk Simon. But I gotta tell ya, your Valjean, he sucks. Well, it’s not so much that he sucks, as that the kid and Pete kill him. You’ve got your Javert with his opera voice, but Pete, he knows when to tone it down because he’s been around the block. It’s your Marius, absolute matinee looks that the women and the gays will love, and on top of that he’s got those big Broadway pipes of his. Then, your Eponine and Cosette, both pretty good, and when they sing with him, they’re even better. He’s got a way of making everyone sing better. But then you got that Valjean with those road show pipes.  It won’t work. Too bad Valjean doesn’t sing with him. By the time he gets to ‘Bring Him Home,’ the kid’ll have to wake up and join in so the audience can hear ‘im. Your Marius, when a singer sings with him, they sound great. That girl Eponine, in her duet with him? She’s like a different girl! Forget she's dying, he makes her come alive on that song! Now, Pete, he’s not the same type of singer at all. When you sing with him, you’d better measure up or he’ll eat you alive. This Valjean? He’s dead in the water.”

Etienne tried to suppress his laugh. Danny had made pretty much that same complaint to him about their Valjean a few rehearsals ago. Blamed it on the other actor’s smoking and raged about professional singers who continued to smoke. Floyd turned and looked at Etienne with his keen eyes.

Eh, you know, don’t you? Who’re you, anyway? Why haven’t I seen you in anything before?”

Excuse me, Floyd, for not introducing you before. This is Etienne Lanier, straight from Paris to play Enjolas for us. He’s also my assistant director,” Alan told him. “Etienne, meet Floyd Dennings, who we’re hoping will be persuaded to invest in the show.”

Mr. Dennings, it is a pleasure to meet such a discriminating and knowledgeable judge of musical theater,” Etienne told him, shaking his hand.

Straight from Paris, eh? Must be the only thing straight about you,” Floyd commented genially. “You did a fine job on your song in this act, always liked that one, good rousing song. But, cutting the bullshit, and admitting you’ve put a hell of a fine show together here, you agree with me, don’t you? You got quite a coup in Jensen. Pete’s a damn fine singer and he’s a looker too. As I said about your Marius, the women and the gays will love him. But that’s part of your problem. Having him as the bad guy and then that burly cowboy, Turner, as your hero? Won’t work! I say it drags the whole show down! Throws it outta whack! It’d be different if anyone gave a damn about the Marius and Cosette pairing. After all, that kid is so good-looking, he’s enough to balance anyone, hell, he’s enough to turn anyone gay. But let’s face it, it’s Valjean who makes or breaks a Les Miz. It’s practically a love story between the two men. Valjean and Javert and their chase over the decades.”

Alan looked to Etienne, having learned by now that his smooth tongue could solve most awkward situations, but his assistant director was too busy being struck by this view of the play to rise to the occasion. Some day he would have to play Javert opposite David’s Valjean, and infuse those undercurrents to it, Etienne was deciding. Now that would be a Les Miz that would make people stand up and cheer! He wondered if he could infuse that dynamic into this production? Not with this Valjean, certainly, but if he had someone with more power, more charisma as Valjean, someone who could stand up to Jenson both vocally and in terms of presence...?

Finally noticing Alan’s glare, Etienne dragged his attention back to the present. Which course of action did Alan expect of him, he wondered, make their incredible Marius less talented? Or perhaps age David twenty years so he could play Valjean instead and look for another Marius? Seeing Sam’s superior smile as he watched Etienne squirm, the answer came to him. He returned Sam’s smile with one of overwhelming sweetness as he addressed the potential investor.

You are quite right, Mr. Dennings. What we need for this show to be absolutely a smash, sell-out hit is a Valjean who is as brilliant as our Javert and our Marius. Someone who is as fantastic a singer, as handsome, as talented, yet also...unique. We want someone who will have that special chemistry and also, what you call the ‘pipes’ to match the vocal talents of two opera level singers like David and Mr. Jensen. It is so fortunate, I think, that we have such a man! Yes, and we need only have the funds to end the contract of our current, unfortunately quite competent, but shall we say, not so brilliant Valjean, because with the money then we could say good-bye to so-so Valjean and hello to the new Valjean. Then, ah yes, then, we would have a Les Miserables that people will be talking about for years to come.”

Who is this paragon and why the hell isn’t he singing the part?” Dennings looked intrigued, as Etienne intended.

Yes, Lanier, who the hell is he?” Alan’s expression promised retribution if Etienne didn’t come up with a winner after that build-up. Sam’s face was expressionless but Etienne thought he saw a dawning awareness as well as a certain measure of anxiety in his eyes. Ah yes, friend, he thought, now to make it impossible for you to say no. Belatedly, it occurred to him that he didn’t really know why Sam wasn’t singing the part in the first place as opposed to serving as the musical director. Assistant musical director at that.

He heard his lover walking on the stage and talking to someone off-stage and knew just how to do it. Danny was using David for this show since he’d registered it as his Equity name and Etienne tended to use it all the time. He felt that it made Danny more his; Danny O’Keefe belonged to so many others but David Luke belonged to him. Danny was amused by the fanciful notion but indulged it. After years of being “Little Danny” and “Danny Boy ” to his family and friends, he was more than ready to be his lover’s man.

David! One moment please.”

Danny looked over and flashed his full, double-dimpled smile that Etienne considered his particular joy. He had no idea how much his own harsher features were transformed when he genuinely smiled back at Danny, as opposed to when he smiled “with a purpose,” as Danny described the more charming expression that Etienne used with people when he wanted something from them.

Yes?” Danny walked gracefully to the edge of the stage and waited expectantly. He didn’t know the man with them but he was experienced enough, like Etienne, to recognize a money person in the theater when he saw one.

David, this is Mr. Dennings, who was quite complimentary about your singing.” Danny inclined his head and smiled again in silent acknowledgment, knowing that something more was coming. “But I believe we can offer someone who is talented enough to complement your skills as well as Mr. Jensen’s, someone with a range as broad as your own. Perhaps you would be so kind as to perform a duet from another show with this person for us and show Mr. Dennings an example of what I mean?”

Danny’s eyes lit up in understanding, but then he hesitated, confusing Etienne. It wasn’t like Danny to hold back from performing and Etienne had been sure that Danny had picked up on the allusion to Sam. Why then was he hesitating? Instead of immediately going forward with the suggestion, he was looking from Sam to Etienne and then back to Sam, focusing intensely on the quiet man. Some type of private communication seemed to be taking place between the two of them. Just when Etienne was about to speak, worried that the pause was dragging on too long, Danny nodded, and looked back to the others, addressing them instead of Etienne, as he spoke brightly.

How about ‘Lily’s Eyes’ from ‘Secret Garden'? I believe Sam and I could perform that for you, Mr. Dennings. Sam, would you sing with me? You do owe me, after all, for forcing that surprise counterpoint on me a couple weeks ago. I haven’t sung this in ages but for you it’s probably been....”

Decades,” Sam responded dryly.

Well, perhaps not that long,” Etienne chimed in cheerfully, determined to regain control. “but it is a good choice, I think, since it will show off your voices singing together. What do you say, Mr. Dennings, I can play that song for them, if you like? Not as well as our Samuel would play it, perhaps....”

I’ll play if I’m to sing,” Sam quickly interjected, stalking over to the rehearsal piano. Danny was sparkling in his excitement now that Sam was clearly determined to sing. Etienne knew that the limitations of the production’s Valjean had troubled him. Danny was such a perfectionist that hearing the part sung less than well had been extremely frustrating to him. Of course, now that Etienne had gotten what he wanted, and Danny had gotten Sam to agree to sing for the potential investor, he was beginning to second-guess himself. Now that he thought back, Etienne recalled Alan telling him that the admittedly gifted Sam had only recently returned to performing after a three year hiatus. He was popular in the cabarets and in demand with the theaters as a musical director and musician but had not returned to performing in productions despite his vocal talents.

Perhaps there was a good reason for his stopping? If so, Danny wouldn’t be happy with Etienne for forcing his friend’s hand like that, or for making Danny play a part in doing so. Fine time to think of that, he chastised himself. Lifting his chin, he kept a confident smile in place. This would work, he told himself.

As on the day Etienne had first met Danny, the gorgeous young man stood next to Sam at the piano, and after speaking softly together, they began to sing together, the tale of another two men, brothers, torn apart by their love for one person, with Danny taking the part of the younger brother Neville, and Sam, that of the brother Archibald:


 

NEVILLE:
Strangely quiet, but now the storm
Simply rests to strike again.
Standing, waiting, I think of her.
I think of her.


ARCHIBALD:
Strange, this Mary, she leaves the room,
Yet remains. She lingers on.
Something stirs me to think of her.
I think of her.

NEVILLE:
From death she casts her spell,
All night we hear her sighs,
And now a girl has come
Who has her eyes.

She has her eyes.

The girl has Lily's hazel eyes,
Those eyes that saw him happy long ago.
Those eyes that gave him life
And hope he'd never known.
How can he see the girl
And miss those hazel eyes?

ARCHIBALD:
She has her eyes.
The girl has Lily's hazel eyes,
Those eyes that closed and left me all alone.
Those eyes I feel will never ever let me go!
How can I see this girl who has her hazel eyes?

In Lily's eyes a castle
This house seemed to be,
And I, the bravest knight, became,
My lady fair was she.

NEVILLE:
She has her eyes.
She has my Lily's hazel eyes.
Those eyes that loved my brother-never me.
Those eyes that never saw me,
Never knew I longed
To hold her close,
To live at last in Lily's Eyes!

ARCHIBALD:
Imagine me, a lover!
NEVILLE:
I longed for the day
She'd turn and see me standing there.

NEVILLE: ARCHIBALD:
Would God have let her stay! Would God have let her stay!
She has her eyes. She has her eyes.
She has Lily's hazel eyes. My Lily's hazel eyes.
Those eyes that saw me
Those eyes that first I loved so! Happy long ago.

How can How can
I now forget I now forget
That once I dared to be That once I dared to be in love.

To be alive and whole Alive and whole
In Lily's eyes, In Lily's eyes,
In Lily's eyes! In Lily's eyes!


 

(Composed by Lucy Simon, lyrics by Marsha Norman)


They finished singing in full crescendo, Sam’s voice so strong that Danny was able to pull out all stops in a way that Etienne had not yet heard him sing, in a way he could not when singing with Etienne, whose voice was no match for his own. He narrowed his eyes as he saw his David singing his heart out...with someone else. For a moment, all was silent, then the rest of the cast appeared, seemingly from nowhere, and applauded wildly. They were joined by Alan and Dennings, both of whom stood, clapping enthusiastically. Sam sat at the keyboard, flushed slightly and looking to Danny's guidance, for once at a loss. Danny leaned down and hugged him tightly, whispering something meant for his ears only. Whatever it was, it made the handsome man relax and smile faintly. Etienne wished he knew what Danny said. Everyone else's words were easily overheard.

That was great, Sam! Simply wonderful, David. The two of you were fantastic together.” Alan and Dennings walked over to the piano, continuing to congratulate the singers on the performance as Etienne stood a few steps behind, his hands in his pockets. He knew he should say something, and soon, but the words were caught in his throat. Besides, he told himself, it wasn’t as though his David had looked to him for affirmation. His attention was all on Sam, Sam, whose voice was golden, like David’s. Etienne felt as though bile filled his throat. As congratulations and excited discussion of Sam’s and Danny’s duet filled the air, he slipped out a side door in search of fresh air.

Some performance.”

Etienne turned, startled. It was Jeff Turner. The current but soon to be former Valjean was leaning against the wall outside the stage door, smoking a cigarette. He held out the pack to Etienne. Mindful of Danny’s strictures against smoking for singers, Etienne shook his head regretfully. He really wished for the comfort of a cigarette just then.

Jeff laughed humorlessly.

What’s the matter? Our dark-haired Angel cut out all your fun? No smokes, no drugs? I bet no extra-curricular sex either, huh? Is he really that good ... for an Angel, I mean?”

Etienne gave the man an unencouraging look. Turner was good-looking, in what Etienne considered to be a very American style, overly macho and aggressive. He spoke in a slow, southern drawl that many seemed to find charming enough to excuse the offensiveness of his caustic comments. Danny had called his casting a case of “Hee Haw does Les Miz.” When Etienne had looked at him blanky he’d insisted on showing him reruns from the odd old country variety show one evening on the country cable channel. He said he had to demonstrate that country music was exactly what Turner would be good at, since he was not good at show tunes. What Danny actually proved, as he entertained Etienne by singing along and making jokes, was that he, Danny, could sing this type of quintessentially American music wonderfully, and also that he could make even an evening spent watching old Hee Haw reruns fun. Etienne didn’t recall thinking all that much about Turner that night or any night.

Until now. He gave him an appraising look.

Etienne permitted himself a slow, cool smile and leaned back against the wall. Although he turned down the offer of a cigarette for himself, he gallantly held out a lighter for the other man, who bent closer to take advantage of it. Turner was a tall man but he didn’t come up to Etienne’s height, something the Southerner was surprised to discover. Attraction flared as he grabbed Etienne’s wrist to steady the light. A way to get back at the hotshot kid occurred to him and he acted on it. He moved closer.

You don’t let the boyfriend curtail all your fun, do you? I know of a place we could go, a club you’d like, where you can get any kind of action you want.”

Turner was closing in on forty but carried it well. He was well-built, heavily muscled, with thick dark blond hair that he wore long and swept back from his high forehead like a lion’s mane. Etienne had thought him to be straight, or at least primarily so, and wondered what he was up to. He raised an eyebrow speculatively. “And what is the type of action you think I might be interested in, should I go to this club of yours?”

The other man smiled, showing even, white teeth. “A bit of this, a bit of that. Women, men, women and men. Leather, chains...seriously, anything you might like and then some. Members only, and their guests, but I’m a member and y’all could be my guest...any time ya want.” Turner gave him another slow calculating look, accompanying it this time with a caressing hand along Etienne’s thigh. “Long legs y’all got, might be nice to feel what....”

I suggest you reconsider how you want to finish that sentence, Jeff.” Etienne looked down and firmly moved the hand away. “I’m not available.”

Turner shrugged and smiled.

Well, y’all can’t blame a guy for trying. Especially when it’s been such a disappointing day...looks like I’ve lost my job and all. Thanks to your young friend getting Maximilian to get over his funk about performing on stage. Hasn’t done it since his partner died, now has he? Never thought to see that happen. Trust the Dark Angel to do it though, huh? Our little miracle worker. For everyone but himself, that is. Well, if y’all change your mind, here’s a card, you can just bring it to Iniquity and they’ll let you in as my guest. Hell, bring the Dark Angel with you. Bye.”

Turner leaned in close and before Etienne could react, kissed him full on the mouth as he tucked a card into his pocket, groping him while he was at it. Guess Jeff wasn’t all that straight after all, Etienne thought, wiping his mouth as he watched the man walk away towards the parking lot.

Making a face at the taste of nicotine, he was glad he didn’t have that cigarette. They really did make your mouth taste like an ashtray, he mused.

Turning to head back inside, he came face to face with Danny.

David, I didn’t hear you come outside,” he began.

No? Then I guess you should be rewarded for passing up what Jeff was offering,” Danny’s voice was deeper than usual, his eyes difficult to read. Etienne wasn’t sure how long he’d been standing in the doorway listening to his exchange with the other actor and he was conscious of a vague sense of guilt, as though he’d been caught in wrong-doing. But, he reminded himself, he hadn’t done anything to feel guilty over. He straightened to his full height but couldn’t help reflecting that Danny was that rare man who was never intimidated by another man’s height advantage over him. He had a way of tipping his head to the side as he looked up that minimized any deferential appearance in having to look up at a taller man; instead, it gave him a quizzical look as though he were questioning him. Of course, in this instance, he probably was questioning him, Etienne certainly felt defensive. He made an effort to seem relaxed as he met Danny’s look as openly as he could. His own upset at being ignored forgotten in his concern over being caught with the surprisingly randy Turner.

Are you angry? I was just getting fresh air and encountered Jeff out here as well. I am not looking for a reward but I must point out that I was neither looking for what Jeff offered nor did I accept it.” He looked searchingly at Danny. It was best to confront a problem like this head-on. If there was one thing Danny hated, he knew, it was the type of lying and subterfuge so many in their world engaged in. While they’d only been seeing each other a few weeks, their relationship had progressed quickly and Etienne felt as though he understood the younger man fairly well. While he wasn’t as open as Danny might wish, he doubted he had it in his character to be that open, he tried to seem to be, and he honestly was more honest than he had ever been in any other relationship in his life. But he feared that he was not capable of all that Danny demanded and never would be.

Etienne’s deep-set eyes appeared sad in his craggy face as he wondered what Danny was thinking. It was amusing in a way, Etienne thought, if Danny were to be jealous of Turner hitting on him, when he had come outside because of his own uncontrollable jealousy over Sam’s singing with Danny. Ah, irony. He closed his eyes and leaned against the wall, dejection in his posture.

Danny moved quickly then to close the space between them. He pressed his body against Etienne’s, holding Etienne’s face between his hands and kissing him fiercely, running his hands along Etienne’s ribs.

I don’t like seeing other men groping you,” Danny whispered the words softly into Etienne’s mouth. “You’re mine and I don’t share, certainly not with a fat pig like that who makes you smell like cigarettes and can’t sing.”

Etienne chuckled, wondering which offense was worse in Danny’s mind. Soon enough, however, the heat of the kiss and his growing arousal swept such wayward thoughts from his mind. He wanted to feel Danny’s body even closer and as he felt one of Danny’s hard legs wrap around his waist, he cupped his large hands under the tight ass to lift him up, so Danny could wrap his both legs around him, press them tightly groin to groin as he deepened their kiss. He braced his back against the wall, shifting his feet out in order to support Danny’s weight onto his thighs.

As they continued to kiss, Danny’s hands roved along his body, caressing his arms and chest, teasing his nipples, and sliding down his abdomen, a hand teasingly dipping under his waistband to stroke his cock, but then coming back up again to massage his abs with those strong clever fingers.

After several minutes, his leg muscles burning from the strain, Etienne pulled his mouth away reluctantly, leaning his head back against the brick wall. He gripped Danny’s waist firmly to steady him as he lowered his legs to the ground. Standing on his own two feet again, Danny wasted no time in pressing his body flush against Etienne and wrapping his arms around his neck. Etienne was rock hard, a fact which he knew his jeans did nothing to hide.

We can’t let you go back inside in that condition,” a deliciously deep voice whispered in his ear as tender kisses were placed along the highly sensitive skin behind it. “Good thing there’s a storage shed right outside the theater here, don’t you agree?”

It’s locked,” Etienne objected weakly, as he felt himself stroked through his jeans; he worried that he might actually come in his jeans for the first time since he was fifteen.

Mischievous green eyes looked up at him.

I can pick locks...one of my many talents.”

Within seconds, they were inside the dark shed. The only light was that which came in through the cracks in the wood and underneath the doors, and a solitary window up by the roof, some twenty feet from the ground on the other side of the fourteen by twenty foot building. Once inside, Etienne found himself spun around to face the closed door. He put his hands out to catch himself, almost losing his balance in the dark.

Did you like having Turner kiss you? Having his chubby hands on you, Eti? He’s been looking at you for weeks, wanting to kiss you, asking how it feels to have your long legs wrapped around me...did you know that?” Danny’s deep voice sounded different in the dark room...older...jaded.

Etienne hadn’t noticed Turner. He wasn’t sure how to answer. The most intriguing thing to him was the idea of Danny being asked about their lovemaking. That it was Turner was irrelevant.

I didn’t notice any feeling other than boredom when he kissed me, and his hands were annoying. Now you answer, how does it feel when you have my legs wrapped around you?” His voice was hoarse. The shed was dusty, and he was perhaps slightly nervous...but in a good way.

Danny’s laugh was low and throaty. “It feels hot, like I can wrap myself up in you twice over, with your beautiful thighs and calves wrapped around me, and my hands on your fantastic ass, or lining my legs up against yours, front to back, and feeling the smooth line of your thighs against mine as I pound into you, which is what I’m going to do right now. Take your shirt off,” Danny ordered.

Etienne shivered as he felt his jeans lowered and his lower half exposed. He shrugged out of his shirt as lube slick fingers probed his anus. Danny kneed his legs apart slightly to put him at the right angle and he leaned his head against his arms, resting them on the door as Danny put on a condom.

Eti, do you want this slow and sweet, or hard and fast?” the deep voice asked teasingly at his ear, as Etienne felt the blunt end of the sheathed cock nudging his entrance.

And if I say slow and sweet?”

Then I’ll say sorry after I do this....” Danny gripped Etienne’s hips and pushed in hard and fast, balls deep on the first stroke, and pulling out almost all the way immediately to follow-up with several strokes aimed directly to the prostate. Etienne held back the yell the hard entry almost forced from him and with the subsequent skillful strokes, was moving with his lover, pushing back to meet him. Danny moved one of his hands around to grasp Etienne’s cock then, his hand still slick with lube, and he stroked it in time with his thrusts.

Fuck...Eti, come with me...come now....” They moved faster and faster, Danny’s hand pumping harder as he pistoned his hips harder and faster, both of them making incoherent sounds as they grew closer to climax. Etienne came first, spilling over Danny’s hand and the door, slumping forward. With a few more strokes, Danny too tensed and then relaxed, resting on Etienne’s back for a moment, before kissing him on the shoulder and then pulling out gently.

They took a few minutes to clean themselves up, using some paper towels left with the cleaning materials. After making sure the coast was clear, they exited the shed and Danny relocked it.

There you are, good as new. You know, you couldn’t do stunts before like holding me up and kissing me like you did. You’re really getting in good shape...no wonder men are chasing after you.” Danny ran his hands down the muscles of Etienne’s chest, before rebuttoning for him his shirt that had been tossed aside during their lovemaking. First though, his fingers played in the chest hair that seemed to fascinate him. “See what clean living is doing for you?” Danny peered up through his thick lashes before bending down to kiss a nipple one last time.

It is killing me, you mean,” he replied, biting back a moan of pleasure. He was exhausted yet by the same token, he was willing to start all over again. Danny made him insatiable. Having Danny as a lover meant a far more active, physically demanding lifestyle than Etienne was used to, which in turn brought certain benefits besides the obvious one of frequent incredible sex. Sharing life with Danny forced one to get into shape or be left behind! Etienne found himself learning jujitsu as he helped Danny practice, and he also had to get used to running at six in the morning to keep Danny company. Only the soccer had been familiar to him–he had played as a boy in France and was actually quite good at it, to Danny’s delight. They’d formed teams among the cast and crew and played nearly every day during this rehearsal time outside the city.

Alan had taken the whole cast to a small town in Connecticut to ready them for their tour. While some of the crew commuted from the City, he and Danny, like most of the cast, were staying in a local bed and breakfast that was extremely reasonable. Fortunately, Etienne could cook, since Danny was helpless in the kitchen, and they were able to eat fairly cheaply. Since he was doing the cooking, Danny had insisted on buying the food. This was fine with Etienne except for the fact that Danny was a health nut in his opinion. Left to his own devices, Etienne would have lived on junk food and wine. But for Danny, who was both a finicky eater as well as an obsessive dieter, Etienne had to call upon all his culinary skills to tempt him into eating at all. He’d found that the first step was to eat with him since Danny didn’t like to eat alone. The result was that they both grew healthier and stronger. And closer, since as they ate, they talked.

It was over one of these shared meals that Danny learned about Etienne’s difficult childhood, growing up the bastard child of a rich and titled man whose family would not acknowledge him, but whose very image Etienne was, unlike his legitimate sons.

So, do you wish to be successful to make your father proud?” Danny asked him once, easily able to relate to a desire to win a callous father’s love.

No, I do not wish to win his pride or his love, little one. Nothing so sweet, I’m afraid. I look forward to showing the arrogant sod and his bitch wife that I did not need either to be successful, that I was able to achieve more than him without benefit of his wealth and standing.”

Danny had come around the table then and straddled him. “I believe you’ll do exactly that...I’m a seventh son, you know, and we’re gifted with the sight, so you can count on my predictions.”

Well, that’s a relief,” Etienne had murmured, before pulling Danny close for a kiss. “Any other predictions?”

You’re about to get lucky, very, very lucky,” he’d assured him, before tipping him over in the chair and pinning him to the floor.

Etienne reflected upon their relationship as he caressed the dark hair that he loved so much and held the hard muscular body close. Why had he stormed off so childishly and risked all this, he wondered as the warm hands caressing his chest settled over his heart. Going to a club where one could fulfill any type of sexual whim was something that he would have done in a second before meeting Danny, but it now held no interest for him; now, he wanted to try to work this problem out rather than run away as he used to do with lovers in the past. The sex between them was wonderful, it always was. But that was more a case of Danny marking his territory for Turner’s benefit–like a cat pissing on the furniture, he thought, with a grin. It handled Danny’s issues but not his. Maybe he should have done something similar in front of Sam? That he was even willing to put up with such behavior, much less find it endearing and want to mimic it, was completely alien to him, he realized. He felt as though he’d had a spell cast over him– twenty-seven years old and in love for the first time, he mocked himself even as he tightened his hold on Danny. The increased pressure made Danny look up.

You were bothered by my singing with Sam, weren’t you? But...it was your suggestion. You’re the hero to everyone in there yet you left before anyone could say anything. It really isn’t like you, to pass up the limelight. Dennings thinks you’re brilliant and Alan wants to adopt you. Instead of taking a bow, as you normally would and soaking up the praise, you ran out here and let creepy Turner kiss you. Would you mind explaining it to me?” Danny leaned against him, somehow making it possible for their bodies to be even closer as he waited for Etienne to speak.

Etienne looked up at the late afternoon sky. “I don’t know if I can.”

Try.” That voice that had been so seductive a short while ago was implacably hard now. Amazing how many shadings of expression he could achieve, Etienne thought, no wonder he was such a good actor.

Etienne sighed. “Well, first, can you tell me why Sam stopped performing on stage? I didn’t know about that when I had my great idea, you know. There’s so much I don’t know that everyone else seems to already take for granted and I go stumbling in blindly. Like with the wine and your sister.”

Etienne heard Danny exhale, but wasn’t sure whether it was in frustration or some other emotion. He’d never learned why that had been such a misstep that night, why everyone else seemed to know not to bring wine to Danny’s apartment. Danny had gotten over it, fortunately, but he never knew when he’d make another wrong step. Like today. Danny had somehow smoothed the moment over but what if Sam had been unable to perform? It would have been extremely awkward, not to mention killing any chance of securing funding from Dennings. Instead of making Etienne the day’s hero he would have been a fool.

Danny pulled Etienne away from the wall. “Let’s go for a walk.”

Don’t they need you back inside?”

Danny shook his head. “I was chased away to find you. They’re talking money, but I think they can spare you for now. I already suggested to Alan that you deserve a raise, which is why he chased me out. Sam will take care of you–once he gets over being pissed at you for forcing his hand. Come on, we’ll walk to one of the pubs in town and I’ll buy you a beer and tell you all of my deep dark secrets.”

Etienne let himself be pulled along, pretending a reluctance he didn’t feel.

All of them, eh? There are so many?” He raised a skeptical eyebrow.

Scads...you’d be amazed.” Danny paused and placed his hands on Etienne’s shoulders. He looked up. “You’re important to me. I want you to know that. I didn’t plan on getting involved with anyone at this point in my life, certainly nothing this intense. Maybe it’ll sound trite to you but I’ve been hurt and I didn’t want to go through that feeling again. But you...you’ve just kind of overwhelmed my defenses.” He gave one of his brilliant smiles and Etienne felt like telling him he had no idea what overwhelmed defenses felt like. Danny gave his shoulders a squeeze and then cuffed him lightly.

There, that’s one of my secrets. I’ve been in love...got kicked to the curb. Now I’ve sworn off love forever. But lust and sex and singing! Those are things I’ll never give up.” Danny went back to walking, swinging one of Etienne’s hands in his as they walked along companionably.

After a moment, Etienne couldn’t help asking, aiming for playful casualness in his tone. “So, you are somewhat young to have given up on love, don’t you think? May I ask, who was this terrible man who could hurt such a beautiful creature as you, my David? Have your countrymen no appreciation for perfection in body and soul?”

Danny continued to swing their hands as they walked along; he just did it faster, keeping time with their brisk pace. He always had so much energy, Etienne thought, noticing that he had not yet answered the question. That was fine...Etienne had noticed that it was best to be patient with Danny, up to a point. It worked in this instance, even though at first Danny’s topic seemed to be a total non sequitur.

I like being David...instead of Danny, that is. It is freeing, somehow, if you know what I mean?. Danny has so many expectations on him that David doesn’t. David has a clean slate. No dozen siblings to deal with, certainly no needy sister. Not even any disappointments in love. He can go into this...whatever we have...with a light heart and optimism. Although I would hope he’s not a fucking fool.” Danny flashed a one-sided grin at Etienne.

And Danny cannot have a light heart or be optimistic?” Etienne asked gently, bending his head down to catch a glimpse into the green eyes that were turned forward again.

Why do you think you like me so much, Etienne?” Danny changed the subject.

What is this nonsense? I don’t think I like you, David, I do like you. I feel more than liking for you. David or Danny, as Shakespeare has said, by any name, you’re still you, and what I feel for you, it is very strong, you know that. Is all of this really a roundabout way of saying you really wish to be called Danny?” Etienne was confused and more than slightly concerned. Was Danny still bothered by what he’d observed of Turner’s strange pass at Etienne? That seemed out of character for him...anger would be in character, not insecurity. Even as the thought passed through his mind, Danny belied it with a genuine looking smile and a flash of dimples.

No, no such coyness from me!” He laughed. “It’s exactly what it seems, a direct way of saying I like your calling me David. I’m just asking why you think you like me, or, if you prefer, why you do like me. I didn’t mean it to be a trick question, Etienne.” Danny disengaged their hands and ran lightly ahead. He must have excess energy to burn, Etienne thought as he watched him turn a cartwheel on the path, then do a series of flips before ending with an aerial split and a low bow, facing Etienne, who shook his head perplexed, but applauded nonetheless.

Bravo, bravo! You are ready for the Cirque! How could anyone not love a man who can do flips and cartwheels like that? Never would one be bored with such entertainment at one’s feet! Of course, it isn’t quite the same as telling me something personal, such as why you’ve given up on love, or why I shouldn’t have brought wine to your apartment, but that is quite all right. I am just the man you fuck, I shouldn’t expect more than amusing tricks.” Etienne walked past Danny, quickening his pace, his long legs eating up the ground. Nonplussed, Danny stared after him for a moment, then jogged to catch up, grabbing his shoulder and spinning him around.

Hey, I was just trying to lighten things up! What’s gotten into you?”

Etienne looked down into the beautiful eyes. “Why do you spend time with me, David?”

Danny tipped his head to the side and smiled. “I asked you first.”

And I didn’t answer, I know. But indulge me. I find it a difficult question to answer and to me, it is not something that is light-hearted, like a cartwheel in the sun. I ask myself, if I step wrong, as I did with the wine, or with asking Sam to sing, will it be my ‘third strike?’ Will I then be out? That is what you Americans say, isn’t it? ‘Three strikes and you are out?’ So, I am worried, me. I think, what do I say? This relationship is important to me, and it is not at all what I had planned for my life at this time. You ask me why I like you and I sense a test that I don’t want to fail. So, here I am, thinking seriously, and you, you start acting silly. So, I ask you, why do you spend your time with me? Maybe that will tell me if this is a serious question or a silly one. Are you asking me if I like your dimples or your soul?”

Danny looked back at him. Etienne had never seemed so attractive as he did at that moment, when all of his layers of charm and his masks seemed to be thrown off and the real man was laid bare. This was more intimate in many ways than when they’d stripped and fucked in the shed. Danny had fucked many men, but he could count on one hand the people he trusted to really tell his secrets to...and he suspected Etienne was the same. Even when he’d told him of his childhood, part of him seemed to be watching to see how Danny was receiving the story. Only now did Danny feel like he was finally seeing the man that he sang with instead of the man who worked so hard to impress everyone. Danny’s own smile was genuinely sweet as he reached out a hand and pulled Etienne close. He brought his other hand around the tall man’s neck in order to bend his head down closer as he spoke in his low, sexy voice.

Hi, I’m Daniel, but you can call me David. I like dancing, singing, watching old MGM musicals, making love to tall men, and eating chocolate cake– not necessarily in that order. If you’ll let me buy you lunch, I’ll tell you all about my sister, my first French lover and my fatal attraction for tall, dark...chocolate cakes.”

Then Danny kissed him, strong hands caressing his shoulders, his arms...Etienne couldn’t think clearly, all he could do was feel, his senses filling with the incredible warmth and excitement that being in Danny’s arms always brought him. .

Better yet,” Danny’s full lips moved tantalizingly against Etienne’s mouth as he spoke again, his tongue flicking out and marking a path along his lower lip, making it clear this was only a brief halt in the proceedings, “why don’t we find something to eat back in our room and later tonight, I’ll take you out dancing at that club that Turner invited you to and you can decide how boring I’ve become. Spend time with the infamous Dark Angel, and see if the experience lives up to the rumors? I think your little visit to the woodshed was nowhere near enough punishment for you.”

Etienne closed his eyes and tried to remember what it was like to retain control of a situation for more than five minutes at a time. Standing in the middle of a road, in broad daylight as Danny swept away any trace of his control, Etienne found that not only couldn’t he recall when he last could keep control; he, who once cherished his independence, didn’t give a damn that it was gone.

Fuck going out,” he managed to answer. “I want an evening alone with you.”

I hoped you might say that,” his Dark Angel whispered.

 

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(Two weeks later)


Lanier, get over here, I need to pick that brain of yours before you leave,” Epstein called over to Etienne, who was getting ready to head out for the night. Rehearsals had been progressing extremely well, since Sam had replaced Turner and Floyd Dennings had given the budget a generous infusion of cash. In addition to sprucing up the costumes, much of the Dennings money had gone into publicity. They planned to preview the show in the small Connecticut town where they’d been rehearsing, and if all went well, they’d open in Philadelphia in three weeks. They’d stay there for a month long run while the rest of their engagements were firmed up, longer if all went well and shorter if it all went poorly.

Danny looked over from where he had just finished helping one of the ensemble singers with a bit of blocking in the barricades scene.

Do you want me to wait for you?” They were finally going out to the club Jeff Turner had told Etienne about. After working hard for the past two weeks, both of them were in the mood to dance and had arranged to meet several of the cast there, member cards being easy to obtain. Danny and Etienne both tended to scoff at the idea that any club in this small town would live up to the name “Iniquity.”

The director answered for him. “Actually, maybe you’d better come here too. May as well help solve the problem since you helped cause it,” Alan groused.

Danny raised his hands in the air in a “who, me” gesture, but Alan had already turned away. Telling the other actor he’d see him later, Danny strolled over to where Alan and Etienne were, jumping off the stage and dropping down into one of the seats next to the director. Etienne remained standing, leaning gracefully against the stage.

So, Alan, what is this evening’s crisis?” Danny asked cheerfully. “You’ve had scads of money to spend, thanks to Sam’s old buddy Floyd, the show is shaping up like a dream, and....”

And ticket sales for the preview weekend are in the toilet, except for the blue haired contingent who always come out for theater, the local drama guild and what not. We’re not selling more because word has gotten around that all the leads are fags. No one’s interested in seeing a show where all the guys are swooning over each other,” Alan finished morosely.

Really? Since when? What do they think Broadway is all about?” Danny asked, raising an amused eyebrow.

S’ Wonderful, S‘Marvelous, but it’s also supposed to be about guys going for dolls, kid. Didn’t you get the memo? I bet even the Frenchman knows that.” Pete Jensen had strolled over in time to hear Alan and Danny’s exchange and in his usual way, managed to jump right into the discussion with a pithy comment. Alan shook his head, unamused, but Etienne looked up as though he made a good point.

Yes, actually, Pete, I, despite being from France, do realize that, and a few things more about what makes a show popular as well. And, correct me if I err, but didn’t we come to this town to preview the show because it is supposed to be a good place for trying out plays, being a place that despite its small size, has a reputation for knowing what makes a winning production, yes?”

Etienne looked to Alan for confirmation of his point and after the director nodded, he went on.

I too have heard things when I placed some of the publicity items, some gossip, as it were. What I have learned is that our former Valjean, Jeff Turner, is still in the area, and he is even performing in some concerts in the area. I am told by one of the girls at the newspaper office that he has been frequently at the club he mentioned to me previously, this “Iniquity.” It seems our friend Jeff was not best pleased with leaving the show and I think, Alan, that you may be correct that there is a little adverse buzz going on right now.”

So, what do you suggest we do?” Alan looked up at the cool, confident expression on his assistant director’s face and he could feel his stomach beginning to settle down. Maybe he wouldn’t need to take his antacid after all.

We confront it ‘straight’ on, dear Alan...David, you and I will go to the clubs tonight as planned, but we shall be even more charming to the local ladies than we perhaps normally are. Peter, could you be persuaded to also go to this club, join those of us who are going there this evening and demonstrate to the fine ladies of this city how very debonair and worthy of their sighs Javert will be?”